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The Solemnity of the Assumption of Mary – August 15, 2019 – Luke 1: 39-56

blessed virgin mary 2Today the Church is celebrating the solemnity of the Assumption of Mary. Rooted in the Scriptures and Tradition, the Church firmly believes that Mary was assumed into heaven body and soul after she completed her life here on earth. This belief is crystallized in the form of Dogma or the highest teaching of the Church. As a dogma, the Assumption requires the assent of faith from the faithful. The assumption itself is not the sole Marian Dogma. There are four dogmas related to her: Mary is the Mother of God, ever-virgin, immaculately conceived, and assumed into heaven. No other human, except Jesus, has accumulated that much honor in the Church and no other men or women have blessed conditions like hers.

However, we are mistaken if we think that all the Dogmas are about the goodness of Mary. When we are celebrating the Dogmas of Mary, we are not merely praising that Mary is good, gentle, and holy, but it is primarily about God and how through Mary, we are thanking God for His mercy toward Mary and all the wonders. Looking at Mary, we cannot but thank God for His mercy on her and His wonders done to her.

In the Gospel today, we listen to the song of Mary is traditionally called the Magnificat [Luk 1:46ff]. In her song,  Mary praises the Lord for the mighty deeds He has done to her and Israel. Mary herself acknowledges who she is, “God’s lowly servant.” She never lets pride get in her mind, but instead, she chooses to recognize what God has done to her that “God has looked with favor on her” and “God has raised the lowly.” Mary realizes that she was nothing without God.

The title is from the first Latin word that appears in the canticle, “Magnificat anima mea Dominum.”  The original Greek is “μεγαλύνω” [megaluno], to make great. The idea is like the magnifying glass that intensifies the light and the heat of the sun, and thus, emits powerful energy. When I was a little boy, my friends and I used to play together outside. One time, a friend brought a magnifying glass. We were amazed that it had another function aside from making a small object looked big. It was able to gather the light and heat of the sun and to focus it into a single spot. It became so intense and hot that it may burn what it touched. Then, when we saw the ants nearby, we started burning them using the magnifying glass!

Mary knows well that she is not the source of light, and she is the receiver. Yet, Mary does not merely receive it and keeps it to herself. Mary also is aware that she does not simply mirror that only reflect the light. Mary sees herself as “magnifying glass.” When she receives the light, she makes sure that light will shine even more brightly, intense, and powerful. Through Mary, the light of Christ becomes more intense, powerful, and penetrating. When we intently look at Mary, we cannot but see God Himself.

The Dogma of the Assumption, indeed all Marian dogmas, points to Mary, who points to God. Following her example, we are also called to make our lives as a signpost that points to God. But more than passive signpost, we need to learn to actively magnify God’s glory and mercy through our lives.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Faithful and Wise Stewards

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19th Sunday in Ordinary Time [C] – August 11, 2019 – Luke 12:32-48

light lampIn ancient Israel, the masters of the house were often leaving their homes for business trips or attending social gatherings like weddings. They would entrust their houses and their possessions to chief servants. And this was the world without a cellular phone, internet, and GPS. Thus, the servants have no idea of the ETA (estimated time of arrival) of their masters. It could be 8 PM, midnight or even early in the morning. The best attitude of a servant in this scenario is to be always vigilant and prepared for the arrival of his master.

However, being prepared is not understood as being idle or passivity, like someone who does nothing but waits near the door, and opens the door when the master knocks. Jesus says, “Gird your loins and light your lamps… (Lk. 12:35)” In ancient Israel, people were wearing robe or tunic. It is a long dress that covers the entire body, from the neck down to the leg. When people are working, they gird their loins with a robe or belt, to make sure that their tunic will not get in the way. In short, the servants are doing their jobs, making sure that the house is in order, and ready to receive any order just in case their masters arrive. This is a kind of readiness and preparedness that Jesus asks of His disciples.

This kind of preparedness naturally comes the humble recognition of who we are. If the servant accepts that he is a servant and aware that the house belongs to his master, he will not act as if he is the owner of the house and neglect his jobs, but perform his tasks well despite the absence of his master. So, we need also to recognize who we are and do the works that follow from our identity well. If our pride gets in the way, and we fail to understand who we are. We start playing God, and we begin doing whatever we please, even to confidently predict the end of the world.

Based on the Scriptures, the Church always believes that Jesus will come for the second time in glory and bring the final judgment to the world. We do not know when Jesus will come as the King and those who prophesy that they understand when, turn to be a dangerous hoax. In 1997, Marshall Applewhite predicted that the earth would be destroyed by the alien spaceships, and the only way to survive was to “transfer” their souls to another planet by committing suicide. Marshall and 36 followers killed themselves, yet the earth’s destruction never happened. Marshall was playing God, and he brought calamity to himself and his followers.

Be ready for the coming of Jesus means that we realize who we are before God. If we are God’s children, we love and obey our Father, and care for the other creations because God cares for them as well. If we are God’s disciples, we faithfully follow Him and continuously learn from Him. If we are fathers, we love, protect, and provide for their family. If we are mothers, we love, care, and educate our children. And when the Lord truly comes, we may be one of those “Blessed servants who are faithful and prudent [see Lk. 12:42]”

 

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Dominic, the Light of the Church

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Feast of St. Dominic de Guzman – Founder of Order of Preachers

August 8, 2019

dominic 3Today, we are celebrating the feast of St. Dominic de Guzman. St. Dominic was born around 1170 in Caleruega, Old Castile, Spain. As a saint, he was not that famous as his counterpart, St. Francis of Assisi, perhaps because he did not write any book or writings that would echo his spirituality. Maybe this is the reason why we do not have a solid and systematic understanding of Dominican Spirituality.

By tradition, St. Dominic is called as the light of the Church. And why? St. Dominic was living in the time where the Church was facing enemies from without and conflicts from within. The Heretics, especially the Albigentians, were attacking the Church restlessly, and the Church was weakened by her dogmatically unprepared and timid priests. Many Catholics were confused, and nobody was defending the true faith to them. It was a dark period for the Church.

Dominic, who loved his Church deeply responded to the call of his time and offered his life to enlighten souls living in the dark and to bring back to the lost sheep to the Church’s fold. Yet, to achieve that end, he had to be in deep relationship with Jesus, the true Light of the World. Thus, his life of prayers and mortification were extraordinary. Rather than to take rest, he spent a night in vigil, refused to take good food, and slept on the floor. Dominic also understood that to explain faith, he must both study and live by the Gospel. He became poor, just like Jesus was poor for the sake of the Kingdom. Dominic became preacher, just like Jesus was preacher par excellence. Dominic offered himself as a “lantern,” a weak instrument yet brings light that both shines brightly and illumines clearly in the dark. He is the light of the Church because he bore the Light of the World.

The Dominicans always have an intimate bond with Mary, the Mother of God. One of the reasons why we are close to her is that we participate in her mission also to bear the Truth and to reflect the same Light. The song of Mary that Luke recorded is traditionally called the Magnificat [Luk 1:46ff]. The title is from the first Latin word that appears in the canticle, “Magnificat anima mea Dominum.” The original Greek is “μεγαλύνω” [megaluno], to make great. The idea is like the magnifying glass that intensifies the light and the heat of the sun, and thus, emits powerful energy. Mary is not the source of the light, and she is the receiver. Yet, Mary does not passively reflect the light, but she actively magnifies it. Through Mary, the light of Christ becomes more intense, powerful, and penetrating.

Following the footsteps of Dominic and our Lady, we are also called to bear the Light of Christ and to magnify it. In the words of St. Thomas Aquinas, “Better to illuminate than merely to shine… [S.T. II.II. 188].”

                Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Greed

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18th Sunday in Ordinary Time [C] – August 4, 2019 – Luke 12:13-21

fool rich man 2We were all born without bringing anything with us, and for sure, when we die, we will bring nothing with us. Job once said, “Naked I came forth from my mother’s womb, and naked shall I go back there. The LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD!” (Job 1:21). However, as we grow up and old, we begin to acquire things and possessions. Some are given, but some we earn it. As we are accumulating, we start attaching ourselves to these material belongings. Some of us are obsessed with collecting bags, shoes, and clothes, some others with more expensive things like electronic devices and cars. We believe these are ours, and we can own them until the Kingdom comes.

This kind of attachment is rooted in a bigger and more sinister vice: greed. St. Thomas Aquinas defines greed or avarice as “an inordinate desire for wealth or money.” To desire for richness and possession is not evil itself because, in essence, money and belongings are a means to achieve higher goals in life. However, the problem arises when we are confusing between means and the end. Greed enters the picture when we make money as our goal and no longer a means. We begin to measure our happiness and meaningfulness of our lives in terms of wealth. When we place wealth as our yardstick of happiness, all other problems start flooding our lives. When we do not have enough money, we become anxious, but when we have more than enough money, we are also anxious about how to hoard them. We think that the more we have, the happier we become, but the truth is, the more we acquire, the more we feel lacking. An ancient Roman proverb once said that desire for wealth is like drinking seawater; the more you drink, the thirstier you get.

What sickening about this vice is that it brings other sins along. St. Thomas mentions treachery, corruption, fraud, anxiety, insensibility to mercy, and even violence as the daughters of greed. Movie Slumdog Millionaire (2008) tells us a story of Salim and Jamal Malik who are victims of this injustice and greed. After the killing of their mother because of religious hatred in slam area in India, they were forced to stay in a sanitary landfill. Then, they were adopted by ‘professional beggars’ syndicate. One particular scene that reveals the gruesome manifestation of greed is one little boy with a sweet voice, Arwind, was blinded. Jamal later remarks, “Blind singers earn double.” The worst part of the movie is that the movie is not totally fiction, but many events are true to life.

So how are we going to cure this vice? If greed makes us turn means as goal, our response should return the right order: to make wealth as our means to achieve higher goals. If we are blessed with a lot of money, we praise the Lord and use this money to praise the Lord even more. If we do not have enough money, we are called to have more faith in God’s providence.  It is the time to use our worldly possession to make “heavenly investment” that no thief can reach, nor moth destroy (Lk. 12:33)

Fr. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Gifts of Mercy

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laying of handsOne of the greatest as well as most humbling realization is that my life and existence is a gift from God. All that exist, from the sub-atomic particle to the purest seraphim owe their being from the Lord. If St. Thomas Aquinas defines justice as to give what is due, then existence is neither due to me nor to all of us. I cannot demand the Lord that He should create me to be the handsomest of all, the richest of all, and the brightest of all. Not even I can ask from Him to possess a face like a Korean actor! Then why did God create me?

The answer lies beyond the justice of God, and what is beyond his justice? It is His Mercy. If His justice asks for “tooth for a tooth” and “eye for an eye”, His Mercy enables one to “give to the one who asks of you, and do not turn your back on one who wants to borrow. (Matt. 5:42)”. If justice is to “love your neighbor and hate your enemy,” (Matt. 5:43), mercy is to “love your enemies, and pray for those who persecute you (Matt. 5:44 NAB).” If God simply exercises His justice, I would not have had my being, but a God is “gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in love and fidelity (Exo 34:6).” And I am here now, alive and kicking, because of God’s mercy. It is a gift precisely because it does not come from my merit and achievement, but freely given.

However, the first gift of life is not the only gift He grants me. The precious gifts keep coming: the gift of family, the gift of faith, the gift of (Dominican) vocation.

This series of precious gifts are leading me to another even more precious gift: the gift of priesthood. Looking into myself, I am aware that I am far from worthy. I have been sinful man, a broken in many possible ways, and I have hurt a numberless people. Often, I am ungrateful for tremendous gifts and blessing God has showered me. And yet, here I am, quoting the motto of Pope Francis, “miserando atque eligendo” – by God’s merciful choice, in front of the great mystery of faith. As I am ordained by the laying hands of Most. Rev. Antonius Subianto, OSC, DD, I will be, as Bishop Robert Barron would point out, “the bearer of the divine mystery”. This gift does not simply add some sacramental works in my sleeves, but it transforms my very being and identity into the image and likeness of Christ the Head [in persona Christi Capitis]. I participate in the identity and mission of the bishops and fellow priests as bridge-maker [pontifex] between God and humanity, to allow the people of God to embrace the divine mystery.

Every time I celebrate Eucharist [thanksgiving], I shall give thanks to the Lord for the gifts of Mercy. As I have received the gifs, it is now my turn to share these gifts to others so that people of God may feel His Mercy. At the heart of the Eucharist is the thanksgiving over the most precious gift of all, the body and blood of Jesus Christ, being blessed, broken and shared. As I receive this precious gift, my lips proclaim the Word of God, and my hands lift the bread of life and the chalice of salvation, I shall offer my life, like the life of Jesus, to be broken and shared to nourish the people of God.

However, despite tremendous power and privilege the ordination brings, I keep confessing that I am weak, sinful, and not worthy. Thus, as I begin this new chapter of my life, I implore for God’s Mercy and yours.

 

 

Martha, Martha

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16th Sunday in Ordinary Time [C] – July 21, 2019 – Luke 10:38-42

To perform works to serve the Lord is certainly good and praiseworthy. And these works are numerous and varied. These acts may directly serve Him in the Church, especially during the liturgy. We may participate in the worship as the choir members, lectors, altar servers, ministers of the Holy Communion, or even as the presiders of the Eucharist itself, the priest. Yet, we may also serve Him through others as we involve in charitable initiatives to help the poor, to fight for justice and peace and integrity of creation. We have many ways, but the goal is one: to honor and glorify Him.

In today’s Gospel, we encounter Martha and Mary of Bethania. They both are serving Jesus, and they perform it according to their unique characters. Mary, more reserved and perhaps an introvert, chooses to stay close to the Master and listen to Him. While Marta, predominantly active and perhaps extrovert, prefers to provide Jesus with the best accommodation. Both want to make Jesus feel welcome in their way. However, there is a little problem. It seems that Jesus is playing little favoritism. He favors Mary over Martha and tells Martha that Mary has chosen a better part.

Surely Jesus does not play favoritism, and surely it is not because Mary is more beautiful than Martha!  Yet, we still have to explain Jesus’ choice. First, we need to see that both are good, but one is just happened to be better than the other. Is it the act of listening better than the act of giving hospitality? In an ancient Jewish context, to provide the hospitality to a guest is one of the prime values. We remember how Lot was offering even his daughters to protect his guests [see Gen 19]! By this standard, Martha is doing a better thing, but Jesus insists that it is not hers. Why?

Again, we need to understand better our Scriptures. The act of listening is fundamental in both Old and New Testament. Every devout Jew in the time of Jesus as well as in our time, daily prays a creedal prayer they call as “Shema Israel” – it was taken straight from Deu 6:4-5 “Hear, O Israel! The LORD is our God, the LORD alone! Therefore, you shall love the LORD, your God, with your whole heart, and with your whole being, and with your whole strength.” Acts of listening do not only mean to hear voices and receive information, but it is also to obey what one has heard. Jesus Himself says, “Everyone who listens to these words of mine and acts on them will be like a wise man who built his house on the rock. (Mat 7:24)” Mary is taking a better part because she has listened to Jesus, who is the LORD, and she listens because she loves her LORD.

Martha has a little problem with her service because she imposes her ways to Mary, perhaps thinking her way of service is the best one. But more than that, Martha becomes overburdened in her serving, and Jesus points out that Martha is anxious and worried with many things. Martha is losing the purpose of her service; she is losing Jesus in the process of serving. What a loss!

Learning from Mary and Martha, we may ask ourselves, “What is the point of our services? Where are we going with many activities we have in the Church? Do we hear the voice of Christ in our ministries? Do we love Jesus in our serving or we discover ourselves in the end?”

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Merciful Samaritan

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Fifteenth Sunday of the Ordinary Time [C] – July 14, 2019 – Luke 10:25-27

do it anyway 2The journey from Jericho to Jerusalem was notoriously dangerous. The path was narrow, steep, filled by sudden turnings. The road became the favorite spot for the robbers to ambush any unguarded traveler. Some criminals were often violent, not only they took everything from the victims, but they would beat them mercilessly. Up to early twentieth century, some tourists and pilgrims were caught off guard when they passed this path, as their cars were ambushed and robbed. The brigands would swiftly escape before the police came.

When the teacher of the Law asks Jesus, “who is our neighbor whom we shall love?” Jesus offers him three models to imitate. They are a priest, a Levite and a Samaritan. The priest and the Levite are a privileged social class in ancient Jewish society. They are consecrated to serve in the Temple of Jerusalem. The priests who are the descendants of Aaron, are to accept sacrifice from the people and offer the sacrifice to the Lord at the altar. Meanwhile the Levites are assigned to take care of the temple, to do other liturgical services and assist the priests. Both the priest and the Levite represent a group of people who are dedicating themselves to the Lord, the Law and the Temple, who love their religion dearly. Meanwhile the Samaritan represents what the Jews hate. The pure Jews look down the Samaritans because they are products of intermarriage between unorthodox Jews and other pagan nations as well as idolaters who worship God plus other smaller gods.

By religious standard, the priest and the Levite outrank the Samaritan, but Jesus drops the nuclear bomb as He makes the Samaritan as the hero of the story. We may ask why the priest and Levite refuse to help? One reason is that the priest needs to be away from any blood or dead body, otherwise he would be impure for seven days and he will not be able to serve the Temple [see Num 19:11]. The Levi seems to do little better as he goes nearer to the victim, but he decided not to help perhaps because he is afraid that the guy just serves a decoy to ambush him. Here comes the Samaritan who helps without hesitation. Not only coming to his rescue, the Samaritan makes sure that the victim will be healed and recover, though he must spend his own resources.

Placing ourselves in the shoes of the Samaritan man, we know that his decision to help the victim is daring and even reckless. What if it was just a set-up for ambush? What if he runs out of money? What if the victim would never thank him and even hate him even more? Yet, this is what to love our neighbor means. To love someone is to show mercy and to show mercy means to give beyond what is due.

One of the memorable works Mother Teresa did in Calcutta was to establish a home for the dying. One day, she walked pass a hospital and saw a woman who terribly sick. The mother rushed her to the hospital. Yet, the person in the hospital refused her, saying, “there is no room for her in the hospital!” Mother Teresa stayed outside of the hospital, embracing the dying lady till she breathed her last. Since then, the saint promised that she would make sure that the dying would die with dignity. In the early days of this hospice, Mother Teresa was ridiculed and criticized, yet she and her sisters persevered because they knew that for those who were dying, this may be the last act of mercy they received before they passed away.

If we expect something big in return, it is not love, it is investment. If we just want to be appreciated after doing good, it is not love, it is a showoff. If we do not want to get hurt, it is not love, it is comfort zone. Love is tough, mercy is heroic.

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Seventy

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14th Sunday in Ordinary Time [C] – July 7, 2019 – Luke 10:1-12, 17-20

by twoIn today’s Gospel, Jesus is sending His seventy disciples for a mission. Yes, we are reading it correctly; it is not just twelve disciples, but seventy. While we are used to the celebrated mission of the Twelve, Luke informs us about the less famous mission of the seventy. We are not sure who are these people, but for sure, these are people who have the same commitment, dedication, and passion like the big names like Peter, John, Andrew, and Matthew. They follow Jesus, leave everything and are willing to be dispatched into a difficult mission to preach the Kingdom, to heal the sick, and to drive out the demons. The story of the seventy disciples gives us a hint about those dedicated and more numerous disciples of Jesus and yet somehow forgotten. While the Twelve represents the well-known figures of the Church like the pope and the bishops, the seventy bring to mind the nameless yet countless priests, religious men and women, and laity who are tirelessly building up the Body of Christs.

We might also ask why seventy? If Twelve apostles represent the twelve tribes of Israel, what will the seventy signify? Surprisingly, when we go back to the Old Testament, seventy is also a significant figure. It is the sum number of the descendants of Jacob who migrated to Egypt [Gen. 46:27]. It was the number of the elders who were elected to help Moses in his task in leading Israel and to offer sacrifice in the wilderness [Exo 24:1]. Thus, seventy become the symbol of both Israel itself and the leaders of Israel. According to Jewish tradition, seventy is also the number of nations that came down from Noah [see Gen 11]. By choosing and commissioning His seventy disciples, Jesus sends His message to the world that He is establishing His New Israel with its leaders, and this Israel will include all people from all nations.

One powerful lesson we can learn from these seventy is humility. When the disciples return in joy for the successful tasks, Jesus tells about enigmatic words, “I saw Satan fall like lightning from the sky!” One possible interpretation is that the disciples have rendered demons powerless in the name of Jesus. The disciples’ success is the failure of Satan. Another explanation is the temptation of pride. According to Christian tradition, Satan was formerly the highest angel who fell from heaven because he is too proud to serve God who became a man. Thus, Jesus reminds the disciples that their mission is essentially Jesus’ mission, and they are nothing without Christ. It is much important that their names are written in heaven instead of being boastful about their success.

Humility is a principal virtue of all disciples’ identity, while ambition and pride kill our identity as disciples. Lucifer used to be one of the seraphim, the highest ranks of angels, and the name Lucifer means “the bearer of Light.” Surely, there is no problem with serving God, but when Lucifer knew about the plan of God the Son to become man, and be born of a woman, and die for the salvation of humanity, he could not accept it. How can be God as well as spiritual beings like angel serve lowly and sinful creatures like humans? In his pride, he declined God’s plan; he refused to serve God. “Non Serviam.” I will not serve. He and his cohorts were then banished from heaven, and Lucifer turns to be Satan, the chief of demons.

When we serve God in humility, we do not get the medals, we do not receive the glory, and we are forgotten, but we are sure that our names are written in heaven.

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

No Excuse

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Thirteenth Sunday of the Ordinary Time [C] – June 30, 2019 – Luke 9:51-62

carrying cross 2Today we listen to one of the most demanding and perhaps harsh teachings of Jesus. For those who follow Him, He demands total allegiance, and He shall become no less than their top priority in life. In both Jewish and Christian tradition, to honor our parents is one of the highest commandments. In fact, it is not a mere honoring, but it is to glorify [Hebrew word used is “kabad”] our parents. But, when a man asks Jesus to bury his father, Jesus tells him, “Let the dead bury the dead.” To one who requests to say goodbye to his family, Jesus says, “No one who sets a hand to the plow and looks to what was left behind is fit for the kingdom of God.” Very harsh. Is this truly Jesus whose heart is moved with pity towards the poor people? Is Jesus no longer observing the Ten Commandments?

We may uncover the reason at the beginning of the Gospel reading. Jesus knows the time has come for Him to go to Jerusalem, and He has set His face toward this city that will persecute, torture, and kill Him. The way of the cross has begun, and for those who wish to follow Him, it is no longer the time to be amused by His miracles or to be inspired by His preaching. They who desire to follow Jesus, shall also carry their cross with Jesus, and to walk with Jesus to His Calvary, one cannot but surrender his life to Jesus and make Jesus’s mission as his utmost concern.

However, we need to clarify also Jesus’ remarks that may sound too harsh. When Jesus says, “Let the dead bury the dead,” most probably the parent of that man is still very much alive, and he wishes to follow Jesus after his parent passes away. A subtle excuse not to follow Jesus. When Jesus says, “No one who sets a hand to the plow and looks to what was left behind is fit for the kingdom of God,” Jesus is alluding to the story of Elijah who called Elisha to follow him [1 Kgs 19:19-21]. When a prophet calls, the one summoned must respond immediately. Otherwise, the opportunity is gone for good. Jesus also points to the story of Lot’s wife. When the city of Sodom and Gomorrah were destroyed by God, the angel instructed Lot and his family to run and not to look back, and yet, his wife looked back. She became the pillar of salt [Gen 19:26]. Someone cannot effectively follow God’s words and new life in Christ if he always looks back and attaches himself to the past. Jewish farmers also know well the irony that when one plows the soil and keeps looking back at the result, he will just ruin the entire field. It is when one is focused and determined in his goal and decision, he will get the best result.

There is a story of an angel who appears to John. The angel said, “John, God calls you to serve Him.” John said, “Not now, I am still 18, and I want to focus on my study.” Then, the angel came again after some years. John said, “Not now, I am just 30, and I have my career.” Then, the angel appeared again after some year. John said, “Not now. I am just 40, and I have my family.” Then, the angel returned for the last time when John was 70. John said, “Now, I am ready to answer God’s calling.” The angel responded, “Yes, God calls you, but not to serve Him, but to see Him!”

A Christian who has a lot of excuses for Jesus is not a real Christian. It is only when we follow Him with determination, walk on His way of the cross without excuse, make Him as our top priority, we can humbly say that we are His disciples.

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Eating God

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The Solemnity of the Body and Blood of Christ [June 23, 2019] Luke 9:11-17

benedict n first communicantToday the Church is celebrating the solemnity of the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ. In many countries like Indonesia, today is the best time for the children who are already prepared to receive their first Holy Communion. I still recall the day I partook of the sacred host and the holy wine. Many of us were around 10 years old, old enough to recognize the presence of Christ in the Eucharist and we were dressed in white. I was wearing long-sleeved white shirt with a tie and black pants. When the priest dipped the white bread into the chalice of wine and said, “the body and blood of Christ”, I said “Amen.” It was my first time to savor the sweetness of wine, and of course, alcoholic beverage!

At that moment, I just knew the reception of sacred host is necessary to complete the Eucharist, and I was aware I was receiving a blessing, but I never truly comprehend the profound meaning of the great mystery. For me, it was just enough that I attend the mass and consume the consecrated host. It has become a routine and tradition, from Sunday to Sunday, to from month to month, from year to year. Till we become parents and we also bring our children for their first communion. And when somebody asks us, “why do you bring your children to the first communion?”, our answer may be like, “Well, we want our kids to be like us. It is just a family tradition.” The answer is simple, but too simple that it draws more questions: why bread and wine? Why Body and Blood of Jesus? Why does it have to be eaten?

We often forget to realize that this sacred host and wine are the entire Jesus Christ Himself, with all humanity and divinity. Thus, God offers Himself to be eaten. Why eating God? The answers lie on the pages of our Old Testament. Firstly, we recall that our first parents fell because of the act of eating. Now, in the Eucharist, God uses the same act of eating to restore men and women into grace. Secondly, in the middle of the garden of Eden, there were two trees, the forbidden tree, the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, and the tree of life [Gen 2:9]. Unfortunately, our first parents chose to eat the fruits from the forbidden tree. Thus, to restore humanity to grace, now God offers us the fruits from the tree of life, the tree of the cross of Christ. Thirdly, we remember the first Passover was about the story of how God liberated Hebrew people from the slavery of Egypt. The Passover began with the slaughter of the lamb, and its blood was sprinkled on the doors of the Israelite house so that their firstborns would be saved from death. Yet, the slaughter and the sprinkling of blood were not the summit of Passover. The Hebrew people had to consume the lamb as to complete their first Passover [Exo 12:8]. Now, Jesus the Lamb of God, has been sacrificed on the cross, yet it is not the end. Like the Hebrew Passover, we need to consume the Lamb of God to complete our New Passover, the Eucharist.

There are so much themes and aspects we may ponder on the Eucharist, and particularly today, the Church reminds us that the Eucharist, especially the reception of the Holy Communion is not just our Sunday routine, a family tradition. It is of the essential plan of God for our salvation, so that we may have heaven, our Communion with God, the Holy Trinity.

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP