Mengapa Pintu Gerbang

Minggu Keempat Paskah [A]
30 April 2023
Yohanes 10:1-10

Hari ini adalah hari Minggu keempat Paskah dan tradisi Gereja Katolik menyebutnya juga sebagai Minggu Gembala yang Baik. Alasannya bisa kita temukan dalam Bacaan Injil dimana Yesus memperkenalkan diri-Nya sebagai sang Gembala yang Baik. Namun, tidak hanya sebagai Gembala yang baik, tetapi Yesus juga menyebut diri-Nya sebagai ‘Sang Pintu Gerbang’. Ketika Yesus menyatakan bahwa Dia adalah pintu gerbang bagi domba-domba, ini berarti bahwa hanya melalui Yesus, kita, domba-domba-Nya, dapat menemukan kelegaan dan keselamatan yang sejati. Namun, mengapa Yesus menyebut diri-Nya sebagai pintu gerbang? Bukankah menjadi gembala yang baik sudah cukup bagi kita? Jawabannya terletak pada kehidupan dan tugas seorang gembala pada zaman Yesus, dan salah satu tugas utama seorang gembala adalah sungguh menjadi ‘pintu gerbang.’

Domba pada umumnya adalah hewan yang berada di padang rumput terbuka daripada di dalam kandang tertutup. Oleh karena itu, untuk mengumpulkan dan melindungi domba-domba pada malam hari, para gembala membangun ‘kandang terbuka’ yang terbuat dari struktur tembok batu melingkar, kurang lebih setinggi 1,5 meter di padang terbuka. Ukuran struktur ini pasti akan tergantung pada banyak atau sedikitnya domba yang ada. Kemudian, umumnya kandang tersebut hanya memiliki satu jalan masuk, dan yang membuat pintu ini unik adalah sang gembala akan menempatkan dirinya di jalan masuk tersebut, dan seolah-olah berfungsi sebagai pintu gerbang. Dengan berada pada posisi tersebut, sang gembala mencegah domba-dombanya keluar dan melindungi mereka dari binatang buas yang mencoba masuk. Gembala juga harus waspada dan berjaga-jaga terhadap pencuri yang akan melompati tembok kandang dan mencelakakan domba. Sekarang, kita tahu bahwa gembala secara harfiah menjadi pintu gerbang kandang domba. Pada pagi hari, gembala akan memanggil domba-dombanya dan mereka akan mengikutinya saat mereka keluar melalui gerbang dan berjalan menuju padang rumput yang hijau.

Yesus adalah pintu gerbang. Ini berarti bahwa hanya di dalam Dia dan melalui Dia, kita menemukan keselamatan sejati dari bahaya yang datang dari yang jahat (dilambangkan sebagai ‘binatang buas’ dan ‘pencuri’). Meskipun benar bahwa hidup di dunia ini, kita terus-menerus menghadapi bahaya dalam bentuk penyakit, krisis keuangan, masalah mental dan relasi, dan bahaya fisik lainnya, satu-satunya bahaya yang dapat memiliki konsekuensi kekal adalah bahaya yang menghancurkan jiwa kita. Tidak ada makhluk lain yang bekerja tanpa henti untuk menyakiti jiwa kita kecuali iblis dan tentaranya. Menghadapi musuh-musuh rohani yang sangat berbahaya ini, kita hanya dapat mengandalkan Yesus, Gembala dan Pintu Gerbang kita.

Sekali lagi, kita perlu diingatkan bahwa kasus-kasus kerasukan dan serangan fisik dari roh jahat adalah cara-cara yang luar biasa. Cara-cara yang biasa dan lazim untuk mencelakai jiwa kita adalah melalui godaan-godaan untuk berbuat dosa. Dengan demikian, hanya di dalam Yesus dan melalui sarana yang Dia berikan kepada kita melalui Gereja-Nya, kita menemukan keamanan sejati kita dari serangan si jahat. Melalui penerimaan Ekaristi secara teratur dan saleh, kita terus merumput di ‘padang rumput hijau rohani’. Melalui sakramen rekonsiliasi, Gembala yang Baik sekali lagi membawa kita, domba-domba yang hilang, ke kandang. Melalui berbagai latihan rohani, seperti devosi, puasa dan amal, kita bertumbuh dalam kepekaan terhadap suara Gembala kita dan juga melindungi diri dari musuh-musuh rohani kita. Hanya di dalam dan melalui Yesus, pintu gerbang sejati, kita menemukan keamanan dan kedamaian yang sejati.

Roma
Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Why Gate

Fourth Sunday of Easter [A]

April 30, 2023

John 10:1-10

Today is the fourth Sunday of Easter and traditionally it is also called as the Good Shepherd Sunday. This is for an obvious reason. The Gospel reading tells us about Jesus who introduces Himself as the gate of the sheepfold and the Good Shepherd. The other readings also point the image of God as the good shepherd, like the world-renown psalm 23, “the Lord is my shepherd.”

When Jesus proclaims that He is the gate of the sheep, it means that only through Jesus, we, His sheep, may find true rest and salvation. Yet, why did Jesus call himself a gate? Is not being a good shepherd already sufficient for us? The answer lies on the life and duties of a shepherd in the time of Jesus. One of the main purposes of a shepherd is precisely to become a ‘gate’ to the sheepfold.

A sheep is generally an animal who stays at the field rather than inside the stable or barn. Thus, to gather and protect the sheep during the night, the shepherds built a stone enclosure as high as 1.5 meter (around 5 feet) at the open field. The size of the enclosure would surely depend on the volume of the sheep. Then, generally it had only one passageway, and what made this passage unique is that the shepherd would station himself at the access way during the night both to prevent the sheep from going out and to protect the sheep from wild animals that tried to enter. From the point, the shepherd must be alert and vigilant for thieves who would jump over the enclosure wall and harm the shepherd. From here, we know that the shepherd is literally the gate of the sheepfold. At the morning, the shepherd would call his sheep and they would follow him to him as they were going out through the gate and marching to the green pasture.

Jesus is the gate of the sheepfold. This means that only in Him and through Him, we find true safety from the real dangers coming from the evil ones (symbolized as ‘wild animals’ and the ‘thieves’). While it is true that living in this world, we are constantly facing dangers in the forms of sickness, financial crisis, mental and relational issues, and other physical harms, the only danger that can have eternal consequence is one that destroys our souls. There are no other beings working relentlessly to harm our souls except the devil and his minions. Facing these extremely dangerous spiritual enemies, we can only rely in Jesus, our shepherd and gate.

Again, we need to be reminded that cases of demonic possessions, harassment and infestation are extraordinary ways. The ordinary and usual ways to harm our souls is through temptations to sin. Thus, only in Jesus and through the means He has given us through His Church, we find our true security from the onslaughts of the evil one. Through regular and pious reception of the Eucharist, we continue to graze in ‘spiritual green pasture’. Through the sacrament of reconciliation, the Good Shepherd once again brings us, the lost sheep, to the fold. Through various spiritual exercises, like devotions, fasting and almsgiving, we are growing in sensitivity to our Shepherd’s voice as well as the voice of our enemies. Only in and through Jesus, the gate of the sheepfold, we find our true security and peace.

Rome

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Jalan menuju Emaus, Jalan menuju Ekaristi

Minggu ke-3 Paskah [A]

23 April 2023

Lukas 24:13-35

Dua orang murid Yesus pergi ke sebuah desa bernama, Emaus. Salah satu dari mereka adalah Kleopas, dan rekan seperjalanannya yang kemungkinan adalah istrinya sendiri, Maria [lihat Yoh. 19:25]. Mengapa mereka pergi ke Emaus? Mungkin mereka takut dengan penguasa Romawi dan Yahudi yang mengejar murid-murid Yesus setelah jenazah Yesus diketahui hilang. Oleh karena itu, mereka bersembunyi di Emaus. Alasan lainnya adalah keputusasaan. Meskipun Injil tidak secara eksplisit mengatakan bahwa Emaus adalah kampung halaman Kleopas, namun ada kemungkinan besar bahwa Emaus memang tempat asal Kleopas. Harapan dan ekspektasi mereka hancur ketika Yesus, Mesias yang mereka harapkan, dikhianati dan disalibkan. Mereka tidak lagi memiliki alasan untuk tinggal di Yerusalem. Akhirnya, mereka memutuskan untuk meninggalkan murid-murid yang lain dan kembali ke rumah mereka di Emaus.

Namun, Yesus memiliki rencana khusus untuk mereka. Di tengah perjalanan, Yesus menampakkan diri, meskipun mereka tidak dapat mengenali-Nya. Yesus memulai dialog dengan menanyakan keadaan mereka. Dengan sedih, mereka mulai menceritakan kepada-Nya bagaimana mereka mengharapkan Yesus untuk menebus Israel, tetapi Dia gagal, dan wafat di kayu salib. Bahkan dalam kekecewaan mereka, Kleopas menganggap Yesus hanya sebagai seorang nabi, bukan lagi Mesias. Kemudian, Yesus menegur mereka karena kelambanan mereka untuk mempercayai apa yang telah dinubuatkan oleh para nabi dalam Perjanjian Lama tentang Mesias. Kemudian, Yesus mulai menjelaskan ‘Musa dan para nabi’ (yaitu Kitab Suci Perjanjian Lama) kepada mereka. Ini adalah bible study pertama pasca kebangkitan dan diberikan oleh Yesus sendiri!

Lukas memberikan kita detail yang menarik tentang bagaimana metode Yesus dalam melakukan bible study. “Lalu Ia menjelaskan kepada mereka apa yang tertulis tentang Diadalam seluruh Kitab Suci… [Luk 24:27].” Pusat gravitasi dari bible study ini adalah Yesus. Dia menunjukkan bagaimana Musa dan para nabi telah bernubuat tentang Dia, dan bagaimana sekarang Yesus telah menggenapi nubuat-nubuat tersebut melalui penderitaan, kematian dan kebangkitan-Nya. Dalam tradisi Gereja, metode ini disebut ‘katekese tipologis’ [lih. KGK 129). Sederhananya, tipologi adalah sebuah cara untuk melihat tokoh-tokoh, tempat-tempat, dan peristiwa-peristiwa dalam Perjanjian Lama digenapi dalam Perjanjian Baru, khususnya dalam diri Yesus Kristus. Faktanya, Gereja mula-mula juga menggunakan metode Yesus ini. Sebagai contoh, Paulus dalam suratnya, menyebut Yesus sebagai Adam yang baru atau Adam yang kedua [lih. Rm. 5:12-21; 1 Kor. 15:45-49]. Namun, Yesus lebih dari sekadar Adam yang baru. Dia juga Musa yang baru, Daud yang baru, dan banyak lagi.

Namun, Bible Study Yesus bukan hanya tentang metode yang baik. Bahkan, ini bukan tentang pendalaman ilmu Kitab Suci. Ada sesuatu yang lebih dalam. Kisah Kleopas dan rekannya tidak berakhir dengan berakhirnya Bible Study, walaupun mereka ingin Yesus tinggal lebih lama bersama mereka. Maka, Yesus tinggal bersama mereka, tetapi dengan cara yang baru dan kekal. Dia mengambil roti, memberkati, memecah-mecahkannya, dan memberikannya kepada mereka. Setiap umat Katolik yang rajin ke Gereja akan segera mengenali tindakan Yesus ini sebagai Ekaristi, dan Ekaristi adalah Yesus sendiri. Demikian juga, mata Kleopas dan rekannya terbuka, dan mereka mengenali Yesus dalam Ekaristi pertama pasca-kebangkitan ini. Jadi, tujuan akhir dari bible study Yesus adalah untuk membawa kita kepada Ekaristi.

Kisah Cleopas dan perjalanannya ke Emaus selalu menjadi inspirasi pribadi saya. Sebelum saya pergi ke Roma, saya biasa memberikan Bible Study setiap Sabtu malam. Dalam program ini, saya menjelaskan bacaan-bacaan pada hari Minggu besoknya. Kegiatan ini bukan hanya untuk mendalami Alkitab terutama melalui metode Yesus, tetapi tujuan sebenarnya adalah untuk membantu kita mengalami perjumpaan yang lebih dalam dengan Yesus dalam Ekaristi. Jika sebuah Bible Study tidak membawa kita kepada Yesus dalam Ekaristi, maka ini bukanlah Bible Study Yesus.

Roma

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

The Road to Emmaus, the Road to the Eucharist

3rd Sunday of Easter [A]
April 23, 2023
Luke 24:13-35

Two of Jesus’ disciples went to a village called Emmaus. One of them was Cleopas, and his traveling companion was probably his own wife, Mary [see John 19:25]. Why did they go to Emmaus? Perhaps they were afraid of the Roman and Jewish authorities who were pursuing the disciples after Jesus’ body was found missing. Therefore, they hid in Emmaus. Another reason was hopelessness. Although the Gospels do not explicitly say that Emmaus was the hometown of Cleopas, there is a high probability that Emmaus was indeed his hometown. Their hopes and expectations were shattered when Jesus, their expected Messiah, was betrayed and crucified. They no longer had any reason to stay in Jerusalem. Finally, they decided to leave the other disciples and return to their home in Emmaus.

However, Jesus had a special plan for them. On the way, Jesus appeared to them, although they could not recognize Him. Jesus started a dialog by asking them how they were doing. In sadness, they began to tell Him how they expected Jesus to redeem Israel, but He failed, and died on the cross. Even in their disappointment, Cleopas only regarded Jesus as a prophet, no longer the Messiah. Then, Jesus rebuked them for their slowness to believe what the Old Testament prophets had foretold about the Messiah. Then, Jesus began to explain ‘Moses and the prophets’ (i.e. the Old Testament Scriptures) to them. This was the first post-resurrection bible study and was given by Jesus himself!

Luke gives us interesting details on how Jesus’ method of conducting a bible study. “Then he explained to them what was written about him in all the Scriptures… [Lk 24:27].” The center of gravity of this bible study is Jesus. He shows how Moses and the prophets had prophesied about Him, and how now Jesus has fulfilled those prophecies through His suffering, death, and resurrection. In Church tradition, this method is called ‘typological catechesis’ [cf. CCC 129). Simply put, typology is a way of seeing Old Testament characters, places and events fulfilled in the New Testament, particularly in Jesus Christ. In fact, the early Church also used this method of Jesus right on. For example, Paul in his letters, referred to Jesus as the new Adam or the second Adam [cf. Romans 5:12-21; 1 Cor 15:45-49]. However, Jesus is more than just the new Adam. He is also the new Moses, the new David, and many more.

However, Jesus Bible Study is not just about good methods. In fact, it is not only about deepening the knowledge of the Scriptures. The story of Cleopas and his companion did not end with the end of the Bible Study, although they wanted Jesus to stay longer with them. So, Jesus stayed with them, but in a new and eternal way. He took bread, blessed it, broke it, and gave it to them. Any honest Catholic who regularly goes to Church will immediately recognize this act of Jesus as the Eucharist, and the Eucharist is Jesus himself. Likewise, the eyes of Cleopas and his companion were opened, and they recognized Jesus in this first post-resurrection Eucharist. So, the ultimate goal of Jesus’ bible study is to lead us to the Eucharist.

The story of Cleopas and his journey to Emmaus has always been my personal inspiration. Before I went to Rome, I used to give a Bible study every Saturday night. In this program, I explained the readings for the following Sunday. Yet, this activity is not only to go deeper into the Bible especially through the method of Jesus, but the real purpose is to help us experience a deeper encounter with Jesus in the Eucharist. If a Bible Study does not lead us to Jesus in the Eucharist, then it is not a Jesus’ Bible Study.

Rome
Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Kerahiman Ilahi dan Sakramen Pengakuan Dosa

Minggu Kedua Paskah [A]

Minggu Kerahiman Ilahi

16 April 2023

Yohanes 20:19-31

Pada 30 April 2000, Paus Yohanes Paulus II mendeklarasikan Minggu Paskah Kedua sebagai Minggu Kerahiman Ilahi. Lalu, pertanyaannya adalah “Mengapa Paus Yohanes Paulus II memilih hari Minggu Paskah kedua sebagai Hari Minggu Kerahiman Ilahi?” Jawabannya terkait dengan catatan harian St. Faustina yang menulis instruksi Yesus untuk menjadikan hari Minggu kedua Paskah sebagai Hari Raya Kerahiman Ilahi. Melalui St Faustina, Yesus tidak hanya meminta untuk merayakan Minggu Kerahiman, tetapi juga mengundang umat beriman untuk melaksanakan pengakuan dosa dan menerima komuni pada hari itu. Namun, apa yang sebenarnya membuat hari Minggu kedua Paskah ini layak disebut sebagai Minggu Kerahiman Ilahi dapat kita temukan pada Injil hari ini. Mari kita telusuri lebih jauh.

Yohanes Penginjil menceritakan dua peristiwa penampakan Kristus yang telah bangkit kepada para murid-Nya, yaitu pada hari Minggu kebangkitan dan pada hari Minggu berikutnya. Tentunya, tokoh utama penghubung dua penampakan adalah Tomas, rasul. Namun, selain kisah Tomas, ada detail khusus yang sering kita lewatkan. Yesus bangkit dari kematian untuk memberikan rahmat khusus Roh Kudus kepada Gereja-Nya, “Damai sejahtera bagimu! Seperti yang telah diutus oleh Bapa, demikianlah sekarang Aku mengutus kamu.” Dan setelah berkata demikian, Ia menghembuskan nafas-Nya atas mereka dan berkata: “Terimalah Roh Kudus! Jika kamu mengampuni dosa orang, dosanya diampuni; jika kamu tidak mengampuni dosa orang, dosanya tetap ada (Yoh 20:21-23).”

Yesus datang bukan hanya untuk membuktikan kebangkitan-Nya dan menawarkan damai kepada murid-murid-Nya yang takut. Dia juga mengutus murid-murid-Nya sebagaimana Bapa mengutus-Nya ke dunia. Ketika Dia mengutus para murid-Nya, Yesus menghembuskan Roh Kudus kepada mereka. Tindakan Yesus ini secara khusus merupakan pengulangan dari apa yang Allah lakukan ketika Allah menciptakan manusia pertama (lihat Kej. 2:7). Dengan demikian, Dia datang untuk menjadikan murid-murid-Nya sebagai ciptaan baru, dan kemudian mengutus mereka untuk sebuah misi. Apakah misi itu?

Ini adalah misi pengampunan dosa, atau misi kerahiman. Yesus secara khusus menciptakan kembali murid-murid-Nya untuk memungkinkan mereka menerima kuasa ilahi, yaitu mengampuni dosa. Kita ingat dalam Injil bahwa Yesus dituduh melakukan penghujatan ketika Dia mengampuni dosa karena orang-orang Farisi mengetahui bahwa pengampunan dosa adalah hak prerogatif Tuhan. Namun, Yesus bangkit dari kematian dan membuktikan keilahian-Nya. Dengan demikian, Dia sungguh memiliki otoritas untuk mengampuni dosa. Namun, Dia tidak berhenti sampai di situ. Dia menghendaki agar Gereja-Nya melanjutkan misi kerahiman-Nya. Dengan demikian, Dia memberikan otoritas ilahi untuk mengampuni dosa ini, kepada para murid-Nya.

Inilah dasar alkitabiah dari sakramen rekonsiliasi. Peristiwa ini juga menjawab sebuah keberatan, “mengapa kita perlu mengakui dosa-dosa kita dan meminta pengampunan kepada manusia yang juga berdosa?” Jawabannya sederhana: karena Allah menghendakinya. Memang benar bahwa manusia tidak memiliki kuasa untuk mengampuni dosa, tetapi situasinya berubah secara radikal ketika Allah membagikan otoritas ilahi ini kepada para wakil-Nya di bumi dan menugaskan mereka untuk membawa lebih banyak orang kepada Kerahiman Ilahi.

Sebenarnya, sakramen pengakuan dosa telah dipraktikkan sejak Gereja primitif. St. Yakobus mencatat dalam suratnya bahwa umat beriman mengakui dosa-dosa mereka di hadapan Gereja, dan kemudian para penatua Gereja akan membawa kesembuhan dan pengampunan melalui doa mereka (lihat Yak 5:14-16). Setelah ribuan tahun, ritus sakramen rekonsiliasi memang telah berevolusi, tetapi tetap mempertahankan struktur dasarnya, yaitu penyesalan, pengakuan dosa, dan penitensi (lihat KGK 1448). Lebih mendasar lagi, sakramen ini tetap menjadi bukti Kerahiman Allah kepada kita.

Roma

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Divine Mercy and Sacrament of Confession

Second Sunday of Easter [A]
Divine Mercy Sunday
April 15, 2023
John 20:19-31

On April 30, 2000, Pope St. John Paul II has declared the Second Sunday of Easter as the Divine Mercy Sunday. Then, the question is “Why did St. John Paul II choose second Sunday of Easter as the Divine Mercy Sunday?” Partially, the answer is related to the diary of St. Faustina, who recorded Jesus’ instruction to make the second Sunday of Easter as the divine Mercy Sunday. Through St. Faustina, Jesus did not only ask to create the divine Mercy Sunday, but also invite the faithful to make confessions and receive the communion in this day. However, what makes the second Sunday of Easter is worth to be called the Divine Mercy Sunday is the Gospel of the day. Let’s explore further.

John the evangelist narrated the two appearances of the risen Christ to His disciples, at the Sunday of resurrection and the following Sunday. Obviously, the connecting protagonist is St. Thomas, apostle. However, aside from the story of Thomas, there is a particular detail that we often miss. Jesus rose from the dead to give this particular grace of the Holy Spirit to His Church, “Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, even so I send you.” And when he had said this, he breathed on them, and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained (John 20:21-23).”

Jesus came not only to show His resurrection and offered peace to His fearful disciples. He sent His disciples as the Father sent Jesus to the world. As He commissioned His disciples, Jesus breathed on them the Holy Spirit. This Jesus’ act is particularly re-enactment of what God did when God made the first humans alive (see Gen 2:7). Thus, He came to recreate His disciples and to send them for a mission. What’s mission?

It is the mission to forgive sins, or the mission of mercy. Jesus particularly recreated His disciples as to enable them to receive the divine power, that is to forgive sins. We recall in the Gospel that Jesus was accused as blasphemy when He forgave sins because the Pharisees recognized that the forgiveness of sins is God’s prerogative. Yet, Jesus rose from the dead and proved His divine nature. Thus, He indeed possesses the authority to forgive sins. But, He does not stop there. He wills that His Church continue His mission of mercy, and thus, He shares this divine authority to His disciples.

This is the biblical foundation of the sacrament of reconciliation. This event also answers an objection, “why do we need to confess our sins and ask forgiveness to another sinful man?” The answer is simple: because God wills it to be so. It is true that men have no power to forgive sins, but the situation radically changes when God shares this divine authority to His representatives on earth and commissions them to bring more and more people to the divine Mercy.

In fact, the practice of confession of sins has been practiced since the primitive Church. St. James recorded in his letter that the faithful were confessing their sins before the Church and the prayer of the righteous men, that is, the elders of the Church, would bring healing and forgiveness (see James 5:14-16). Throughout the centuries, the rite of the sacrament of reconciliation has indeed evolved, but it retains its basic structure, that is, contrition, confession and satisfaction (see CCC 1448). More fundamentally, the sacrament remains the testament of God’s Mercy to us.

Rome
Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Holy Spirit and Birth of the Church

Pentecost [C]
June 5, 2022
John 14:15-16, 23-26

The Pentecost is the traditional day of the birth of the Church. If the many scholars agree that Jesus’ crucifixion and death falls on April 4, 33 AD, the date of resurrection is April 6 of the same year. From here, we can trace the date of the first Pentecost. Fifty days later is May 25, 33 AD. So we have the date! Yet, the more fundamental question is why do we consider Pentecost as Church’s birthday?

The main reason is the Holy Spirit. During the day of Pentecost, the Holy Spirit filled the disciples’ hearts and the minds with His divine presence and His gifts. The first gift is preaching the Gospel of Jesus Christ. The gift of speaking in different languages is indeed amazing, yet before this miracle, the Holy Spirit empowered them to share the Good News.

If we try to look back, the disciples were terrified and confused. Jesus, their beloved teacher, and the expected Messiah was suddenly arrested, and swiftly condemned to death. Jesus’ followers were scattered, and the community of disciples was broken. One betrayed Jesus, another denied Him, and the rest were running away like cowards. Even, after they received the news of resurrection, they kept afraid and were even more puzzled. Jesus had to come in person to show the proof of the resurrection as well as to forgive them, to strengthen them, and to teach them the meaning of His passion and resurrection. However, despite the risen Lord’s presence, there remained an innate fear and uncertainty of their future.

When the promised Holy Spirit came, courage and wisdom entered their hearts. The Spirit empowered them to break out from the prison of fear, and to preach that Jesus Christ is Lord. We look at Simon Peter. When his personal safety was threatened, he was quick to deny His beloved master, not only twice, but thrice. Together with other disciples, Peter hid themselves from the Jewish authorities in the upper room. He even had a difficult time to understand the meaning of resurrection. However, after the outpouring of the Holy Spirit, cowardly Simon turned to be a new person. Before the people, he fearlessly proclaimed that Jesus is the Savior and God. During the day of Pentecost, he preached and three thousand people who listened to him became believers!

Surely, it is not only Simon Peter, but also other disciples, and thus the Church. From the day of Pentecost, the disciples did not only stay in Jerusalem, but they went to different places in around the world. Peter went to Rome, Andrew became a missionary to Greece, Thomas reached as far as India. Without the Holy Spirit, the disciples had not dared to go and preach; without preaching, there would not be new disciples; without growth, there would not be the Church. This is the reason that the day of Pentecost is the birthday of the Church.

Yet, the Holy Spirit does not stop working at the first Pentecost. He continues giving us growth to us, the Church. Through the baptism we received the Spirit Holy that makes us children of God. During the confirmation, the Holy Spirit transforms us to be the courageous witnesses of Christ. In the Eucharist, the Holy Spirit comes and brings us the Body and Blood of Jesus. If we believe that Jesus is the Lord, it is the Holy Spirit. If we keep believing in Jesus, despite many difficulties, it is the Holy Spirit. If we are able to forgive our enemies, it is the Holy Spirit. If we are able to stay faithful to our vocations, it is the Holy Spirit.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Why do we obey Jesus?

6th Sunday of Easter [C]

May 22, 2022

John 14:23-29

There are at least three reasons why someone obeys. The first reason is that fear, and fear is a potent motivation. Fear commonly becomes the foundation of master-slave relationship. Slaves do things because they are afraid of their master’s punishments. They fear the pain, and yet paradoxically, they turn to be dependent to their master as they would do anything their masters order without much thinking. Sometimes, we see God as a kind divine master of slaves, and we obey God’s word and rules because we are afraid of punishments. In turn, we become rigid also to others who fail to do God’s commandments or Church’s precepts.

photocredit: Austin Kehmeier

The second reason is profitability. Benefit or profit is another strong drive of life. Profit-oriented motivation usually is reflected in business relationship or contract. People follow their boss or the contracts as long as it is profitable. The moment it is no longer beneficial for them, they stop obeying. They either go disappointed or get angry. Sometimes, we treat God no more than just a business partner or a company boss, and we go to Him when we feel beneficial for us. We pray when we have troubles and want God to fix everything in instant. We go to the Church when we need to feel blessed. Yet, when we do not get what we what, either we are frustrated or get angry.  

The ultimate reason is love. This motive is extraordinary because unlike fear and profit, love gives us neither external punishment nor rewards. Love flows from within and fills others with goodness. Relationship based on love can be seen in friendship. Genuine friends care and do good for one another, but they do not fear each other neither seek only the personal benefits. True friends stay in times of troubles, and true friends remains despite getting nothing in return. They simply know what the right things to do, and they do it for the sake of their friends. Thus, ‘friends in need are friends indeed.’

Jesus understands this dynamism very well, and thus, He does not call His disciples ‘slaves’ but ‘friends’. “You are my friends if you do what I command you [Jn 15:14].” The true drive in obeying and faithful to Jesus is love, and not fear or profit. Why? Because our God is neither cruel master that looks for mistakes nor a boss who constantly monitors our performance. Our God is love.

 Love begets love, and love demands love. Jesus loves His disciples to the end, and His only demand is to love Him to the end. Yet, the paradox is one cannot coerce true love. Despite Jesus binds us with the commandment of love, He does not force, and because of that, there is always possibility of betrayal and denial. However, despite these ugly possibilities, Jesus continues loving us because He cannot deny Himself who is love.

We are primarily slaves nor employees of God, but we are His friends of Jesus. Thus, we ask God for the necessary grace to live our identity as good friends of Christ.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Why Love

5th Sunday of Easter [C]
May 14, 2022
John 13:31-35

Jesus is giving His disciples a new commandment: to love one another. This is not just a recommendation, advice, or suggestion. It is a commandment, and therefore, it is a must to do. What is more interesting is that Jesus consciously connects His New Commandments with the old ones: the Ten Commandments. What are the connections and why does Jesus make this new commandment?

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If we go back to the historical context of the giving of the Ten Commandments, the Israelites were just miraculously freed from Egypt, and they camped at Mount Sinai. There, God came and offered His covenant: The Lord will be their God, and Israel will be their people. Then, God gave the Ten Commandments and other laws as the basic constitutions of what it is to be the people of God. By obeying and living these Commandments, they were going to be the holy nation. They were a nation different from other nations, but a nation separated for God.

Fast forward to Jesus’ Last Supper, Jesus gives the New Commandment. Connecting with the Old Testament, Jesus’ commandment is not just a must to do, it is also our constitutive identity as Jesus’ disciples. This is the commandment that makes us different from the rest. No wonder Jesus explains to His disciples, “By this everyone will know that you are my disciples if you have a love for one another [John 13:35].” This is the commandment that makes us holy, set apart from the others and for Jesus.

However, to love is tough. To love someone means we become vulnerable, and we are open to the possibility of getting hurt. We are betrayed by people we love and trust, our friends, our spouse, our brothers, and our children. I am a priest for barely three years, but living in Surabaya, one of the major cities in Indonesia, I have to listen to a good number of people with broken relationships in marriages and families. I am saddened by the terrible situations that they have to endure, and I cannot help much. Sometimes, people must bear the painful consequence of broken relationships throughout their lives. Wounded by betrayal, we tend to build walls around our hearts, and our capacity to love is gradually dwindling.

Why does Jesus insist on love, to the point of making it the new commandment? The answer is that love is who Jesus is. ‘Love one another as I have loved you!’ Jesus loved His disciples, but after the Last Supper, a disciple betrayed Him, another denied Him, and many were abandoning Him. The people He loved dearly, crucified Him. Yet, Jesus was never a helpless victim. He entered His suffering willingly, and He transformed His death into an act of total self-giving. Jesus knew that His disciples would do terrible things, but He chose to celebrate an intimate Last Supper with them. He forgave people who crucified Him. He gave His dying love to His mother and the beloved disciple. Even death does not stop Him from loving. He has to rise again and bring forgiveness and peace to His disciples. He then sends His Holy Spirit as a sign of His abiding love.

To love fully and sacrificially is our identity as Jesus’ disciples. Though loving is often tough and sometimes, heart-breaking, love is who we are as God’s image. There is no way to heaven except the way of love.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Vocations

4th Sunday of Easter [C]
May 8, 2022
John 10:27-30

The fourth Sunday of Easter is famously called ‘the Good Shepherd Sunday’. This reason is that the Gospel is always taken from John chapter 10, and John 10 speaks of Jesus who introduces Himself as the Good Shepherd. This Sunday is also dedicated as ‘Vocations Sunday’. This tradition starts in 1964 when Pope Paul VI instituted the fourth Sunday of Easter as ‘the World Day of Prayer for vocations.’ This is because, in today’s Gospel, we listen, “My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me [John 10:27].”

In the Catholic Church, we understand vocation as the Good Shepherd’s calling to each one of us to follow Him. Thus, the primary vocation is to follow Jesus, stay with Him, and live in Him. In essence, our universal vocation is holiness.

Yet, through the centuries, the Church has recognized several authentic manifestations of this fundamental vocation. The biggest two categories are the laypeople and the clergy. The easiest way to distinguish the two is the sacred ordinations. After the ordination, a man is no longer a layperson, but a member of the clergy. They are three kinds of ordained ministers: the deacons, the priests, and the bishops. The Church teaches that “The ministerial priesthood is a means by which Christ unceasingly builds up and leads his Church [CCC 1547].” The ordained ministers are called to sanctify the people of God by offering the sacraments and teaching the truth of faith.

The second group is the laypeople, and this is the great majority of the Church’s members. Lay people are called to sanctify their lives, families, and societies. Particular to lay people is the vocation to married life and family. In marriage, a husband and a wife become holy when they love each other totally and radically in Christ. Like Christ who offers Himself up for the sake of the Church, the couple is called to give themselves entirely to each other. Meanwhile, parents’ vocation is to sanctify their children. They do not only give their children nutritious food, proper clothing, a strong house, and high-quality education, but also true faith and right morality. Perhaps, not all parents can explain well the faith, but they can always lead through upright examples and genuine witnessing.

Aside from these two grand categories, the Church also has a special vocation. These are people who professed vows. Traditionally, there are three vows: obedience, chastity, and poverty. When men and women make their vows, they become ‘a religious’ and usually they stay together in a community. If a priest has vowed, he will be a religious priest. Meanwhile, a priest without vows is called a diocesan priest because he attaches himself to a particular diocese. When a woman professes vows, she becomes a religious woman or ‘religious sister’. When a layman possesses vows, he turns to be a religious man or ‘religious brother’. With their vows, they dedicate themselves fully to God and for God’s affairs [see 1 Cor 7:32]

How do you know that you are called to a priest or a lay, as a religious sister, or as a married woman? There are no fixed answers for this, but we can use three easy steps.
The first one is recognizing our desire. A simple wish and attraction to a priestly life or religious life is already a seed God planted in us. Don’t waste it!
The second step is to know deeper and weigh different options in prayer. We look for more information and ask people who are living their lives. We may discover different yet interesting options. We also bring this effort in prayer and ask the Lord to guide our decision.
The third and final phase is to decide and commit fully. All vocations are good and ways to holiness. Thus, there is no wrong vocation, yet we can ruin it when we do not give our all to this vocation. It only bears fruits abundantly when we faithfully nurture and love our chosen vocation.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP