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Doubt and Faith

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Second Sunday of Easter [B] – Divine Mercy Sunday

April 11, 2021

John 20:19-31

Thomas, one of Jesus’ apostles, was celebratedly called ‘the doubter.’ His skeptical attitude sprang when he was absent from the Sunday’s gathering, and he missed the most important event that took place on Sunday: Jesus’ resurrection. From here, we can learn an important lesson: do not be absent on Sunday’s mass!

Being skeptical or doubtful is part of our human nature. In fact, a certain level of skepticism is healthy and necessary. When we encounter unusual claims or information, we do not immediately trust them and put a certain skeptical distance. The doubt invites us to investigate and verify the veracity of the claim. When all reasonable doubts are removed, we can be sure of the truth.

Specific claims indeed must not be accepted at face value and be verified. If a man is accused of stealing, he has the right to the legal proceedings, and based on the evidence, the competent judge will pronounce the verdict. Not only in the court of law, fields of science also have rigorous methods to prove a hypothesis. The Church also adopts the same attitude. When the Church receives a claim that a person has seen the Lord or the Blessed Virgin Mary, she will investigate it. Is the person having a mental problem or simply hallucinating? Is the evil spirit involved? Is the private revelation going against the Church’s teachings? After clearing the reasonable doubts, the Church shall declare her position on the claim.

Going back to Thomas, at first, Thomas’ doubt seemed to be a reasonable one since he heard a spectacular claim from his brothers. As a Jew, Thomas may believe in the resurrection of the dead, but this would take place at the end of time. Jesus’ resurrection was unexpected. Thus, Thomas demanded proof, and it was given. However, if we see Jesus’ words to Thomas, “…do not be unbelieving [Gr. apistis] but believe [John 20:27].” Jesus pointed out that what happened to Thomas was not a simple and honest doubt but willful disbelief. While genuine doubt can be removed through reliable processes to achieve an objective truth, belief, on the other hand, is a free decision to accept that specific claim to be true. The problem is that what one believes does not always correspond to the objective truth.

Thus, when someone already decided to accept a particular claim as his subjective truth, he will not give up on the claim, however erroneous it is. Ideally, our belief corresponds to the objective reality. St. Thomas Aquinas puts it that the truth is the correspondence between the mind and reality.

After Jesus showed Thomas His wounds as evidence of His resurrection, Jesus moved to the next and most crucial step. He asked Thomas to believe. Thomas eventually accepted the truth of resurrection as his own. Jesus is indeed Lord and God, but only when Thomas received the truth as his own, could he say, ‘my Lord and my God.’

One way or another, we may reflect Thomas. We may learn the Catholic faith’s truth since we are young, but do we honestly believe them? We may confess Jesus is our God, but do we trust Him in times of trials and difficulties? We may say that God has redeemed us, but do we live more like the redeemed people?

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Easter Joy

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Easter Sunday [B]

April 4, 2021

John 20:1-9

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Jesus has risen! Alleluia! He is indeed alive, and we have reason to celebrate and rejoice exultantly. From Palm Sunday till Good Friday, we have witnessed the most excellent drama at the center of our faith. Jesus was received as a king by his people, who would eventually condemn Him. He gave up His body and blood to His disciples and brothers, who ultimately sold, betrayed, denied, and abandoned Him. He was innocent, yet He was condemned as a criminal and suffer horrible death on the cross. He is God, but He was buried just like any man. Yet, these dreadful things are not the end of the story. There is a marvelous twist! He rose from the dead and conquered death—his love triumphs over hatred and sin.

The good news is that Jesus’ story is real. His story is radically different from the box-office-hit movies like the Marvel series. The Avengers may dramatically defeat Thanos and resurrected the missing half of humanity, but they remain the great work of fiction. Jesus is real, as even more real than all of us. And because He has risen, our faith in Him is not in vain. We are saved, and we are redeemed. This is the unshakable foundation of our joy! Blaise Paschal, a Catholic French Philosopher, once commented, “Nobody is as happy as a real Christian.”

Yet, what does it mean to be joyful in our world now? Many of us are still struggling with pandemic covid-19, and we are not sure when this will end. Some of us are losing our beloved ones, and others must face an uncertain future due to economic meltdown. We are becoming more unsure of our lives. What should be joyful? We need to see that joy of redeemed people is not simply fleeting good feelings or outbursts of emotions. If we know this kind of sensation in the Church, we may get disappointed.

To have faith in Jesus means we believe that our lives will eventually make sense in Jesus. Thus, our joy is coming from following Jesus, participating in His drama of love and redemption, including in His cross and death. Jesus’ suffering is not the suffering of a helpless victim but a courageously loving man. Jesus’s death is not the death of a sore loser but a total sacrifice of the lover. Jesus loves us to the fullness, and absolute love demands death. In Christ, our suffering is not a sign of our weakness but our radical love. Our joy is following from the truth that we discover that in Christ, we are created beyond ourselves, but for the infinite love, for God Himself.

In this time of crisis, we may endure more uncertainties, but we may have this moment to die to our illusion that wealth, position, and power can save us. In this time of trials, we may face more hardship, but we can turn this opportunity to love deeply and even to offer ourselves in Christ.

On March 27, 1996, seven Trappist monks were kidnapped from the monastery of Tribhirine, Algeria, by the extremist group. All eventually murdered. They had been warned to leave the monastery as Algeria’s situation worsened, but they refused to go because they wanted to be with the people they served. Brother Christian, the leader, wrote in a letter, “I am certain that God loves the Algerians and that He has chosen to prove it by giving them our lives. So then, do we truly love them? Do we love them enough? This is a moment of truth for each one of us and a heavy responsibility in these times when our friends feel so little loved.”

Happy and Blessed Easter to all of you!

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

The Colt

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Palm Sunday of the Lord’s Passion [B]

March 28, 2021

Mark 11:1-10; Mark 14 – 15

Palm Sunday marks the beginning of the Holy Week, a most sacred week in our liturgical year. This year’s celebration may be different from other years because of the pandemic, but this does not stop us from having a solemn and meaningful celebration. One of the usual questions people ask about the celebration of Palm Sunday: “Why did Jesus ride a donkey?” Jokingly I replied, “well, an online taxi was not yet available during that time!”

The standard answer to this question is that Jesus would like to show Himself as a meek and humble king, rather than a power-lust and war freak general who rides a stallion. This answer is correct, but it does not give us a complete picture. If we try to go deeper into Mark gospel alone, we will unearth the Old Testaments’ fulfillments.

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The choice of the colt is deliberate on the part of Jesus because He is fulfilling the prophecy of Zachariah. In essence, the prophet Zechariah foretold that someday a gentle, yet victorious king will enter Jerusalem, riding a colt [see Zec 9:9]. Yet, there are more!

If we go back to the Old Testament, we will find a king of Israel who indeed rode this humble animal. He was Salomon, David’s son when he was ascending to his throne [1 Kings 1:33]. By riding a colt, He signifies that He is the new Salomon ascending to His new throne, the cross.

Mark is telling us also that people are spreading their clothes also before Jesus. Going back to the Old Testament, we also discover a king of Judah whose ascension to the throne received this kind of gesture also from the people. His name is Jehu [2 Kings 9:12]. Aside from that, Mark is informing us that people welcome Jesus with leafy branches. Again, if we go back to the old testament, green branches were used to receive Judas Maccabeus, who retook Jerusalem from the enemy’s hands [2 Mac 10:7]. Jesus is indeed a gentle king, but He is also a victorious conqueror of His enemies. One more thing is that Mark added the expression ‘… our Father David…” David is undoubtedly not one of the Israelites patriarchs [Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob]. Still, the people of Israel recognized king David as the nation’s father, a king that protects and provides for his people.

From here, we can draw a stunning conclusion on this Palm Sunday. Jesus is riding on the unridden colt to show that He is Messiah King in the line of David, in the likeness of Salomon and Jehu, as well as a victorious king who will conquer His enemies. Yet, there is something even remarkable. Mark gives us a unique detail: this colt is untamed and untrained. Jesus’ choice to ride this wild animal shows His mastery over wild beasts and nature. He is not just the king of Israel, the king of humankind, but He is a king of all nature. Indeed, a colt is a good ride for the king of the universe.

However, we must not be happy too soon. There are more secrets to be opened and more prophesies to be fulfilled as we enter the drama of Holy Week.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

The True Glory

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5th Sunday of Lent [B]

March 21, 2021

John 12:20-33

Traditionally, the Gospel of John is divided into two major divisions: the Book of Sign [chapter 1-12] and the Book of Glory [Chapter 13-21]. The book of Sign focuses on the public ministry of Jesus and presents the seven signs of Jesus. In John’s Gospel, Sign is a technical term for a miracle. Jesus’ signs begin with changing water into wine in Cana and reaching its culmination in raising Lazarus from the dead. Meanwhile, the book of Glory tells us how Jesus is glorified. The second part starts with Jesus and his disciples in the Upperroom and culminates in His Passion, death, and resurrection.

Today’s Gospel is coming from John chapter 12, and this chapter serves as a transition between the Book of Signs to the Book of Glory. This is also why the Church selected this reading: to prepare us to enter the Passion Sunday or the Holy Week.

One powerful lesson that we can see in today’s Gospel is how Jesus perceived His Passion and death. Undeniably, He would be crucified and die a horrible death. Crucifixion is a monstrous punishment reserved only for heinous criminals or violent rebels against the Romans. Crucifixion is dreadful because its purpose is to prolong the agony of the condemned before they met their death. On the cross, people are treated even lower than the animals. This is the kind of death that Jesus embraced.

Yet, in John’s Gospel, he did not see His crucifixion as a mere human event but divine providence. Jesus calls His crucifixion the glorification of the Son of Man. Jesus’ view does not only reverse the perspective of the cross but radically transform it. His crucifixion is not just something good or positive, but it is the victorious summit of His life. Jesus declared that the cross is the time of a judgment against the devil, the ruler of the world. Jesus also claimed that the cross is when people from all nations gather as one and receive salvation.

Does it mean Jesus simply dismisses His human side and acts ridiculously tough before the suffering of the cross? Jesus also recognized and admitted His human emotions. We know that Jesus manly faces the horror of His death in the garden of Gethsemane, yet when Jesus was firm to do the Father’s will and to love until the end.

From here, we can learn a profound lesson from Jesus. In following Christ, we might face trials and hardship in life, yet trusting in God’s providence, we can embrace them as our moment of glorification. Trusting in God’s providence is not running from the harsh realities of life, but in fact, it presupposes that we embrace all our humanity. It is not running but resolutely accepting it.

We can always see the lives of our saints. St. Agatha could easily escape death, but she refused to deny Christ and braved the horrifying tortures and death. Her torturers cut her breasts, and she was burned alive. In the eyes of the world, her death was senseless, but for them, it is sharing in the suffering of Christ, and thus, sharing in His Glory.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

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The Serpent, the Manna and the Eucharist

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Fourth Sunday of Lent [B]
March 14, 2021
John 3:14-21

Today’s Gospel presents us with one of the most cryptic sayings of Jesus, “Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life.” To unpack this, we cannot but go back to the Old Testament, especially the Book of Numbers.

In the book of Numbers chapter 21, we will discover Israelites’ story in the desert who complained about God’s given food. They even called Manna from God as the wretched or even worthless food. Indeed, this ungrateful act brought upon themselves a terrible punishment. The seraph serpents assaulted and killed many Israelites. Aware that they were perishing, the Israelites begged for mercy. God instructed Moses to make a bronze serpent and mount it on a pole for people to see. Those who had been bitten saw the bronze serpent and recovered. With this story as a background, Jesus presented Himself like the bronze serpent. He would be lifted on the cross so that those who see Him and believe will receive eternal life.

Yet, there are more! We notice that the reason behind this punishment is that the Israelites failed to appreciate the bread from heaven and even called it worthless. Indeed, that was an act of ingratitude, but it was also an act of the desecration to the heavenly bread itself. No wonder that the punishment was so severe. Interestingly, Jesus pointed out that the Manna in the desert is a type of Eucharistic bread that He would give [see John 6:48-50]. Thus, the incident in Number 21 teaches us a hard lesson about what will happen if we dishonor not only any God’s gift but also the most precious gift, the Body of Christ in the Eucharist.

The one responsible for the death of the Israelites was the seraph serpents. This serpent was not an ordinary snake like cobra or python. The word ‘seraph’ or the ‘burning one’ reminds us of the seraphim, one of the higher echelons of angelic beings. Aside from that, the image of a serpent that attacked humanity brought us to Satan’s first assault against Adam and Eve. The attack against the Israelites in the desert was not merely a natural phenomenon but supernatural. The devil himself wreaked havoc on the people of Israel.

If we connect the dots, we will see the relation between the Manna, the serpent, and the bronze serpent. When the Israelites desecrated the Manna, the seraph serpents broke loose and began their onslaught. The Manna was not only nourishing the Israelites but also protecting them from spiritual harm. If Manna in the desert is a type of the Eucharist, the serpent is the devil, and the bronze serpent is Jesus crucified, we can move one step further. Every time we desecrate the Eucharist, we do not only insult God but also open the gate of hell and let diabolic power overpower us and our societies. This desecration can only be remedied by true repentance and the cross of Jesus.

If we see ourselves, our families, and our communities are falling apart and becoming an easy target of the devil, the root is that we fail to honor the Eucharist. Like the Manna that protected the Israelites against the serpents and nourished them along their journey, the eucharist is our bulwark against the onslaught of the devil, and it is our spiritual food that nourishes and strengthens us in this earthly journey.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

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Jesus, the New Temple of God

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3rd Sunday of Lent

March 7, 2021

John 2:13-25

We, modern readers, often misunderstand today’s Gospel. This particular Jesus’ story becomes a basis for some to refuse the church building and parish vicinities for non-religious activities, however good its intention is. I personally agree that the inside of the Church’s building is a place set aside for worship and prayer. This is the sacred ground for people to encounter God and experience heaven.

However, today’s Gospel is more complicated than it seems. We tend to assume that Jesus cleansed the Temple from the animal vendors and money traders because Jesus saw them as not originally part of the Temple, but suddenly they were not mushrooming in the Temple’s area. Yet, if we go back to the time of Jesus, animal vendors and coin traders were part of the Temple’s system. The pilgrims from different parts of Palestine and the world streamed to the Temple every day, and though bringing their animal sacrifice was possible, it was not practical. The animals certainly would add inconvenient burdens, and they might get some brushes or injuries along the way. With the wounds or damages, the animals were no longer fit for the sacrifice. Thus, to offer a solution to these weary pilgrims, vendors in Jerusalem were ready to help by providing a healthy and worthy animal sacrifice.

Money changers are also tied to the Temple. To support the upkeep of the Temple, pilgrims were to donate some money, yet the Temple did not accept the Roman coins. Temple’s authority perceived the coins were a sign of foreign oppression. They are also considered blasphemous because the coin recognized Caesar as divine. Meanwhile, the Jews were not allowed to mint their coins. As a solution, they were accepting coins from the neighboring city of Tyre. Here comes the role of the coin traders. Without animal sellers and money exchange service, the Temple of Jerusalem would not perform as it should be. We can imagine how difficult it is to produce our own wine and bread for the celebration of the Eucharist.

Ordinarily, the animal vendors and coin traders were located near but outside the Temple. Yet, the problem began when the Temple’s authorities allowed these sellers to be inside the temple area, especially around the court of the gentiles. Jesus was doing what is right. However, farthest from the inner sanctuary, the court of the gentiles is still an integral part of the Temple and remains a place of prayer, especially for those non-Jewish people who believed in the God of Israel.

Jesus wanted to protect the house of God as a house of prayer and worship and desired that the Gentiles have a place in this house of prayer. While unfortunately, the Temple of Jerusalem was destroyed in 70 AD by the Roman empire, Jesus’ vision lives on. His desire to unite the nations in prayer and worship of the true God is realized and achieved perfection in His body, the new Temple of God.

Where do we find now the Body [and Blood] of Christ? It is in the Eucharist. In the Eucharist, people from different nations and languages gather to offer worthy worship to the true God. Every time we celebrate the Eucharist, we become the living testimony of this Jesus’ vision of worship for all nations. We can worship the true God because Jesus prepares the place for us.

 

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Climbing the Mountain

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Second Sunday of Lent [B]

February 28, 2021

Mark 9:2-11

Mountain is a special place in the Bible. It is a place where God meets His people. In the Old Testament, there are many instances where mountains become a pivotal point of salvation history. After the great flood that cleansed the world, the Ark of Noah landed on Mount Ararat, and there, Noah offered sacrifice to God [see Gen 8:4]. Abraham was asked by God to offer his son Isaac on Mount Moriah. Just right before the sacrifice, the angel of God prevented Abraham and God recognized Abraham’s faith [see Gen 22]. When Moses was tending the flock of his father-in-law, Moses saw a burning bush yet was not consumed, and there, on the mount of Horeb, God called Moses to save Israelites from the Egyptians [see Exo 3]. After the liberation from Egypt, Moses and the Israelites the Law and established a covenant with God on the mount of Sinai [see Exo 24:18].

Jesus’ important life events took place in the Mountains. There is the mountain of temptation, where the devil brought Jesus and offered Him the worldly glories. There is the mountain of prayer, where Jesus spent His solitude with the Father. There is the mountain of teaching, where Jesus taught the most remarkable lessons like Beatitudes and love for enemies. There is a mountain of Transfiguration, where Jesus manifested His divine glory. There is the mountain of the cross, or Golgotha, where Jesus gave His life for our salvation. Lastly, there is the mountain of ascension, where Jesus went back to the heavens and sent His disciples to preach and baptize all the nations.

One distinctive feature in the Mount of Transfiguration is that he invited three disciples: Peter, James, and John. There are many reasons why these three were selected. St. Ambrose of Milan, representing the Fathers of the Church, believed that these three were chosen because of Peter who received the kingdoms’ keys, John, to whom was committed our Lord’s mother, and James who first suffered martyrdom. Meanwhile, St. Thomas Aquinas, a Middle age theologian, argued that James was the first martyr, John was the most beloved, and Peter was the one who loves Jesus most. However, we can also see it in a simple way. These three were disciples who were ready to follow Jesus and climb the high mountain.

Climbing the mountain is a challenging mission. One has to make necessary preparation without being excessive. Climbing requires physical stamina as well as mental toughness. As the climbing progresses, the persons’ authentic characters will be revealed. Facing difficulty, one can be very selfish or selfless. Confronting challenges, one can march with courage or retreat in fear. In a dire situation, one can exhibit decisive leadership or get panicked and lose his way. Peter, James, and John were up for the challenge, and they persevered to see the transfigured Jesus.

Often Jesus calls us to climb a mountain with Him. Sometimes, we climb the mountain of prayer as we need to face many hurdles in our prayer life. Occasionally, we need to climb the mountain of teaching because we are struggling with the Church’s particular teachings. Sometimes, we climb the mountain of Calvary, and we need to carry our cross, and on the top, we find no consolation but the death of the Savior.

Yet, the good news is that Jesus, who invited us to climb the mountain, is also walking with us. As we walk with Jesus, He guides us, strengthens us, and forms us. If we are faithful in mountains of temptations and Calvary, we will participate in His Transfiguration, resurrection, and ascension.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

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Forty Days in the Wilderness

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First Sunday of Lent [B]

February 21, 2021

Mark 1:12-15

Why did Jesus have to stay in the wilderness for 40 days? The answer is not difficult. He was reperforming what the Israelites did when they were liberated from Egypt. The Israelites stayed for 40 years in the wilderness before they entered the promised land. Yet, there is one more thing! Mark gives us a small, however important detail: in the wilderness, Jesus was staying with the beasts. Why so? If there is one man closely connected to the beasts in the scriptures, he is no other than Adam. Jesus is the new Israel who endured the harsh conditions of the desert and the new Adam who faced the onslaught of the devil.

Jesus entered the wilderness for forty days, and He was tested there by the harsh conditions of the Judean desert. Not only facing the barrenness of the desert, but Jesus was also confronting the devil himself. From here alone, we can draw a strong connection between the Israelites in the wilderness and Jesus, as well as Adam and Jesus. Like the old Israel who struggled with their own ego, Jesus was also enduring human weakness. Like Adam was facing the tempter, the devil tempted Jesus. However, there are significant differences.

While the Israelites murmured and complained, Jesus faithfully fasted and prayed. While the Israelites were grumbling for the food and Adam ate the forbidden fruit, Jesus rejected Satan’s temptation to change stone to bread. While the Israelites were losing faith and worshipping the demon in the form of the golden calf, and Adam wanted to be like God, Jesus refused to bow down to the devil despite all the worldly glory it offered. While the Israelites losing hope in the promised land and Adam blamed the woman, Jesus remained steadfast and refused to test God. Jesus is the new Israel and the new Adam. While the old Israel faltered and Adam succumbed to the trials and temptations, Jesus emerged victorious. Jesus corrected and perfected ancient Israel and old Adam.

We are the body of Christ, and we are part of the new Israel. As Jesus enters the wilderness, so we are going to our spiritual battle. However, we can only become triumphant when we are holding on to God and participating in Christ. The devil is much stronger than us, and without God, we march for sure defeat.

How are we going to win against this spiritual battle? Jesus gives us the answer: fasting-abstinence, almsgiving, and prayer. Fasting makes us hungry, yet it makes us realize that not all our bodily desires need to be fulfilled immediately. Almsgiving may hurt our pockets, but it opens us to the truth that we live meaningfully by giving, not hoarding things. Prayer may be a waste of time, but it offers us the most fundamental reality that we are nothing without God. We are part of the new Adam and the new Israel, and only in Him, we achieve our real victory.

 

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

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Leprosy

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Sixth Sunday in Ordinary Time [B]

February 14, 2021

Mark 1:40-45

Leprosy in the time of Jesus is not only physically and mentally deadly, but also spiritually incapacitating. Leprosy or currently known as the Hansen’s disease is horrifying sickness because it does not kill the person slowly, but it gradually deforms and incapacitates the person. The bacteria cause terrible damage in peripheral nervous to the point that the person is no longer feeling the sensation, especially pain. Without this sensation, the person fails to recognize and avoid bodily injuries. Losing limbs is shared among the victims with advanced stages of leprosy.

Since the sickness was incurable and highly contagious in ancient time, it was a natural reaction for the people to exclude the infected persons from the community. We can imagine the effects of exclusion suffered by the victims. They were cut from the bare necessities, separated from their family and friends, and aware that they will die a horrible death. People could quickly become insane. This awareness that they would not survive outside society pushes the people with leprosy to gather and form their community. Thus, lepers’ colonies were deemed a practical solution to support one another in the face of the bleak reality of life.

In the Jewish context, skin diseases, especially leprosy, are about biological and mental problems, but it is a religious issue. The Book of Leviticus states that people with certain skin diseases, including leprosy, have to present themselves to the priest and have their bodies examined. The priest may declare that persons as unclean. After the verdict, the persons have to go out from the community, wear rent cloth, and let their hair dishevel. These become visible signs that they are with contagious diseases and unclean. Yet, if a person remains going closer to them, they shall shout, “Unclean! Unclean!” This is to make sure healthy and clean persons will not come nearer. Being declared unclean means the person is not fit for the religious service and cannot enter the holy ground like the temple. Thus, for a Jew who contracted leprosy, he was excluded physically and mentally and religiously. The sickness also cut them from God they serve and worship.

In the Gospel, we see the leper who took the initiative to approach Jesus, thus breaking the most fundamental prohibition to stay away from people and God. The leper’s request was not to be healed, but rather to be ‘clean.’ The deepest desire of this leper is not physical healing, but to worship his God. The real healing comes only when we can approach and worship the true God. Looking at his courage and deepest longing, Jesus was moved by pity and made him clean.

The leper in the Gospel teaches us a lot about the genuine desire for healing. Perhaps, many of us look for God because we wish to be cured of diseases, seek financial success, or free from other problems. Yet, we seldom desire to see God because we want to be healed spiritually, liberated from sins, and be one with Him. The Gospel teaches us that true healing is more than physical health and economic stability, but the union with God.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

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Jesus, Healer of Our Souls

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Fifth Sunday in Ordinary Time [B]

February 7, 2021

Mark 1:29-39

Jesus cannot be separated from His healing ministries. Some of the healings are remarkable, like the healing of a woman with the hemorrhage and Jarius’ daughter [Mark 5:321-43]. They are astonishing because these are practically impossible cases. The woman has suffered for twelve years without sign of hope, and Jarius’ daughter is as good as dead. Yet, Jesus does heal not only those with grave illness but also those with curable sickness.

Jesus is at the house of Simon, and He discovers that Simon’s mother-in-law has a fever. Fever is a symptom that points to an infection, from ordinary flu to covid-19. In the case of Simon’s mother-in-law, we can safely assume that she has a curable sickness. Without proper rest and treatment, she will get back to her usual activities. Yet, despite this fact, and even without a particular request from the person, Jesus decides to heal her anyway. Jesus understands that sickness, no matter insignificant it is, remains improper in our lives. To be a healthy person is God’s plan for us.

If we see our lives, we quickly recognize that getting sick is part of our life. Sickness becomes a constant reminder that our bodies are limited and fragile. Indeed, we have an immune system, but often this potent protection is not enough. With the pandemic caused by covid-19, we realize that human beings are not powerful as we think. As we struggle to find the cures, the virus, bacteria, and other sickness causes are also evolving and getting deadlier. The illness causes pain and suffering, and these weaknesses remind us of our death. Yet, despite this realization, deep down, we know that sickness is not the real deal, and it is a privation rather than perfection. We desire to be healthy. We fight to be healthy, and only by being healthy, we may achieve our potentials.

This is why we go to the doctors if we are sick, hit the gym, do other exercises, and live a healthy lifestyle. It is the same reason that the persons with the gift of healing are sought for. It is the same reason that many people want to see Jesus. 

We may ask, why does not Jesus heal all of us? The answer might not be that simple, but we can say that Jesus first comes to heal our broken relationship with God. He saves us from our sins. His miraculous healings are signs of this redemption. Even in His providential way, God can use our illness and suffering to make us even spiritually closer to Him. St. Dominic de Guzman is known to have very rigid mortification practices, and a witness said that a cord of chains was tied in his tight and just removed when he died. Mortification is one of the favorites ways of the saints to seek God. They do not want that their healthy bodies become a hindrance to seek God. Meanwhile, Beato Carlo Acutis, who got sick of leukemia, a severe illness that eventually took his life, offered his suffering to the Lord. He said, “I offer all the suffering I will have to suffer for the Lord, for the Pope, and the Church.”

Jesus brings us healing to our souls and bodies. Yet, in His providential care, our bodily weakness can lead us even closer to God.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

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