Anger and God’s Wisdom

13th Sunday in Ordinary Time
June 26, 2022
Luke 9:51-62

Anger is integral part of human emotions. Since it is part of our humanity, anger as our emotion is God’s gift. Yet, just like other God’s gifts to us, anger serves both as a blessing or a curse. It goes back to our decision to how we will express it.

Photocredit: Miguel Bruna

In today’s Gospel, James and his brother, John were infuriated that Jesus, their beloved master, was not welcome by the Samaritans. They even claimed, “Lord, do you want us to call down fire from heaven to consume them? [Luk 9:54]” We are not sure whether James and John literally had the power to send fire from heaven, or it is just an expression that they would retaliate in a violent manner. Yet, Jesus rebuked them, and worse things were averted.

Yet, who are these Samaritans and why were Jesus’ disciples so irritated with them? The Jews and the Samaritans shared a long and yet problematic history. It begins with 10 Israelite tribes that seceded from the Kingdom of David after Solomon passed away. They formed the Northern kingdom, and later, their capital was at Samaria. While two tribes who were loyal to the David’s line, called themselves the Southern kingdom. Unfortunately, in 722 BC, the Assyrian empire came and crushed Samaria. Many of them were exiled to Assyria, and the empire brought people from other nations to settle in former Northern kingdom’s land. Thus, the interactions between the foreign immigrants and the Israelite remnants were unavoidable. Israelites from the South recognized the Samaritans as foreigners, mixed breeds, or idolators, while the Samaritan continued to believe that they are the remnants of the 10 tribes of Israel. In time of Jesus, the Samaritan would harass the Jewish pilgrims going to Jerusalem, while the Jewish people refused entry to their towns for the Samaritan.

With the long enmity and sour incident, James and John had the right to get angry, but why then did Jesus rebuke them instead? It is interesting to note that in the future encounters, Samaritans would receive Jesus and believe in Him [John 4; Act 8]. Jesus knew well that Samaritan was not a hopeless case, yet more importantly, anger-turn-violence is not the solution. Jesus recognized anger is integral to our human nature, but violence brings more anger. It is vicious cycle.

Often, we only know violence as expressions of anger. Some of our parents disciplined us using harsh words, and sometimes physical violence. A husband uses his violence to dominate his control over his wife. In the schools, sometimes, we find other students who bully us. When we are online, we read all kind of cursing, body shaming, and vulgar words and pictures. In the workplaces, people with higher positions vent their wrath to those who are in the lower position. Abortion is one of the most brutal act of parents to their unborn babies.

How then do we prevent our anger turning violence? Firstly, we need to recognize and own our anger. Do not suppress it because suppression is another kind of violence towards ourselves. Secondly, we ask what the root of our anger is. Is it justifiable? Or is it coming from our pride? Thirdly, we think for the best options to express our anger. Surely, it is not easy, especially when violent ways are deeply rooted in our characters. Yet, we can always rely on God’s grace, and start with small and simple steps.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

The Real and Saving Presence

The Solemnity of Corpus Christi [C]
June 19, 2022
Luke 9:11-17

The feast of Corpus Christi draws our intentions into the one of the greatest mysteries. In the Eucharist, especially when the priest says the words of consecration and lifts the bread and the chalice of wine, the greatest miracle takes place before our eyes. The sacrifices are no longer bread and wine, but the Body and the Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ. Since the living body and blood cannot be separated from humanity of Christ, we receive the entire humanity of Jesus. Sine the humanity of Jesus cannot be severed from His divinity, we have the entire humanity and divinity of Christ. In the Eucharist, we partake the totality of Christ.

How is it possible? The greatest minds the Church has ever had tried to explore the mystery. St. Thomas Aquinas has distilled the saints and the genius before him, and he came up with a fancy term, ‘transubstantiation.’ Simply put, the substance of bread and wine are changed into the substance of the Body and Blood of Jesus, while the old appearances remain. When we ask ‘what is it?’ we no longer answer bread and wine, but the Body and Blood of Christ, despite what we see is the appearance of bread and wine. How is it possible? The only answer is miracle!

It seems like non-sense, but our faith tells us that nothing is impossible for God. If God could and did create the universe [or multiverse], if God could fashion the hierarchy of angels, if God is sustaining sub-atomic particles and prevents them going back to nothingness, if God could make a miracle called life, God can easily bend time and space and be present in the Eucharist.

In fact, this is the greatest miracle. In the Gospel, Jesus performed miracle of the multiplication of bread for five thousand men. Jesus’ miracle is just second to the miracle of manna in Exodus, where God provided food for thousand Israelites in the desert for forty years. Yet, even these miracles fail in comparison to Eucharist. Why? While the miracle of Manna in Exodus and the multiplication of bread in the Gospel are off-the-chart miracles, they primarily address human biological needs, or bodily hunger. The Eucharist, in the other hand, does not primarily solve the world hunger, but fills the deeper spiritual hunger.

The more fundamental question is why? As Jesus promised, “Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood have eternal life, and I will raise them up on the last day [John 6:54]” The Eucharist is for us and for our salvation. God so loves us to the point that He became a man like us, and not only becoming a man, He offers His life as a sign of His most profound love. Yet, for Him, the cross is not enough. He keeps giving His body and blood, His total self to us. There is no greater love that to lay down one’s life for one’s friends [John 15:13], and Jesus offers His life again and again in the Eucharist. This is how much God loves us!

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Trinity: the Basic and the Mystery

Trinity Sunday [C]
June 12, 2022
John 16:12-15

Sunday after the Pentecost Sunday is dedicated to the Most Holy Trinity. it generally turns to be the most dreaded Sunday for many preachers. The truth is indeed difficult to understand, to the point that many priests have neither courage to preach nor proper knowledge to explain. Yet, the Church insists that once a year we go deeper into the mystery of all mysteries, the truth of all truths. Thus, we begin with simple question: why Trinity?

photocredit: Mark Jennings

The answer is not difficult. It is the Truth! It is the Truth that God Himself reveals to us through the Scriptures and the Tradition. Why not teaching a simple concept about God, why giving the people a high complex understanding of God? The simpler truth is not truer than the more complex truth. A simple additional is not truer than sophisticated calculus. In fact, oversimplistic truth can lead to errors.

There are at least three basic errors or heresies about Trinity. The first one is polytheism. Christianity is not polytheistic religion. Trinity is not three gods or tritheism. The holy Trinity is one God in three divine person. The second error is modalism. This teaches that there is only one God and He uses three ‘modes’ of existence or appearance. God appears to be the Father when He created, to be the Son when He saves us, and to be the Holy Spirit when He sanctifies us. It is like a water. Sometimes, water is in the state of liquid, but it can be also solid or gas. Thus, the distinction of the divine persons are not real. The third and final heresy is Arianism. This teaching comes from Arius, a priest of Alexandria, in the fourth century. Simply put, Arius taught that Father is the only true God, while the Son and the Holy Spirit are real, but not the true God.

So, how do we get the correction understanding of Trinity? To help us, we shall need a little help from the Fathers of the Church who employ the terms ‘nature’ and ‘person.’ They seem complicated, but they are actually not. Nature answers the question ‘WHAT is it?’ while person answers ‘WHO is it?’ For example: what is Joseph? Joseph is a man. Who is that man? He is Joseph. Joseph’s nature is human, and Joseph is a person.

Let us apply this to God. What are the Father, and the Son and the Holy Spirit? One God. They are not three gods, because the divine nature cannot be divided, and each possesses the divine nature perfectly. Who is this God? The Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. One divine What in three divine Whos!

The truth is a hard to swallow, but we continue to live and honor this greatest mystery because in the end, we are going to live in this divine love of the Holy Trinity.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Kristus, Raja Hidup Kita

Hari Raya Kristus Raja Semesta Alam [B]

21 November 2021

Yohanes 18:33-37

Minggu Kristus Raja adalah hari Minggu terakhir dalam Tahun Liturgi. Perayaan ini adalah peringatan yang tepat bagi kita semua bahwa pada akhirnya, Yesus adalah raja kita. Namun, bagi banyak dari kita, kita tidak benar-benar tahu apa artinya menjadi hamba pada seorang raja. Beberapa dari kita mungkin memiliki raja atau ratu sebagai kepala negara kita, tetapi biasanya mereka tidak terlibat dalam kehidupan kita sehari-hari. Faktanya, di dunia, kita hanya memiliki sedikit monarki absolut seperti Sultan Brunei, Raja Arab Saudi, dan Paus!

Hidup dalam masyarakat modern, kita menghargai dan menjaga kebebasan dan otonomi pribadi. Kita memperjuangkan hak-hak dasar kita, dan kita bahkan berjuang ke pengadilan untuk menuntut keadilan atas hak-hak kita. Pelanggaran hak asasi manusia dianggap sebagai kejahatan berat. Di alam demokrasi, kita memutuskan bagaimana kita ingin diatur dengan memilih pejabat publik yang kita inginkan. Kita memilih di mana, bagaimana, dan dengan siapa kita ingin hidup. Mereka yang ingin membatasi kebebasan kita adalah tiran dan diktator. Jadi, ketika kita merayakan Hari Raya Kristus Raja, gelar rajawi Yesus ini tidak terlalu berarti bagi kita. Kita dapat dengan mudah melihat Yesus sebagai sahabat dan saudara kita, tetapi Yesus sebagai raja kita adalah konsep yang asing.

Namun, dalam Injil, Yesus sebagai raja adalah salah satu identitas-Nya yang paling mendasar. Yesus disebut Kristus, yang berarti yang diurapi, dan gelar ini terutama mengacu pada seorang raja seperti raja Daud. Yesus memulai pelayanan-Nya dengan membangun Kerajaan Allah dan memilih dua belas rasul sebagai suku baru Israel. Tindakannya hanya masuk akal jika Yesus adalah raja kerajaan itu. Dalam Injil hari ini, Pilatus bertanya kepada Yesus apakah Dia seorang raja, dan Yesus memberikan jawaban tegas-Nya. Di kayu salib, penjahat yang bertobat berkata kepada Yesus, “Ingatlah aku ketika kamu datang sebagai raja!” Bahkan, di salib-Nya, identitas-Nya tertulis dengan jelas, “Yesus Raja orang Yahudi.”

Apa artinya memiliki Yesus sebagai raja kita? Mengapa itu penting bagi kita? Jawabannya adalah yang paling penting bagi kita. Yesus bukan hanya seorang raja, sama seperti raja-raja lainnya, tetapi Dia juga pencipta hidup kita. Dia merancang kodrat kita bahwa kita hanya akan sampai pada tujuan sejati kita di dalam Tuhan. Jadi, menerima Yesus sebagai raja kita, dan hidup sesuai dengan rencana-Nya, adalah jalan pasti kita menuju kemuliaan dan kebahagiaan sejati.

Iblis mengetahui hal ini dengan sangat baik, dan dia menggoda orang tua pertama kita untuk percaya bahwa mereka bisa menjadi ‘tuhan’ tanpa Tuhan. Strategi yang sama masih digunakan sampai hari ini, dan kita dibuat untuk percaya bahwa kebebasan tanpa Tuhan adalah apa yang kita butuhkan. Kita mencoba untuk mengendalikan segala sesuatu dalam hidup kita, kita membesarkan ego kita, dan kita berperilaku seperti raja-ratu kecil. Namun sejatinya, ini adalah sumber frustrasi, kekhawatiran, dan ketidakbahagiaan kita. Hanya saat kita mati bagi diri kita sendiri dan sekali lagi mengizinkan Yesus meraja di dalam hati kita, kita menjadi sungguh merdeka, autentik dan bahagia.

Hidup Kristus Raja!

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Christ, the King of Our Lives

The Solemnity of Our Lord Jesus Christ, King of the Universe [B]
November 21, 2021
John 18:33-37

Christ the King Sunday is the ultimate Sunday of the Liturgical Year. The feast is a fitting reminder for all of us that, in the end, Jesus is our king. Yet, we do not have any idea what it means to be a subject to a king for many of us. Some may have kings or queens as their heads of state, but ordinarily, they do not involve in our daily lives. In fact, we have only very few absolute monarchs in the world, like the Sultan of Brunei, King of Saudi Arabia, and the Pope!

Living in modern societies, we cherish and value personal freedom and autonomy. We fight for our fundamental rights, and we go to the courts to demand justice. The violations of human rights are considered serious crimes. We decide how we want to be governed by electing our desired public officials. We choose where, how, and with whom we want to live. Those who want to limit our freedom are tyrants and dictators. Thus, when we celebrate the feast of Christ the King, this royal title of Jesus does not mean too much for us. We can easily relate to Jesus as our friend and brother, but not Jesus as our king.

Yet, in the Gospel, Jesus as a king is one of His most fundamental identities. Jesus is called the Christ, meaning the anointed one, and this title refers primarily to a king like King David. Jesus begins His ministry by building the Kingdom of God and chooses twelve apostles as the new tribes of Israel. His actions only make sense if Jesus is the king of that kingdom. In today’s Gospel, Pilate asks Jesus whether He is a king, and Jesus gives His affirmative answer. On the cross, the repented criminal says to Jesus, “remember me when you come as a king!” In fact, on His cross, His identity is written, “Jesus King of the Jews.”

What does it mean to have Jesus as our king? Why does it matter to us? The answer is that it is all that matters. Jesus is not only a king, just like any other kings, but He is also the author of our being. He designs our nature that we will only arrive at our true purpose in God. Thus, accepting Jesus as our king, and living according to His plans, is our sure path to true glory and happiness.

The devil knows this too well, and he seduced our first parents to believe that they can be ‘gods’ without God. The same strategy is still employed today, and we are made to think that freedom apart from God is what we need. We are trying to control everything in our lives, boost our egos, and play little gods. Yet, this is the source of our frustration, worries and unhappiness. Only when we die to ourselves and once again allow Jesus to reign in our hearts, we are the freest and authentic.
Live Christ the King!

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP
photocredit: Daniel Gutko

Pertobatan dan Akhir Zaman

Minggu Biasa ke-33 [B]
14 November 2021
Markus 13:24-32

Kita mendekati akhir tahun. Kita berada di pertengahan November, dan kita akan mengakhiri 2021 setidaknya 50 hari lagi. Pada saat yang sama, kita berada pada hari Minggu ke-33 pada Masa Biasa, dan minggu depan, kita akan merayakan Kristus Raja, hari Minggu pamungkas dalam tahun Liturgi. Dengan demikian, Gereja memberi kita Injil yang berbicara tentang akhir zaman.

photocredit: Austrian National Library

Yesus sedang bersama murid-murid-Nya di Bukit Zaitun tepat di sebelah timur Yerusalem, menghadap Bait Allah. Salah satu murid-Nya mengklaim bahwa Bait Allah dibangun dengan megah dan sungguh, Bait Allah menjadi salah satu keajaiban kuno. Bangunan ini dibangun dengan mengumpulkan ribuan batu besar. Satu balok batu bahkan bisa mencapai lebih dari 10 ton. Tidak hanya megah, itu juga indah. Emas dan batu mulia menghiasi bangunan suci ini. Tidak heran jika banyak orang berharap bahwa Bait Allah akan bertahan selamanya.

Namun, Yesus memiliki pandang berbeda. Dia menyatakan penghakiman-Nya atas Yerusalem, dan Bait Allah akan dibakar dan dihancurkan hanya dalam satu generasi setelah Yesus. Sungguh, penghakiman Yesus menjadi kenyataan ketika pada tahun 70 M, Titus dan tentara Romawinya mengepung dan akhirnya meratakan Yerusalem. Josephus, seorang sejarawan Yahudi, menceritakan bahwa selama pengepungan, ratusan orang disalibkan setiap hari dan orang-orang di dalam kota terpaksa melakukan praktik kanibalisme untuk bertahan hidup. Bait Allah terbakar, dan setelah beberapa waktu, bangunan paling indah di zaman kuno tinggal reruntuhan dan puing-puing saja.

Mengapa Yesus mengucapkan penghakiman yang begitu mengerikan ke kota Yerusalem, ke tempat suci di Israel? Itu karena Yerusalem, terutama para penatua, menolak Yesus, dan menolak Yesus berarti menolak Tuhan sendiri. Namun, penghakiman semacam ini bukanlah pertama kalinya. Dalam Perjanjian Lama, para nabi terus memperingatkan bangsa Israel untuk kembali kepada Allah. Namun, Israel, yang diwakili oleh raja dan imamnya, menolak panggilan itu, dan bahkan menganiaya para nabi Allah. Kerajaan Israel akhirnya menghadapi penghakimannya. Kerajaan utara dihancurkan oleh kekaisaran Asyur pada 721 SM, dan kerajaan selatan diasingkan oleh kekaisaran Babilonia pada 587 SM.

Yesus tidak bertindak seperti seorang nabi malapetaka yang pesimistis. Yesus pada dasarnya membangkitkan pesan para nabi pendahulu-Nya. Pesan Injil Yesus adalah pertobatan. Kita dipanggil untuk percaya kepada Yesus, dan ini bukan hanya di bibir kita, tetapi juga dalam hidup kita. Yesus mengkritik para pemimpin agama di zaman-Nya, baik para imam maupun kaum awam, yang melakukan tugas keagamaan mereka sebagai sebuah pertunjukan, tetapi secara diam-diam melakukan kejahatan terhadap kaum miskin Israel. Jika kita gagal untuk bertobat, kita mungkin akan menghadapi bencana yang sama.

Sering kali, saya mendengar beberapa orang berkata, “Saya akan mengakui dosa-dosa saya ketika saya sudah tua.” Atau, “Saya tidak perlu berubah karena ketika saya sekarat, saya akan menerima pengurapan orang sakit, dan saya akan pergi ke surga.” Pemikiran seperti ini berbahaya. Mengapa? Pertama, ini adalah penyalahgunaan rahmat, sebuah dosa serius. Kedua, jika kita tidak bertobat sekarang, semakin keras hati kita, dan semakin sulit untuk keluar dari jeratan dosa kita.
Penghakiman Yesus mungkin tentang akhir Yerusalem dan akhir zaman, tetapi intinya adalah tentang pertobatan kita di sini dan sekarang.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Repentance and the End of Time

33rd Sunday in Ordinary Time [B]
November 14, 2021
Mark 13:24-32

We are nearing the end of the year. We are in the middle of November, and we are going to end 2021. At the same time, we are at the 33rd Sunday in Ordinary Time, and next week, we will celebrate Christ the King, the ultimate Sunday of the Liturgical year. Thus, the Church provides us with the Gospel that speaks about the end.

Danie Franco

Jesus was with his disciples on the Mount of Olive just at the east side of Jerusalem, facing the Temple. One of His disciples claimed that the Temple was magnificently built, and indeed, it turned to be one of the ancient wonders. The building was constructed by putting together thousand massive stones. One stone block could even reach more than 10 tons. Not only imposingly grand, but it was also majestic. The gold and precious stones adorned this holy structure. No wonder if people would expect that the Temple would last forever.

However, Jesus disagreed. He pronounced His judgment over Jerusalem, and the Temple would be burned and destroyed just within a generation after Jesus. Indeed, Jesus’ judgment became a reality when in 70 AD, Titus and his Roman army besieged and eventually razed Jerusalem to the ground. Josephus, a Jewish historian, narrated that a hundred people were crucified every day during the siege and people inside the city resorted to cannibalism to survive. The Temple was burning, and after some time, the most beautiful edifice in ancient times was nothing but ruins and rubbles.

Why did Jesus pronounce such terrible judgment to the city of Jerusalem, to the sacred place in Israel? Jerusalem, especially the elders, rejected Jesus, and refusing Jesus means to deny God Himself. This was not, however, that the first time. In the Old Testament, the prophets kept warning the Israelites to return to God. However, most of the time, Israel, represented by its kings and priests, declined the call and even persecuted the prophets of God. The Kingdom of Israel was eventually facing its judgment. The Assyrian empire decimated the northern kingdom in 721 BC, and the Babylonian empire exiled the southern kingdom in 587 BC.

Jesus was not acting like a pessimistic prophet of doom. Jesus resurrected the message of the prophets. The message of the Gospel is repentance. We are called to believe in Jesus, which is not only in our lips but also in our lives. Jesus criticized the religious leaders in His time, both the priests and the laity. They performed their religious duties for a show but secretly committed crimes against the poor of Israel. If we fail to repent, we might court the same disaster.

Often, I hear some people say, ‘I will confess my sins when I am old.” Or, “I do not need to change because when I am dying, I will receive the anointing of the sick, and I will go to heaven.” This kind of thinking is dangerous. Why? Firstly, it is an abuse of grace, a severe sin. Secondly, if we do not repent now, the more obstinate, we become, and the harder it is to get out from our vices.

Jesus’ judgment might be about the end of Jerusalem and the world, but the core is about repentance here and now.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP
Photocredit: Danie Franco

Janda Miskin: Kritik untuk Gereja

Minggu Biasa ke-32 [B]

7 November 2021

Markus 12:38-44

Kita memiliki dua karakter utama dalam Injil kita hari ini. Yang pertama adalah para ahli Taurat dan yang kedua adalah sang janda miskin. Ahli Taurat adalah kelas elit masyarakat Israel kuno. Mereka adalah orang-orang terpelajar karena mereka tahu cara membaca dan menulis, keterampilan yang sangat berharga pada masa itu. Kemampuan dan hak istimewa mereka untuk mengakses Kitab-Kita Taurat membuat mereka sangat berpengaruh karena mereka mengerti dan mengajarkan Hukum Allah, dan orang-orang biasa harus mendengarkan mereka. Di sisi lain, ada janda miskin. Menjadi seorang wanita di zaman Yesus tentu bukan hal yang mudah. Selain menghadapi diskriminasi, wanita umumnya tidak diperbolehkan memiliki atau mewarisi properti. Hal ini menyebabkan mereka sangat bergantung pada anggota keluarga laki-laki mereka, seperti ayah, saudara laki-laki, atau suami. Jadi, jika seorang wanita kehilangan suaminya, dia kehilangan pelindung dan pemberi nafkahnya, dan jika seorang janda yang tidak memiliki anak laki-laki, dia adalah yang paling miskin di antara para janda. Tapi, Tuhan Yesus memberikan kejutan.

Yesus memuji janda miskin dan mengecam para ahli Taurat. Kemiskinan dan kesengsaraan janda miskin tidak menghentikannya untuk bermurah hati. Mungkin, dia mempersembahkan kepada Tuhan dua koin kecil terakhir yang dia miliki, dan dia mungkin akan kelaparan sepanjang hari. Namun, kasih dan imannya kepada Tuhan sangat besar. Dia tidak berpegang koin yang dapat penyelamatan hidupnya, tetapi dia percaya bahwa Tuhan akan menjaganya.

Sementara itu, tanpa berpikir dua kali, Yesus mengecam ahli-ahli Taurat. Yesus mengungkapkan alasan-Nya: ahli-ahli Taurat berada di puncak masyarakat Israel dan hierarki agama Yahudi, tetapi yang mereka pedulikan adalah kepentingan diri mereka sendiri. Mereka menggunakan setiap kesempatan untuk menambah kemuliaan dan popularitas mereka. Mereka menginginkan kursi terbaik, tempat tertinggi, dan kehormatan terbesar dari orang-orang di sekitar mereka. Aksi-aksi megalomania ini dapat ditolerir, tetapi ada satu hal yang hampir tidak bisa dimaafkan. Menggunakan pengetahuan mereka akan Hukum untuk memanipulasi dan mengeksploitasi sesama mereka yang miskin. Ada kemungkinan bahwa janda miskin menjadi salah satu korban mereka. Dengan hak-hak istimewa dan kebijaksanaan, mereka seharusnya membantu dan meningkatkan kehidupan orang-orang Israel yang miskin. Namun, mereka melakukan yang sebaliknya, dan menjadi penyebab penderitaan dan penindasan yang lebih besar bagi orang-orang sederhana ini. Mereka adalah ahli hukum Taurat, tetapi mereka menjadi pelanggar pertama hukum Allah ini, “Jangan mengambil keuntungan dari seorang janda atau anak yatim!” [Kel 22:22].

Injil hari ini adalah tamparan bagi banyak dari kita, terutama bagi kita yang dipercayakan dengan pewartaan Sabda Allah, dengan posisi otoritas di Gereja, dan dengan kuasa sakramen. Berkali-kali, Yesus mengingatkan murid-murid-Nya bahwa yang terbesar harus menjadi hamba dari semua. Semakin tinggi posisinya, semakin besar kasih dan pelayanannya, terutama kepada orang miskin dan yang membutuhkan. Sebagai imam, saya harus bertanggung jawab dalam menggunakan properti dan harta benda Gereja, saya dipanggil untuk melayani dengan penuh dedikasi, saya harus mempersembahkan hidup saya untuk umat, jika tidak, saya akan melakukan ketidakadilan yang serius kepada umat Allah. Kita berdoa agar kita tidak menerima penghukuman yang sama seperti para ahli Taurat.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

The Poor Widow: A reminder for all of us

32nd Sunday in Ordinary Time [B]
November 7, 2021
Mark 12:38-44

We have two main characters in our Gospel today. The first one is the scribes and then the poor widow. The scribes are the elite class of the ancient Israelite society. They are the learned ones because they know how to read and write, extremely precious skills during those times. Their ability to access the Torah makes them powerful because they read and teach the Law, and ordinary people should listen to them. At the other end of the spectrum, we have the poor widow. Being a woman in the time of Jesus is undoubtedly not the best time. Women generally are not allowed to possess or inherit properties. This causes them to rely heavily on their male family members, like their father, siblings, or husbands. Thus, if a woman loses her husband, she loses her protector and provider, and a widow with no sons is the neediest. But, here comes the surprise.

photocredit: Connor Hall

Jesus praises the poor widow because her poverty and misery do not stop her from becoming generous. Perhaps, she offers to the Lord the last two small coins she has, and she may go hungry for the rest of the day. Yet, her love and faith in God are enormous. She does not hold to her life-saving coins, but she trusts that God will take care of her.

Meanwhile, without a second thought, Jesus condemns the scribes. Jesus reveals His reason: the scribes are at the top of the Israelite society and Jewish religious hierarchy, but they care about their self-interests. They use every opportunity to advance their glories and fame. They desire the best seats, the highest place, and the greatest honor from the people around them. This megalomanic tendency can be tolerated, but there is one thing that is almost unforgivable. By using their knowledge of the Law, they are manipulating and exploiting the poor neighbors. There is a possibility that the poor widow is one of their victims. No wonder that Jesus calls them ‘the devourers of the poor widows. With their privileges and wisdom, they are supposed to aid and improve the lives of the poor Israelites. Yet, they do the opposite and turn to cause greater suffering for these simple people. They are masters of the Law, but they stand in direct opposition to God’s Law, “Do not take advantage of a widow or an orphan” [Exo 22:22].

Today’s Gospel is a slap on the face for many of us, especially for the people who are entrusted with God’s Word, with positions of authority in the Church, and with the power of the sacraments. Time and again, Jesus reminds His disciples that the first shall be the servant of all. The higher the position is, the greater love and service will be, especially to the poor and the needy. As priests, we must be responsible for using Church’s properties and goods, we are called to serve with dedication, we are to offer our lives for the people, otherwise, we shall commit grave injustice to the people of God. We pray that we will not receive the same condemnation as the scribes.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Tuhan tidak akan Cemburu

Minggu Biasa ke-31 [B]
31 Oktober 2021
Markus 12:28-34

Beberapa hari yang lalu, saya memberikan seminar tentang rosario, dan saya menerima pertanyaan yang cukup sulit, “Bagaimana jika devosi kita kepada Santa Perawan Maria membuat kita mencintai Maria lebih daripada Yesus?” Reaksi pertama saya adalah bahwa kasih kita kepada Yesus harus terbesar dibandingkan kepada siapa pun atau apa pun. Saya tidak mungkin salah dengan memberikan jawaban itu. Namun, dalam hati saya tidak puas dengan jawaban saya. Jika mencintai Yesus adalah satu-satunya hal yang penting, mengapa kita harus mencintai Bunda-Nya, mengapa kita harus menghormati St Yosef, ayah angkat-Nya, dan mengapa kita harus melayani Gereja-Nya? Kemudian, saya menyadari bahwa dengan logika ini, saya dapat mengatakan bahwa seorang suami tidak harus mencintai istrinya sepenuhnya, cukup cinta Yesus; seorang ibu tidak harus merawat anak-anaknya secara total, cukup cinta Yesus; seorang imam tidak harus melayani umatnya dengan penuh komitmen, cukup cinta Yesus. Logika ini mungkin menyesatkan.

photocredit: debby hudson

Injil hari ini menceritakan tentang Yesus yang mengajar kita yang pertama dan terutama dari semua hukum: Mengasihi Allah dengan segenap hati kita, dengan segenap jiwa kita, dengan segenap akal budi kita, dan dengan segenap kekuatan kita, dan kedua, untuk mengasihi sesama kita seperti diri kita sendiri. Sangat menarik bahwa Yesus tidak mengatakan bahwa mengasihi Tuhan dengan apa yang kita miliki saja sudah cukup. Dia menambahkan perintah kedua, untuk mengasihi sesama kita, dan Hukum kedua tidak dapat dipisahkan dari Hukum pertama. Kenapa? Kuncinya adalah bahwa mengasihi sesama kita adalah bagian tak terpisahkan dari mengasihi Tuhan.

Kasih kita kepada Bunda Maria, seperti kasih kita kepada keluarga dan teman-teman kita, tidak bertentangan dengan kasih kepada Kristus. St. Yusuf, St Padre Pio, St. Dominikus tidak bersaing dengan Tuhan dalam memenangkan cinta kasih kita. Kasih kita kepada sesama sejatinya adalah ekspresi kasih kita kepada Yesus. St. Bernard dari Clairvaux, dalam tulisannya ‘On the Love of God’, menulis bahwa jenis kasih tertinggi adalah mengasihi diri kita sendiri dan sesama demi Tuhan. Sederhananya, semakin kita mengasihi Bunda Maria, semakin kita mencintai keluarga kita, dan semakin kita mengasihi Yesus. Jika kita masuk lebih dalam ke dalam Alkitab, kita akan menemukan bahwa Allah adalah kasih [1 Yoh 4:8]. Tuhan tidak sedang bersaing dengan keluarga dan teman-teman kita, dan merasa cemburu ketika terkadang kita memprioritaskan anak-anak kita. Kenapa? Karena Tuhan adalah kasih itu sendiri yang mengikat kita dengan orang yang kita cintai. Semakin kita secara otentik mengasihi sesama kita, semakin besar Tuhan di hati kita.

Bagaimana kita menerapkan kebenaran ini dalam kehidupan kita sehari-hari? Memang ada kalanya kita harus memilih antara Tuhan dan hal-hal lain, seperti negara. St Thomas More, ketika dia akan dieksekusi, berkata, “hamba raja yang baik, tetapi Tuhan adalah yang pertama.” Namun, ini adalah kasus luar biasa. Sebagian besar, untuk mengasihi Tuhan dan untuk mengasihi sesama berjalan bersama-sama. Setiap hari Minggu, kita dapat membawa anak-anak kita ke Gereja dan beribadah bersama sebagai keluarga. Setiap malam, pasangan suami-istri bisa berdoa bersama. Pada bulan Oktober, keluarga dan komunitas dapat berdoa rosario bersama. Semakin dekat kita dengan satu sama lain, semakin dekat kita dengan Bunda Maria, dan tentunya semakin dekat lagi dengan Tuhan.

Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP