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The Little Apocalypse

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Reflection on the 33rd Sunday in Ordinary Time [November 18, 2018] Mark 13:24-32

…they will see ‘the Son of Man coming in the clouds’ with great power and glory… (Mk. 13:26)

The last book of the Bible is called the Book of Apocalypse. The Greek word “ apokalopsis ” means unveiling or revelation.  Thus, the 27th book of the New Testament is also known as the Book of Revelation. It is recognized as an “apocalypse” literature because the book unveils the future events, and usually, these are dramatic happenings at the end of the world. Our Gospel this Sunday is taken from Mark chapter 13, and this chapter is also known as the little “Apocalypse.”

Mark 13 speaks about the coming of the Son of Man. But, reading closely, we discover some distressing and even horrifying events that precede this glorious coming. The Temple of Jerusalem will be demolished, Jesus’ followers will endure severe persecution, and the sun, the moon, and other celestial bodies begin crumbling. This generation will be a terrible time to live.

For modern readers like us, our Gospel today does not sound optimistic at all. In fact, we may question whether it is a Good News of salvation or a nightmarish story that scares little children? For many of us who attend the Sunday mass faithfully, we listen to this little apocalypse at the end of every Church’s liturgical year. Thus, as we have heard it year after year, the story has lost its teeth, and we no longer pay attention to its details. After all, we are still alive and kicking.

However, the apocalypse literature has a different impact and meaning for the first Christians, the original readers of the Gospel of Mark. For the early Church, the apocalypse does not mean to be a horror story, but rather a message of hope.  The early Christians were a tiny minority in the vast Roman empire. Because they were firm in their conviction to worship one God, and refuse to worship Caesars and the Roman gods, they were continually subjects of harassment, persecution and even martyrdom. One of the most brutal persecutions of Christians was under the order of Emperor Nero. He blamed Christians for the fire that consumed parts of the City of Rome. He ordered Christians to be arrested and tortured. Some were fed to the wild beasts. Some were eaten by the hungry dogs. Others were burned at stick to light up the City at night.  In this time of desperation, Mark chapter 13 gave them the Gospel of hope. No matter what happened to Christians, whether it is discrimination, persecution, disaster, or even the end of the world, we are assured that it is God who is in control; He has the final word.

The mere fact we can read this reflection means that we are living in a much better time compared to the persecuted Christians. However, the message of the apocalyptic literature remains true to us and all Jesus’ followers through the ages. Facing daily challenges and toils, unexpected and unfortunate events, and various problems and complexities, we tend to shrink to ourselves, to be frustrated, and lose hope. More and more young people easily get depressed, and some, unfortunately, decide to end their lives. This happens, I believe, because we no longer know how to hope. In his book, Crossing the Threshold of Hope, St. John Paul II was asked whether the holy pope ever doubted his relationship with God, especially in these periods of trouble and difficulty. As a man of hope, his answer was simple yet powerful, “Be not afraid!” The Church should be the school that teaches her children to dare to hope, even hope against all hope, because in the end, God has the final word, and we should not be afraid.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

The Scribes

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Reflection on the 32nd Sunday in Ordinary Time [November 11, 2018] Mark 12: 38-44

[the Scribes] devour the houses of widows and, as a pretext, recite lengthy prayers. They will receive a very severe condemnation. (Mk. 12:40)

kissing the groundIn Jesus’ time, the scribes are the well-educated Jewish men who are expert in the Law of Moses. Some of them come from the wealthy families, and others hail from the priestly clan. Being able to teach and interpret the Law, they receive the respect and honor from the ancient Jewish society. Thus, ordinary Jews will greet them and prepare them the seats of honor in the synagogues and the banquets. Surely, there is no problem with receiving greetings and sitting as honor guests. Jesus Himself is often greeted as “Teacher” or “Rabbi”, and He attends the banquets as guest of honor (see Mar 14:3). The problem comes when some of the scribes possesses “narcissistic desire” and intentionally look for these privileges.

However, not only Jesus criticizes them for this narcissistic attitude, He gravely condemns also their acts of injustice, particularly “devouring the houses of widows.” In Jesus’ time, widows (Hebrew “almanah”) is considered to be one of the poorest and weakest. They are women who do not only lose their husband, but also fall into deeper poverty because they no longer have anybody to support them. They are lucky if their family and relatives take care of them, but in difficult times, they are left to their own. The Law of Moses provides that the widows, together with the orphans and strangers should be protected (see Deu 10:18).

Since the scribes are the respected and wealthy members of the society, it is a logical choice to entrust the care of Jewish widows to them. Unfortunately, instead helping and defending the widows, some of the scribes oppress and steal from the little the widows have. To steal is evil, but to rob the poor people who place their trust in us is far greater evil. Yet, it is not yet worst. After perfectly hiding their acts of injustice, some of the scribes continue going to the Temple and reciting lengthy prayer, as if there is nothing happens. This is hypocrisy, a double-life attitude at its finest!

As my ordination day to the diaconate is drawing closer, some of my brothers in the community and friends began to call me with title of honor like “reverend” or simply, “rev”. Admittedly, I am not comfortable with it. I wish that the people remain calling me brother. However, it has become the common practice in the Catholic Church to honor her ordained ministers. It is my prayer and my sincere wish I will not be like some of the Scribes who become “narcissistic” and “covets” the people’s adulation and all the privileges it brings. George Weigel, an American Catholic author, in his recent article, traces the root of Catholic anger against the clergy in the US. He writes that while it is true that many clergymen are good and holy, it is the clerical narcissism that builds anger of the Catholic lay.

Learning from the scribes, the narcissism is the seed. The vice grows into hidden acts of injustice. And from evil of injustice, the men in white garment are turning worse as they live in hypocrisy. It is my earnest hope that we continue praying, supporting and even correcting our brothers who are ordained to become the servants of God and His people. Without God’s grace, the right dose of humility and lay people’ prayer and help, our deacons, priests and bishops may become like the scribes who earn Jesus’ condemnation.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Deacon

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Reflection on the 31st Sunday in Ordinary Time [November 4, 2018]

Mark 12:28-31

“You shall love the Lord your God… The second is this: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.” (Mk. 12:30-31)

Seven Deacons (Monochrome)I am currently preparing for my ordination to the diaconate. It is a transitional stage before I become a priest of Jesus Christ. Despite the fact of being transitional, a deacon in itself is an important state in the life of the Church. Bishop Virgilio David, DD of Kalookan reminded the 15 newly-ordained Jesuit deacons in his homily last October that we shall not see a deacon as a mere stepping step toward higher states, like priests and bishops. It is the very core in the layers of concentric circles that make up the ordained ministries of the Church. The diaconate is not a lower rank but the core, without which both the offices of presbyters and bishops collapse. It is the foundation on which we build leadership in the Church. Yet, why do the deacons have to be placed at the core, and become the foundation?

Pope Benedict in his apostolic letter “Omnium in Mentem” clarified further the basic identity of a deacon. He wrote, “deacons are empowered to serve the People of God in the ministries of the liturgy, the word, and charity.” The deacons are the heart of both the ordained and non-ordained ministers of the Church because they perform and remind the most basic duties of every Church’s servants: to serve and love God and His people. The very word deacon is coming from the Greek word, “ diakoneo ” meaning to serve, and therefore, a deacon is someone who serves, a servant. Yet, it is not any service. If we go back to the first chapter of the Gospel of Mark, the first person who serves Jesus, the God-man, is Peter’s mother-in-law (Mar 1:31). She serves Jesus because He has restored her to health. It is not a service done out of fear, but gratitude and love. Thus, to serve and to love are at the very essence of being deacon.

In today’s Gospel, Jesus faces the scribe who asks Him on the first of all the commandments. In the Law of Moses, aside from the famous Ten Commandments, they have hundreds of more commandments. Jesus answers, “You shall love the Lord, your God, with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.” Jesus quotes part of the Shema or the basic Jewish Creed that every devout Jews would recite every day (see Deu 6:4-5). Yet, Jesus does not stop there. He completes the first and the greatest law with another one, “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.” It also comes from the Old Testament (see Lev 19:18). To the delight of the scribe, Jesus’ answer is an orthodox one, but there is something novel as well.

The connection between first and second turns to be a watershed. For Jesus, true love for God has to be manifested in love for others, and genuine love for others has to be oriented toward God. Thus, it is unthinkable for Jesus to order His disciples to kill for the love of God. Or, Jesus will not be pleased if His followers are busy with performing rituals, but blind to the injustices that plague their communities.

With these Jesus’ first commandments in mind, we can now see why the role of the deacons is fundamental in the Church. The deacons are those who are called and empowered to fulfill Jesus’ commandment of love. The deacons are to serve and love God and His people, both in the context of Christian worship and real life. While it is true that deacons are one of the ordained ministers in the Church, every Christian is also called to become a “deacon” in our lives, to serve God and His people out of love.  Without the heart of a deacon, who is the very core of Church’s ministry, every Christian, whether they are lay or cleric, will lose their identity and fail to accomplish the most fundamental law of Christ.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Lord, Have Mercy

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Reflection on the 30th Sunday in Ordinary Time [October 28, 2018] Mark 10:46-52

“Jesus, son of David, have mercy on me.” (Mk. 10:47)

bartimaeusI made my religious vow more than eight years ago with 12 other Dominican brothers. One of the most touching moments within this rite of the religious profession was when Fr. Provincial asked us, “What do you seek?” and we all prostrated, kiss the ground, and declared, “God’s mercy and yours!” After a brief moment, Fr. Provincial asked us to stand, and we began professing our vows before him.  As I recall this defining moment in my life, I am pondering in my heart, “Why it has to be mercy?” Why do we not choose other Christian virtues? Why not fortitude, one of the cardinal virtues in the Christian tradition? Why not love, the greatest of all virtues?

However, religious profession is not an isolated case. If we observe our celebration of the Holy Eucharist, the rite is filled with our pleading for mercy. At the beginning of the Mass, after recalling our sins, we say, “Lord, have mercy” three times. In the Eucharistic prayer, we once again beg mercy that we may be coheirs of eternal life. And, before we receive the Holy Communion, we pray to the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world, that He may have mercy on us. Not only in the Eucharist, but an appeal for mercy is also found in the other sacraments and devotions. In the sacrament of confession, the formula of absolution begins with addressing God as the Father of Mercy. In every litany to the saints, it always commences with the plead of mercy to the Holy Trinity. Again, the question is why does it have to be mercy?

We may see the glimpse of the answer in our Gospel today. Jesus is leaving Jericho and making his final journey to Jerusalem. Then, suddenly Bartimaeus, a blind beggar, shouts to the top of his lungs, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!” He was so persistent that after being rebuked by others, he shouts even louder. Upon hearing the plea of mercy, Jesus who has set his sight on Jerusalem decides to stop. Jesus simply cannot be deaf to Bartimaeus’ appeal. He cannot just ignore mercy. Yet, this is not the only episode where Jesus changes His initial plans and listens to the request for mercy. He cleanses a leper because of mercy (Mrk 1:41). Moved by mercy, He feeds the five thousand and more people (Mrk 6:30). If there is anything that can change the mind and heart of Jesus, the mind and heart of God, it is mercy.

Pope Francis echoes his predecessors, St. Pope John Paul II, and Pope Benedict XVI, saying that the first and essential attribute of God is mercy. Indeed, God as being merciful is discovered in many places in the Bible (see Exo 34:6,7; Dt 4:31; Ps 62:12, etc.). That is why the name of God is mercy. It is our faith that proclaims that God cannot but be merciful. He is God who goes as far as to become human and die on the cross to embrace the wretched sinners like us.

However, what makes Bartimaeus unique is that he was the first in the Gospel of Mark to verbalize the plead for mercy to Jesus. Following the example of Bartimaeus, the Church has continued to become the beggar of God’s mercy. Like Bartimaeus, we verbalize our need for God’s mercy in our worship, our prayers, and our life. We ask mercy when life become tough and unforgiving. We cry “Mercy!” when we are tempted, we fail to please God, or so much harm has been done to ourselves and other people.  Every night before I close my eyes, I recite “Lord, have mercy!” several times, hoping that this will be a habit and my last words when I meet my Creator. We plead for mercy when knowing that we are not worthy of God, we are confident that God will change “His mind” and embrace us once again.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

True Power

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29th Sunday in the Ordinary Time [October 21, 2018] Mark 10:35-45

Whoever wishes to be first among you will be the slave of all. (Mk. 10:44)

washing feet“Power tends to corrupt, and absolute power corrupts absolutely.” This familiar adage comes from an English noble, Lord Acton in his letter to Bishop Mandell Creighton in 1887. Lord Acton observed that people who possessed absolute control over other persons were inclined to abuse their power and exploit their subjects. This happens throughout human history. Jesus and His disciples themselves witnessed these corrupt powerful leaders during their time and eventually, became victims of this corruption.

We recall how Herod the Great commissioned his army to slaughter all the babies under two years old in Bethlehem. He was having a paranoia that a baby born in this town of David would overthrow him from power someday. Herod Antipas, a son of Herod the Great, ordered the beheading of John the Baptist. This was done just to pacify the anger of his whimsical yet anti-critic wife. A Jewish historian, Josephus, narrated how Pilate, the Roman procurator, ruled Judea with iron and bloody hand. He commanded the crucifixion more than two thousand Jews during his brief stint in Jerusalem. With absolute power in their hands, human lives become so cheap. The only thing that matters is how they remain in power.

Ironically, despite witnessing those horrible events, James and John, as well as the rest of the disciples remain obsessed with power. James and John wish that they sit at the right and left hands of Jesus when His kingdom comes. The throne is the symbol of power. We are familiar with box-office hit “Game of Thrones.” This TV series is about people who are struggling to sit on the Iron Throne of the Seven Kingdom. And just any game, the different characters use various strategies, including deceit and deceptions to capture this throne. Friends and foes are the ones and the same. Enemies turn to be friends, and allies kill each other. If they cannot be on that throne, at least, they can be next to that seat of power.

Why do we want power so much?  It is because, with power, we are in control. When we are in charge, we have this sense of independence and pride. When autonomy is within our grasp, we cannot but feel good about ourselves. The opposite is also true. When we lose control, we feel terrible. Powerlessness is just awful. Thus, the more power we have, the better we feel. However, this is a mere illusion. No matter how powerful we are, we cannot control everything. The mere fact that we are not able to control the desire to possess power is proof how powerless we are.

Knowing well the irony of power, Jesus gives us a solution: be the servant and slave of all. A slave is a person who is under control of somebody else. In a normal situation, to be slaves are dreadful. Yet, when we have power, our decision to be slaves for others can be liberating. Jesus understands that power is not to be acquired, but to be shared. Power is to empower and not to be hoarded. Yet, it is not the same with yielding to fate, powerlessness, and desperation. Pretty the opposite, to serve and empowering others, we need to exercise our power actively. Think of Mother Teresa of Calcutta. She was just a little religious sister who did nothing but dedicated her life for the poor, the abandoned and the dying. She was far from the image of a strong and powerful leader. Yet, because she became the slave of all, she was considered to be one of the most influential and admired persons in the twentieth century. Echoing the words of Her Lord, “God has not called me to be successful. He has called me to be faithful.”

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Tough Love

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Reflection on the 28th Sunday in Ordinary Time [October 14, 2018] Mark 10:17-30

Jesus, looking at him, loved him and said to him, “You are lacking in one thing. Go…follow me.” (Mk. 10:21)

agape crossWe discover at least three instances in the Bible in which Jesus explicitly expresses that He loves someone. The first instance is that Jesus loves the young rich man who seeks the eternal life (Mrk 10:21). The second is Jesus loves Martha, Mary, and Lazarus (Jn 11:5). The third is Jesus’ love for His disciples, especially His beloved disciple (Jn 13:34).

In these three accounts, Jesus’ love is not simply an emotional kind of affection. It is not the love that causes an adrenalin rush, heart’s palpitation, and an explosion of imagination. It is not fickle love that comes in the morning but dies in the afternoon. The love of Jesus is a love rooted in free will and firm decision. No wonder the Greek word used to describe this love is “agape.” Neither it is “eros,” an emotional and sexual love, nor “philia,” an affection for friends. St. Thomas Aquinas succinctly yet powerfully describes “love” as willing the good of the others. When Jesus loves them, Jesus freely chooses that the good things may happen in their lives even though this means Jesus has to forgo His own goodness and benefits. It is the tough love that entails giving up oneself, sacrifice and even pain. It is the love that thrives even when life has turned sour, and feelings have become bitter.

Going back to the story of the rich young man who asks Jesus on how to inherit the eternal life, he is basically a good guy. He has done a lot of good deeds and been faithful to God and the Law of Moses. Jesus Himself gives him score nine out of ten. Only one thing is still lacking. When Jesus invites the young man to sell what he has, to give them to the poor, and follow Jesus, the man goes away sad. Why? The Evangelist gives us the answer: he has many “ ktemata ,” landed properties. This guy is not ordinarily rich, but super rich. Perhaps, the young man thinks that eternal life is something that can be added to his properties, something that is acquired by doing good and avoiding evil or something that can make him even richer. Yet, this is not eternal life, but a mere shopping in the mall.

Eternal life is a gratuitous gift from God given to those whom He loves. This young man is truly blessed because Jesus loves him. The eternal life is just a step away from this good young man. Yet, though the gift is free, it is never cheap. Jesus wants the young man to follow Him because He wishes to teach the young man how to love like Him. Jesus wants him to will the good of the others, and this begins with selling his precious properties and helping the poor. Here comes again the paradox of love: unless we give ourselves for others, we never have ourselves fully. In the words of St. Francis of Assisi, “For it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, and it’s in dying that we are born to eternal life.”

I have been in the formation for more than 16 years, more than half of my life. I used to get frustrated because I have done well and fulfilled the requirements, and yet the ordination never comes. However, I realize that I was thinking like the rich young man. I forget that the vocation, as well as ordination, are gifts, not reward. This perspective frees me from my pride and makes me humble and grateful. Jesus loves me, and He loves me tough .

Jesus loves us and yet, it is not an easy and pampering love. It is tough love. It is love that challenges us to grow beyond; it is love that dares us to remain in truth, it is love that propels us to love like Jesus.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

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Rosary and Family

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Reflection on the 27th Sunday in Ordinary Time – Feast of the Holy Rosary [October 7, 2018] Mark 10:2-16

rosaryIf there is one prayer that can change the course of world history, it is the earnest recitation of the holy rosary.  In 1571, through the unceasing prayer of the rosary, a league of Christian nations called by Pope Pius V was able to stop the military advancement of the mighty Ottoman empire to western Europe in the Gulf of Patras, near Lepanto, Greece. In 1917, Our Lady appeared to three little children in Fatima, and one of her messages was to pray the rosary for the peace of the world. Through nation-wide recitation of the rosary, Austria was freed from the communist regime in 1955. In 1960, led by Catholic women marching the streets while praying the rosary, Brazil was also spared from communism.

For the Catholics in the Philippines, the recitation of the rosary has conquered the impossible. In 1646, the Dutch armada attempted to take over the Philippines from the weakened Spanish authority. With only three modified galleons, the combined Spanish and Filipino forces defended the country from Dutch warships in a series of sea battles. The eyewitness narrated how the soldiers prayed the rosary while the battle was being waged. The miracle took place. The three galleons were practically unharmed, while the enemy’s ships either were sunk or sustained heavy damages. The miracle was attributed to the intercession of Our Lady of the Rosary, La Naval de Manila. The rosary is believed to have made the People Power revolution in 1986 a peaceful event.

These are several among many historical events in which the recitation of the rosary has played a significant role in the lives of nations. However, the praying of the rosary does not only affect the nations but more meaningfully the lives of ordinary people and families.

Today’s Gospel speaks about the sanctity of marriage and family. In marriage, husband and wife promise each other something that they cannot fulfill, namely perfect happiness. We are imperfect creatures and wounded by sin, and it is just beyond our natural ability to achieve our genuine happiness. Left to our own strength, we are bound to fail or face meaninglessness. We are emotionally unstable, we want things for ourselves, and we just hurting each other. No wonder Bishop Fulton Sheen once said, “Marriage is not difficult. It is just humanly impossible.”

Jesus reminds us that man and woman are created for each other to be “one flesh,” and immediately Jesus teaches, “what God has joined together, no human being must separate.”  We often forget that the one who unites man and woman is God Himself. Marriage and family are primarily the work of God, not just human beings. God wants a true joy for us, and this can be achieved by the paradox of love. It is not by accumulating things for ourselves but giving up ourselves totally to others. Marriage becomes one way that God designs to achieve this self-giving. Husband gives himself totally to his wife, and the wife gives herself wholly to her husband. As they are losing themselves, they gain everything they cannot humanly gain, namely genuine self-growth, meaningful life, and true happiness. Thus, prayer together turns out to be an unassuming yet powerful way to remind the couples of this God’s work in their midst.

Fr. Patrick Payton once said, “A family that prays together stays together.” As the founder of Family Rosary Crusade, the prayer he means in this classic line is no other than the recitation of the rosary. At first, it sounds cliché, but on a personal note, I can say it is indeed a powerful prayer for the family. I still could remember how my parents taught me the rosary, and it was within the context of family and community prayer. I do believe that my family has survived a lot of storms because we do not forget to pray together. I also believe countless families, and communities have conquered the difficulties and challenges because they have prayed the rosary faithfully.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Amputation

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Reflection on the 26th Sunday in Ordinary Time [September 30, 2018] Mark 9:36-43, 45, 47-48

“If your hand causes you to sin, cut it off.  (Mk. 9:43 )”

confessionWhen I was assigned to the hospital to serve as a chaplain, I witnessed the rise of diabetic cases as well as its terrifying effects on the patients. In simple term, diabetes is a condition in a person who can no longer naturally manage their blood sugar. In more serious cases, the body loses its natural ability to heal its wounds. In the beginning, it was a small open wound, yet since the body no longer heals, the infections set in, and this leads into gangrene or the death of the body’s tissues. I accompanied some patients who were struggling with this situation and witnessed how their fingers or even foot were darkened and deformed. When the ordinary treatment no longer worked, the amputation became the only merciful option as to prevent the spread of infections. As a chaplain, accompanying these patients was one of my toughest missions in the hospital.

In today’s Gospel, Jesus’ words are pretty harsh, if not violent. He wants the one who causes the believers to sin to be thrown into the sea. He wants hands and feet cut, and eyes plugged. He even describes Gehenna in more vivid details, “where their worm does not die, and the fire is not quenched.” The image of Jesus seems to be far different from Jesus who is gentle and merciful. What is going on? Is Jesus promoting violence? Is Jesus a schizophrenic or having a split personality?

Jesus is perfectly sane. Yet, he becomes passionate because he is teaching a serious matter with a grave consequence. This is none other than sin. Jesus knows well that sin corrupts, and like growing roots, it corrupts to every side. Sin destroys our souls, our neighbors, our environment and even our holy relationship with God. What more sinister about sin is that deforms our conscience and makes us believe that we are just doing fine. In his book ‘The Name of God is Mercy, Pope Francis speaks of the effect of sinful corruption, “Corruption is not an act but a condition, a personal and social state we become accustomed to living in… The corrupt man always has the cheek to say, ‘It wasn’t me!”…He is the one who goes to Mass every Sunday but has no problem using his powerful position to demand kickbacks…then he boasts to his friends about his cunning ways.”

Like in the case of a person struggling with diabetes and having gangrene in his finger, it is better for him to amputate the affected finger as to prevent the spreading of infection, and thus, save his other organs, and life. So it is with sin. Jesus commands us to “amputate” those areas in our lives that are corrupted by sin, as to save our souls. But, this is not easy. Like some of the patients I ministered to, they refuse to give up the precious parts of their bodies. They deny, get angry and frustrated, and try to bargain with the doctors to avoid amputation. With the same mentality, we often deny that we nurture our vices. We get angry when people correct us and reveal us our sins. We also bargain with the Lord to keep our favorite sins and tell Him that we are going to be better in other aspects of our lives. However, these do not work. A radical “amputation” is necessary to save our ailing souls.

The good news, however, is that unlike the body which will never regain the lost limbs, our souls will, in fact, grow even holier after the “amputation.” The relationship between others will be purified, our attitude towards the environment will be filled with care and mercy, and our love for God will be deepened.

What are our sinful attitudes that harm ourselves, others and the environment ? Are we humble enough to receive corrections? Are we courageous enough to acknowledge them as sins? Do we ask God’s grace to prepare us for the sacrament of confession?

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

True Greatness

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Reflection on the 25th Sunday in Ordinary Time [September 23, 2018] Mark 9:30-37

“Whoever wants to be first must be last of all and servant of all.” (Mk. 9:35)

ordination 1While I was reflecting on this Sunday’s Gospel, I was able to discover some news about our Church. Good News! The Catholic Church in the Philippines is preparing herself for the 500 years of the arrival of Christianity in this archipelago. The first baptism and Eucharist were taking place in 1521 as the Spanish missionaries began their evangelization mission. As part of this grand preparation, the Bishops of the Philippines have decided to celebrate this year as the year of the clergy and the consecrated persons. The major theme of this year is the renewed servant-leaders for the new evangelization. In view of this, many programs and activities are organized to help both the ordained ministers and the religious brothers and sisters to deepen their commitment to God and their service to the people.

Not so good news. It is also true, however, that today the Church is also facing a deep crisis. In many countries and places, the clergy, as well as the religious persons, are caught in scandals and shameful things. One among the worst is the sexual abuses involving the minors done by priests and even bishops, and the massive cover-up staged to tolerate this structural evil. Yet, this is not the only thing that plagues the Church. Some ordained ministers are dishonest and having double-standard lives. Some are secretly enriching themselves. Others may not commit any scandal, but are lacking in compassion and enthusiasm in serving the people of God. Many stories are circulating of priests refusing to hear confession or anointing the dying because they like to prioritize their scheduled hobbies or religious persons who are grumpy and easily irritated with others. These attitudes simply drive people away from the Church. The rest of us perhaps are just nothing but mediocre clergy or religious. This reminds me of Pope Francis who points that holiness as opposed to ‘bland and mediocre existence.’

Our Gospel narrates Jesus who in private teaches the disciples, who will be the first and models of Church’s leaders. The Gospel itself can be divided into two parts. The first part speaks of Jesus foretelling his impending suffering and death in Jerusalem. Here, reacting to Jesus’ words, the disciples drop silence. Perhaps, the memory of Jesus scolding Peter and calling him “Satan” is still fresh in the mind of the disciples and nobody wants to repeat the same embarrassment. The second part of the Gospel tells us of the topic of greatness. This time, the disciples have a different reaction. Not only do they initiate the discussion, but they are also passionately arguing among themselves. We can imagine Peter boasting himself as the leader among the apostles, or John telling everyone that he is the closest to Jesus, or Matthew being proud of his richness. After all, these are our first Pope and first bishops. Yet, when Jesus asks them, they once again fall silent.

The apostles seem to forget that Jesus’ disciples have to carry their cross and follow Jesus to Jerusalem. Jesus, however, understands that human desire for excellence is a gift from God. Jesus does not forbid His apostles to have dreams and strive for greatness, but He makes a radical twist. He directs this powerful energy from achieving one selfish interests into serving others. Thus, Jesus’ unforgettable line: “Whoever wants to be first must be last of all and servant of all.” (Mk. 9:35) Indeed, they need to excel, but not any worldly measures, but in serving and empowering others. In his exhortation, Gaudete et Exsultate, Pope Francis calls this “the Logic of the Cross.” True happiness is a paradox. If the clergy, the religious and all of us want to be genuinely happy, then it is not so much on the wealth and success we have gained, but from our service and sacrifice for others.

We continue to pray for our priests and bishops, as well as our religious brother and sisters. We pray not only that they may avoid scandals, but they may be holy. As Pope Benedict XVI puts it, “holiness is nothing other than charity lived to the full.”

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Half Christ

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Reflection on 24th Sunday in Ordinary Time [September 16, 2018] Mark 8:27-35

“Jesus asked them, ‘But who do you say that I am?’ (Mk. 8:29)”

carrying crossSeveral years ago, I gave a talk on the introduction to Christology to a group of young Filipino professionals who wished to deepen their spirituality. The first question I asked them as we commenced the short course was, “Who do you say that Jesus is?” The answers were varied. Some gave a dogmatic formula like Jesus is God, one quoted the Bible saying Jesus is the Word made flesh, one expressed boldly that Jesus is Savior and Lord, and the rest shared personal convictions like Jesus is their closest friend, or Jesus is their Shepherd. All these answers were right, but nobody claimed that Jesus is the Christ. Considering that our subject was Christology, we missed the basic Jesus’ title, in Greek, “Christos,” in Hebrew, “Messiah,” and translated into English, the Anointed One. Fortunately, around two thousand years ago, Simon Peter was able to spell the title when Jesus Himself asked the question.

Going deeper into our Gospel today, we are at chapter 8 of the Gospel of Mark. Since Mark has 16 chapters, we are literally in the middle of this second canonical Gospel. Yet, today’s reading does only happen to be in the middle of the Gospel, but it turns out to be the turning point of the Gospel. In the first eight chapters, Mark narrates Jesus’ ministry in Galilee and some other Gentile regions in the north of Israel. Jesus is doing wonders and teaching with authority. He can draw a lot of people, and some of them will be close followers called His disciples. Meanwhile, the last eight chapters, Jesus begins to journey down south and reaches His destination in Jerusalem. There, He will face his tormentors, and He will meet His passion, death and resurrection.

Peter gets the bulls-eye answer. After all, Peter’s profession is what Mark intends to convey to his readers, “The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ (Mk. 1:1).” Unfortunately, when Jesus reveals His suffering and death, it does not sit well with Peter’s idea of the Messiah. Perhaps Peter gets stuck with the concept of a powerful and conquering Christ that will lead Israel into victory.  Jesus has been preaching about the coming of the Kingdom, teaching unforgettable lessons, and performing unmatched miracles. Surely, nothing, not even the great Roman empire could beat this Messiah. However, Peter just desires the first half of the Gospel, and cannot be at peace with the other half of the Gospel. If Peter and other disciples want to accept Jesus fully, then they need to embrace the other half of the Gospel of Jesus Christ as well. Following Jesus does not stop in Galilee where things are just awesome, but it has to go down to Jerusalem, where the persecution and death lurk. Thus, Jesus declares, “Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. (Mk. 8:34).”

Often we are like Peter. We call ourselves Jesus’ disciples and accept the Gospel of Jesus Christ, but in reality, we just want half of Jesus or parts of the Gospel. We go to the Church and worship God, but we do not want to soil our hands in helping our brothers and sisters in need. Married couples enjoy the benefits of marriage, yet refuse to see children as a gift of God. Religious men and women vow to serve the Lord and His Church, but often, we serve our own interests and desires. No wonder G. K. Chesterton once wrote, “The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting. It has been found difficult; and left untried.” As we try to answer Jesus’ question, “Who do you think that I am?”, we are invited to reflect and to accept Jesus and His Gospel, not half, but the whole of Him.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP