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Behind God’s Calling

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Fifth Sunday of Ordinary Time [February 10, 2019] Luke 5:1-11

procession 2This Sunday, we listen to the vocation stories of great men in the Bible. From the first reading, we learn how Isaiah was called by God to be His prophet to Judah. In the Temple of Jerusalem, he saw the Lord God surrounded by His seraphim. Isaiah was terrified and said that he had unclean lips. An angel then placed a burning ember on his tongue to remove his wickedness. God, then said, “Whom shall I send?” Isaiah replied with confidence, “Here I am, send me!”

In the second reading, St. Paul wrote to the Church in Corinth and reminded them about the Gospel they had received. Paul assured them that he himself was the recipient of this Gospel no less from the risen Christ Himself. Though he used to be the zealous persecutor of Christians, Jesus called him. By the grace of God, Paul toiled day and night for the building up of the Church.

From today’s Gospel, we listen to the call of the first disciples: Simon, Andrew, James, and John. Luke the evangelist tells us about seasoned fishermen who failed to catch any fish, but Jesus, a carpenter, tells them to ‘go into the deep’. They hesitate, but they follow nonetheless. Lo and behold, they are able to catch a large amount of fish, to the point of destroying their nets. Eventually, Jesus calls them and makes them as fishers of men, and they follow Jesus.

Like Isaiah, Paul and the first Disciples, we are also called by God to follow Him. Some may receive a vocation to the priesthood, some others to religious life, others to build a family, and others may be single yet living a holy life. God also calls us in various ways. Like Isaiah or Paul, some receive extraordinary mystical experiences. But, many of us may be called in the most ordinary and unexpected ways. One day a young man asked whether he has a vocation to the priesthood, especially to the Dominican Order. I said to him, “Well, take the entrance exam first! If you pass you may have the vocation, if not, God may call you somewhere else.”

Sometimes, we ask the Lord a deeper question, “Why me Lord?” but often, we no longer bother to find the answer. Yet, it remains a valid question to be answered. Why did He choose Isaiah, Paul, and Peter? Why does Jesus choose you and me? The answer surprisingly is in the Bible.

When Moses made his farewell speech before the Israelites who were about to enter the Promised Land, he reminded them the reason why God chose Israel, “It was because the LORD loved you and because of his fidelity to the oath he had sworn to your ancestors (Deu 7:8).” God’s choice for Israel is because of His love and faithfulness. The same love and fidelity are the reason behind our calling. God just simply loves us and He draws us to Himself. It is not because we are good, smart and talented. It is not because we are worthy of the call. Isaiah was a man of unclean lips, Paul was a persecutor of the Church, and Peter had his own agenda. Yet, despite these imperfections, God keeps calling us and giving us what we need. How many times, when we betray Him and run away from His call, He remains patient with us and ready to accept us back. If it is not a love, what is it?

We have a God, and this God is love. This is why we are unworthy, yet called; unqualified, yet accepted; unlovable, yet loved.

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Panggilan Tuhan

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Minggu Kelima dalam Masa Biasa [10 Februari 2019] Lukas 5: 1-11

touching 2Minggu ini, kita mendengarkan kisah panggilan tokoh-tokoh besar dalam Alkitab. Dari bacaan pertama, kita belajar bagaimana Yesaya dipanggil oleh Allah untuk menjadi nabi-Nya bagi Kerajaan Yehuda. Di Kuil Yerusalem, ia melihat Tuhan Allah dikelilingi oleh serafim-Nya. Yesaya sangat ketakutan dan berkata bahwa dia memiliki bibir yang najis. Seorang malaikat kemudian menaruh bara api di lidahnya untuk menghilangkan dosanya. Tuhan lalu berkata, “Siapa yang akan Kuutus?” Yesaya menjawab dengan percaya diri, “Ini aku, utuslah aku!”

Dalam bacaan kedua, St. Paulus menulis kepada Gereja di Korintus dan mengingatkan mereka tentang Injil yang telah mereka terima. Paulus meyakinkan mereka bahwa ia sendiri adalah penerima Injil keselamatan ini dari Kristus yang bangkit itu. Meskipun ia dulunya adalah penganiaya yang berkobar-kobar umat Kristiani, Yesus memanggilnya. Dengan rahmat Allah, Paulus bekerja keras siang dan malam untuk membangun Gereja yang pernah ia aniaya.

Dari Injil hari ini, kami mendengarkan panggilan para murid pertama: Simon, Andreas, Yakobus dan Yohanes. Lukas sang penginjil bercerita tentang para nelayan berpengalaman yang gagal menangkap ikan, tetapi Yesus, seorang tukang kayu, memberi tahu mereka untuk “pergi ke kedalaman”. Mereka ragu, tetapi mereka tetap mengikuti-Nya. Namun, ternyata mereka mampu menangkap sejumlah besar ikan, sampai hampir merusak jala mereka. Akhirnya, Yesus memanggil mereka dan menjadikan mereka sebagai penjala manusia, dan mereka mengikuti Yesus.

Seperti Yesaya, Paulus dan para Murid pertama, kita juga dipanggil oleh Tuhan untuk mengikuti-Nya. Beberapa mungkin menerima panggilan menjadi seorang imam, beberapa lainnya untuk kehidupan membiara, yang lain untuk membangun keluarga, dan yang lain mungkin seorang lajang namun menjalani kehidupan yang suci. Tuhan juga memanggil kita dengan berbagai cara. Seperti Yesaya atau Paulus, beberapa menerima pengalaman mistis yang luar biasa. Tetapi, banyak dari kita mungkin dipanggil dengan cara yang paling biasa dan tidak terduga. Suatu hari seorang remaja putra bertanya apakah dia memiliki panggilan sebagai seorang imam, terutama menjadi bagian Ordo Dominikan. Saya menjawab, “Cobalah ambil ujian masuk dulu! Jika kamu lulus kamu mungkin memiliki panggilan, jika tidak, Tuhan mungkin memanggil kamu di tempat lain.”

Sayangnya setelah kita dipanggil, kita jarang bertanya lebih jauh, “Mengapa saya Tuhan?” Namun, ini tetap menjadi pertanyaan yang mendasar untuk dijawab. Mengapa Dia memilih Yesaya, Paulus, dan Petrus? Mengapa Yesus memilih kamu dan aku, dengan cara-Nya yang unik? Jawabannya secara mengejutkan ada di Alkitab.

Ketika Musa menyampaikan pesan perpisahannya di hadapan orang Israel yang akan memasuki Tanah Perjanjian, ia mengingatkan mereka alasan mengapa Allah memilih Israel, “… karena TUHAN mengasihi kamu dan memegang sumpah-Nya yang telah diikrarkan-Nya kepada nenek moyangmu… (Ul 7:8). ” Pilihan Allah bagi Israel adalah karena kasih dan kesetiaan-Nya. Kasih dan kesetiaan yang sama adalah alasan di balik setiap panggilan kita. Kita dipanggil bukan karena kita baik, pintar dan berbakat; bukan karena kita layak menerima panggilan itu; bukan karena kita yang paling berkwalitas. Yesaya adalah orang yang tidak bersih bibirnya, Paulus adalah seorang penganiaya Gereja, dan Petrus akan menyangkal Yesus tiga kali. Namun, terlepas dari ketidaksempurnaan ini, Tuhan terus memanggil kita dan memberi apa yang kita butuhkan untuk mengikuti-Nya. Bahkan ketika kita mengkhianati Dia dan melarikan diri dari panggilan-Nya, Dia tetap sabar dan siap menerima kita kembali. Ini adalah kasih, ini adalah kesetiaan.

Kita memiliki Tuhan, dan Tuhan ini adalah cinta kasih. Inilah sebabnya kita yang tidak layak, namun tetap dipanggil; tidak memenuhi syarat, namun diterima; tidak patut menerima kasih, namun tetap dikasihi.

Diakon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Jesus, Elijah, and Elisha

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Fourth Sunday in Ordinary Time [February 3, 2019] Luke 4:21-30

elijah 1In today’s Gospel, Jesus compares Himself with the Israelite greatest prophets, Elijah and Elisha. But, who are these two prophets? For many Catholics, we are not familiar with these two prominent figures in the Old Testament, and thus, we often do not appreciate why Jesus deliberately cites their names.

Seven hundred years before Jesus, the great kingdom established by David had split into two smaller and weaker kingdoms, the Kingdom of Judah in the south, and the Kingdom of Israel in the north. The leaders of both Judah and Israel have both broken the covenant with the God of Israel, as they worshiped pagan idols, and established their temples. Not only did these leaders incur the sin of idolatry, they also committed gross injustices to the people. The worst would be the child sacrifices and slavery of the poor.

    In this terrible time in the history of Israel, God raised up prophets. Thus, God’s prophets are not the fancy guys who foretell future events, but they are God’s spokespersons to remind the people to go back to the Lord and do justice. Often, the prophets of God are also given the power to perform miracles as a sign that they were truly prophets coming from the true God. Among them, were two great names: Elijah and his disciple, Elisha.

    Elijah was a fearless prophet who confronted Ahab, the king of Israel and his wife, Jezebel. In one famous event, Elijah challenged the prophets of Baal in Mount Carmel to bring down rain and he proved them as hoax (1 Ki 18). He also rebuked Ahab who allowed Jezebel to kill Naboth and stole his vineyard (1 Ki 21). Another miracle story would be Elijah who provided food for the poor widow of Zarephath, as mentioned by Jesus in the Gospel (1 Ki 17). At the end of his ministry, he was rode on a chariot of fire going up to the sky (2 Ki 2).

    Elisha meanwhile was a disciple and successor of Elijah. As his mentor exited, Elisha requested for “double portion of Elijah’s spirit” and it was granted upon him. Thus, while Elijah was able to perform seven miracles, Elisha was able to double the number, fourteen miracles. Among his miracles was the healing of Naaman, the valiant army commander of Aram (Syria) but also a leper (2 Ki 5), and the multiplication of loaves (2 Ki 4:42-44). However, despite their strong prophesy and miracles, the Israelites did not change their hearts, and they kept worshiping idols and doing injustice.

    Like Elijah and Elisha, Jesus reveals a deeper nature of God and His relationship with creations, condemns unjust practices, and performs miracles. Surely, Jesus is much greater than Elijah and Elisha. Yet, Jesus’ lot is not far different from Elijah, Elisha and other prophets of Israel: Jesus was rejected by own people.

    When we are baptized, we are anointed as a prophet, and we share the lot of the prophet before us. Parents who do their best and want nothing but the best for their children are being misinterpreted as ‘controlling’ by their own kids. Teachers who try to inculcate the value of study life and culture of discipline, are considered to be ‘terror’. At times, however, being a prophet means nothing but total sacrifice. Many priests, religious and lay people work tirelessly and courageously in the most dangerous places around the globe, serving the poor of the poorest. Some of them eventually were abducted, tortured and killed. Special mention goes to the parishioners of Our Lady of Mount Carmel Cathedral, in Sulu, Philippines who sacrificed themselves as the bomb exploded during the liturgical service. It is really tough to become a prophet, but this is our vocation and mission to follow Elijah, Elisha, and Jesus.

    Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Yesus, Elia, dan Elisa

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Minggu Keempat dalam Masa Biasa [3 Februari 2019] Lukas 4: 21-30

elijah 2Yesus membandingkan diri-Nya dengan nabi-nabi besar Israel, Elia dan Elisa. Tetapi, siapakah kedua nabi ini? Bagi banyak orang Katolik, kita tidak begitu mengenal kedua tokoh terkemuka ini dalam Perjanjian Lama ini, dan karena itu, kita sering tidak menghargai mengapa Yesus dengan sengaja menyebut nama mereka.

Tujuh ratus tahun sebelum Yesus, kerajaan besar yang didirikan oleh Daud telah terpecah menjadi dua kerajaan yang lebih kecil, yakni Kerajaan Yehuda di selatan, dan Kerajaan Israel di utara. Para pemimpin baik Yehuda maupun Israel sama-sama melanggar perjanjian suci dengan Allah Israel, ketika mereka menyembah berhala-berhala, dan mendirikan kuil-kuil mereka. Tidak hanya dosa penyembahan berhala, para pemimpin Israel juga melakukan ketidakadilan yang besar kepada masyarakat yang lemah. Yang terburuk adalah penyembahan dengan mengorbankan anak kecil dan perbudakan orang miskin.

Di masa yang mengerikan dalam sejarah Israel ini, Allah telah memanggil para nabi. Dengan demikian, para nabi Allah bukanlah orang-orang aneh yang menubuatkan peristiwa masa depan, tetapi mereka adalah juru bicara Allah untuk mengingatkan orang-orang untuk kembali kepada Tuhan dan untuk melakukan keadilan. Seringkali, para nabi Allah juga diberikan kuasa untuk melakukan mukjizat sebagai tanda bahwa mereka benar-benar nabi yang datang dari Allah. Di antara mereka, ada dua nama besar: Elia dan muridnya, Elisa.

Elia adalah seorang nabi yang tak kenal takut yang menghadapi Ahab, raja Israel dan istrinya, Izebel. Salah satu peristiwa terkenal adalah ketika Elia menantang para nabi Baal di Gunung Karmel untuk menurunkan hujan dan membuktikan mereka sebagai palsu (1 Raj 18). Dia juga menegur Ahab yang mengizinkan Izebel membunuh Naboth dan merampas kebun anggurnya (1 Raj 21). Kisah mukjizat lainnya adalah Elia yang menyediakan makanan bagi janda miskin Sarfat, seperti yang disebutkan oleh Yesus dalam Injil (1 Raj 17). Pada akhir pelayanannya, ia mengendarai kereta api yang naik ke langit (2 Raj 2).

Elisa adalah seorang murid dan penerus Elia. Ketika Elia pergi, Elisa meminta “bagian ganda dari roh Elia” dan ini diberikan kepadanya. Jadi, sementara Elia dapat melakukan tujuh mukjizat, Elisa dapat menggandakan jumlahnya, empat belas mukjizat. Di antara mukjizat-mukjizatnya adalah penyembuhan Naaman, komandan tentara Aram (Suriah) tetapi juga penderita kusta (2 Raj 5), dan penggandaan roti (2 Raj 4: 42-44). Namun, terlepas dari nubuat dan mukjizat yang perkasa, orang Israel tidak mengubah hati mereka, dan mereka terus menyembah berhala dan melakukan ketidakadilan.

Seperti Elia dan Elisa, Yesus mewartakan Kerajaan Allah, mengutuk praktik-praktik yang ketidakadilan, dan melakukan mukjizat. Tentunya, Yesus jauh lebih besar daripada Elia dan Elisa. Namun, nasib Yesus tidak jauh berbeda dari Elia, Elisa dan nabi-nabi Israel lainnya: mereka ditolak oleh bangsanya sendiri.

Ketika kita dibaptis, kita diurapi sebagai seorang nabi, dan menjadi nabi tidaklah mudah. Orang tua yang melakukan yang terbaik untuk anak-anak mereka disalahartikan sebagai ‘mengendalikan’ oleh anak-anak mereka sendiri. Guru yang mencoba menanamkan nilai kehidupan dalam belajar dan budaya disiplin, dianggap sebagai ‘teror’. Namun, kadang-kadang, menjadi seorang nabi berarti pengorbanan total. Banyak imam, religius, dan awam bekerja tanpa lelah dan berani di tempat-tempat paling berbahaya di seluruh dunia, melayani yang paling miskin dan lemah. Beberapa dari mereka bahkan akhirnya diculik, disiksa dan dibunuh. Secara khusus, umat paroki Katedral Our Lady of Mount Carmel, Sulu, Filipina yang menjadi korban ketika bom meledak saat perayaan Misa berlangsung. Sangat sulit untuk menjadi seorang nabi, tetapi inilah panggilan dan misi kita untuk mengikuti Elia, Elisa, dan Yesus.

Diakon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Word of God Fulfilled

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Third Sunday in Ordinary Time [January 27, 2019] Luke 1:1-4;14-21

deacon1The synagogue is the place of prayer for the Jews. On the center during the service in the synagogue is the reading of the Hebrew Bible (or what we call the Old Testament) and the explanation of those readings. In the Gospel, we learn that Jesus stands as the leader of the service. First, He stands and reads the Scriptures, and the chosen portion is from the Prophet Isaiah. Then, He sits down, assuming the position of teacher. The Jews in the synagogue are eager to listen to Jesus. However, there is something different in Jesus’ teaching from other Jewish Rabbis. Jesus neither simply expounds the reading from Isaiah, nor makes commentaries on the text. He neither simply discusses the meaning of the readings, nor explains the context of the text. He fulfills what is written in the Scriptures. He says, “Today this scripture passage is fulfilled in your hearing.” (Lk. 4:14)

What Jesus does gives us a fundamental attitude for every Christian: any Christian ministry, prayer and life have to be rooted in as well as the fulfillment of the Word of God. It is true that many of us are not priests, religious or catechists, but laypersons, like parents, professionals, and citizen of the country. Many aspects of our life are not directly dealing with the Bible, like working, eating, sleeping, etc. So, why do we need to allow the Word of God to permeate various aspects of our life?

We remember that in the Book of Genesis, God created the world through His Word. “God said, ‘Let there be light!’ and there was light.” And at the end of the creation story, with His Word, God blessed the world. Every existence in this world, including our life, finds its beginning, meaning, and fulfillment in God’s Word. The air we breathe, the light we see, the sound we hear bear witness to the Word of God. Thus, no matter who we are and what we do, the Word shall inspire, guide, and animate our daily lives. If we allow the Word to take charge, our lives turn to be the fulfillment of the Word of God.

However, how can the Word of God influence our lives if we do not read or hear the Bible? One serious issue among the Catholics is that we seldom read the Bible, and when we attend the Mass, often we are not paying enough attention to the sacred readings. After the reading, we simply respond “Thanks be to God!” while in our hearts, we say, “whatever it means!” We have a Bible in our home, but often it remains hidden, dusty and untouched. This ignorance of the Scriptures does not only affect the lay people but even the clergy and the religious people. Pope Francis in his encyclical Evangelii Gaudium, has lamented of the priests who preach anything but the Word of God. Indeed, this is lamentable.

However, we are not hopeless. More and more lay people now are involved in Biblical apostolate in the parishes or dioceses. Bible Sharing, study and quiz now are something common among the Catholics. In my part, every time I give a talk, I make sure that the participants will bring the Bible and my discussion will be based on the Scriptures. And all of us can begin reading the Bible on our own. We can read five chapters every day, and within a year, we may complete the entire Bible.

Let the Word be the air we breathe, the light we see, the sound we hear, that in the end, we are able to say, “Today the Scripture is fulfilled in your hearing.”

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Firman Tuhan Yang Tergenapi

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Minggu ketiga dalam Masa Biasa [27 Januari 2019] Lukas 1: 1-4; 14-21

lector1Sinagoga adalah tempat beribadah bagi orang Yahudi. Jantung dari peribadatan di sinagoga adalah pembacaan Alkitab Ibrani (yang kita sebut Perjanjian Lama) dan penjelasan bacaan-bacaan tersebut. Dalam Injil, kita belajar bahwa Yesus berdiri sebagai pewarta. Pertama, Dia berdiri dan membaca Kitab Suci, dan bagian yang dibaca adalah dari Nabi Yesaya. Kemudian, Dia duduk, yang adalah posisi guru. Orang-orang Yahudi di sinagoga ingin sekali mendengarkan Yesus. Namun, ada sesuatu yang berbeda dari Yesus dari para guru Yahudi lainnya. Yesus tidak hanya menguraikan bacaan dari Yesaya, atau membuat komentar pada teks. Dia tidak hanya membahas makna bacaan, atau menjelaskan konteks teks. Ia menggenapi apa yang tertulis dalam Alkitab. Ia berkata, “Pada hari ini genaplah nas ini sewaktu kamu mendengarnya.” (Luk. 4:14)

Apa yang Yesus lakukan memberi kita sebuah sikap mendasar bagi setiap murid-Nya: setiap pelayanan, doa, dan kehidupan Kristiani berakar pada Firman Allah dan juga menjadi penggenapan dari Firman Allah. Memang benar bahwa banyak dari kita bukan imam, suster atau katekis, tetapi orang awam, seperti kepala keluarga, ibu rumah tangga, para pekerja profesional, dan warga negara. Banyak aspek kehidupan kita yang tidak berhubungan langsung dengan Alkitab, seperti saat kita bekerja, membesarkan anak, dan berekreasi. Jadi, mengapa kita perlu menjadikan Firman Tuhan akar dan pengenapan berbagai aspek kehidupan kita?

Kita ingat bahwa dalam Kitab Kejadian, Allah menciptakan dunia melalui Firman-Nya. “Tuhan berkata, ‘Jadilah terang!’ Dan terang itu ada.” Dan di akhir kisah penciptaan, dengan Firman-Nya lah, Tuhan memberkati dunia ciptaan-Nya. Setiap keberadaan di dunia ini, termasuk kehidupan kita, menemukan permulaan, makna, dan penggenapannya dalam Firman Tuhan. Udara yang kita hirup, cahaya yang kita lihat, suara yang kita dengar memberikan kesaksian akan Firman Allah. Jadi, siapapun kita dan apa yang kita lakukan, Firman Allah akan mengilhami, membimbing, dan menginspirasi kehidupan kita sehari-hari. Jika kita mengizinkan Firman mengambil alih, hidup kita perlahan tapi pasti berubah menjadi penggenapan dari Firman Allah.

Namun, bagaimana Firman Allah dapat memengaruhi kehidupan kita jika kita tidak membaca atau mendengar Alkitab? Satu masalah serius di antara umat Katolik adalah bahwa kita jarang membaca Alkitab, dan ketika kita menghadiri Misa, sering kali kita tidak cukup memperhatikan bacaan-bacaan Kitab Suci. Setelah bacaan, kita hanya menjawab, “Syukur kepada Allah!” Tapi setelah Misa, kita lupa dengan bacaan yang kita dengar. Kita memiliki Alkitab di rumah, tetapi sering kali itu tersembunyi, berdebu, dan tidak tersentuh. Ketidaktahuan akan Kitab Suci ini tidak hanya memengaruhi umat awam, tetapi bahkan para imam dan kaum berjubah. Paus Fransiskus dalam ensikliknya Evangelii Gaudium, menyesali para imam yang dalam homilinya bercerita tentang segala hal kecuali Firman Tuhan.

Namun, kita tidak putus asa. Kabar gembira bagi kita adalah sekarang semakin banyak orang awam terlibat dalam kerasulan Kitab Suci di paroki atau keuskupan. Bible Sharing, Bible Study dan Bible Quiz sekarang adalah sesuatu yang umum di antara umat Katolik. Saya sendiri, setiap kali saya memberi ceramah, saya memastikan bahwa para peserta akan membawa Alkitab dan diskusi saya akan didasarkan pada Kitab Suci. Dan kita semua dapat mulai membaca Alkitab di rumah kita masing-masing. Kita dapat membaca lima bab setiap hari, dan dalam setahun, kita dapat menyelesaikan seluruh Alkitab.

Biarlah Firman menjadi udara yang kita hirup, cahaya yang kita lihat, suara yang kita dengar, dan pada akhirnya, kita dapat mengatakan, “Hari ini Kitab Suci dipenuhi dalam pendengaranmu.”

Diakon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Grace Abounds All the More

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Conversion of St. Paul, the Apostle [January 25, 2019] Mark 16:15-18

st. paul conversion 2Today we are celebrating the feast of the conversion of St. Paul, the Apostle. St. Paul is one of the greatest names in our Church. Many churches are named after him, like one of the major Basilica in Rome, St. Paul outside the Wall. Not only churches but also many Christians are named after him, including our brothers in the house of formation, Bro. John Paul Sontillano, Bro. Paulus Gabriel Rambang Ngawan, and our former formator, Fr. Pablo Tiong.

Paul is an apostle and yet, he was not part of the 12 apostles. It is through a special revelation, he was called by Jesus and sent to preach the Gospel to all nations, thus, he was called also as the apostle to the nations or of the Gentiles. Indeed, he was doing his job very well, as he preached zealously, traveled tirelessly, and founded many local churches in Asia and Europe, like in Corinth, Thessaloniki, and Galatia. Thirteen of his letters addressed to these communities or to his co-workers like Timothy and Titus, have become part of the New Testament, considered inspired, and thus, the Word of God. And from his letters, the Church has shaped her teachings, doctrines, and orthodoxy, like the primacy of love in Christian living in 1 Cor 13, that love is patient, love is kind, love never fails. Or, in 1 Cor 11, we discover Paul condemns those who failed to celebrate the Eucharist worthily, rooted in the doctrine of the Real Presence of Jesus Christ in the Eucharist. Paul was so inspiring that he inspires St. Luke, the evangelist to devote half of his Acts of the Apostles, to the story and journey of St. Paul.

However, this is only half of the story. Before Paul, there was Saul. Saul was zealous Pharisee who hated Jesus and His followers so much. He went door to door just to arrest Christian, put them in jail, and persecuted them. Young Saul also consented to the murder of the first martyr, Stephen. The Acts of Apostles 9:1 described him as someone who breathes threats and murders. Saul was a dark character with much violence and anger.

However, the Good News of salvation for Saul: no matter dark, violent and broken Saul was, God, is more powerful than all these ugly things. God’s grace, mercy, and love can transform the persecutor of Christ into the vessel of grace. That is why we are celebrating the conversion of St. Paul, not only about St. Paul but the conversion. It is not about Paul’s greatness, achievement, and holiness, but it is God.

Like Paul, we all have our own darkness and brokenness, some may come from broken family, some having a broken family, some have traumatic experiences, some losing people we love in a painful way, some are victims of abuses, some struggling with sickness, with anger, with depression, with poverty or other problems. We are still wrestling with our sinful attitudes and tendencies. Yet, the Good News Paul received is also the same Good News we receive. All of these ugly things have not the last word on us. Our God is stronger than all of this ugliness of life.

As St. Paul himself says, “When sin abounds, grace abounds all the more!” (Rom 5:20)

St. Paul, the apostle, pray for us.

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Jesus the Bridegroom

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Second Sunday in Ordinary Time [January 20, 2019] John 2:1-12

wedding ardiMary who was once a bride and has passed through the tiny-gritty of a Jewish wedding can sense immediately something goes wrong. The wine is running out. In the Jewish context, wine is an essential ingredient in every joyous occasion, as it is ordained by God to “gladden men’s hearts” (Ps 104:15) The lack of it can spell a disastrous result. It is the source of shame, and even a family dispute.

Everyone knows that it is the responsibility of the bridegroom to provide the wine, yet Mary does something unexpected. Instead of notifying the groom, she approached Jesus and points to him the gravity of the looming disaster. However, instead of getting an immediate favorable response, the plot twists even more. In a surprising statement, Jesus says to his mother, “Woman, how does your concern affect me?” (Jn 2:4). This statement is a Semitic expression indicating that the issue at hand is not Jesus’ problem. In a sense, Jesus is right because it is the job of the groom to fix the problem, but in a much more profound sense, Mary is also right because Jesus is the true Bridegroom.

Jesus understands that He is the Bridegroom, but the hour is not at Cana, but at the Cross. Thus, He says, “My Hour has not yet come.” (Jn 2:4) Yet, Mary as a mother knows her Son best. She has faith in Jesus, that Jesus is not only the Bridegroom at the Cross who gives His life for His Bride, the Church, but Jesus is also the Bridegroom in every marriage, family, a community that reflects this Church. Thus, when Jesus transforms the water into wine, it does not happen in historical level, but in a more profoundly symbolical way. Yes, Jesus helps the couple from disaster, but more than that, He supplies what is fundamentally lacking in every marriage: the best wine, the true joy of married life.

One of my duties as a deacon is to check whether the particular couple is canonically fit for the Church’s marriage. To fulfill this, I need to interview the couple and ask some pertinent questions. Yet, I usually go beyond, and I remind them why the Church does not recognize civil marriage. The answer is plain yet very basic: Jesus, the true Bridegroom, is not there, or to be precise, we make a deliberate effort to exclude Him in our marriage. The union between man and woman is not just a human, social and cultural phenomena but a divine reality. When a man and a woman commit themselves into marriage, God Himself who wills to make them one. Therefore, marriage is primarily and fundamentally God’s grace working in the human relationship. And if God unites them together, He will be the one who sustains and brings into perfection. This is why marriage is elevated into the level of sacraments of the Church.

However, I continue reminding the couples that marriage in the Church does not only mean to celebrate the sacrament of matrimony but to stay within the Church, the Bride of Christ, throughout their lives: to attend the Eucharist as a family, to participate actively in the Church as a couple, to pray regularly together. As the wine is impossible without a jar of waters, God’s grace will not work in our marriages unless we open ourselves to this grace. Like Mary who points Jesus what is lacking in the wedding in Cana, so the Church asks Jesus to fulfill every marriage with the best wine.

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Yesus Sang Mempelai Pria Kita

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Minggu kedua dalam Masa Biasa [20 Januari 2019] Yohanes 2: 1-12

wedding 1Maria yang pernah menjadi seorang pengantin dan mengerti detail pernikahan Yahudi dapat segera merasakan ada sesuatu yang tidak beres. Anggur habis! Dalam konteks Yahudi, anggur adalah unsur penting dalam setiap acara yang menggembirakan, karena anggur telah dijadikan oleh Allah untuk “membuat hati manusia gembira” (Mzm 104: 15). Kekurangan anggur dapat menyebabkan konsekuensi buruk. Itu adalah sumber rasa malu, dan bahkan pertikaian antar keluarga.

Semua orang tahu bahwa mempelai laki-laki bertanggung jawab untuk menyediakan anggur, tetapi Maria melakukan sesuatu yang tidak terduga. Alih-alih memberi tahu sang pengantin pria, dia mendekati Yesus dan menunjukkan kepada-Nya betapa beratnya keadaan yang dihadapi keluarga di Kana. Namun, alih-alih mendapatkan respons yang positif dari Yesus, alur ceritanya malah semakin tak terduga. Dalam sebuah pernyataan yang mengejutkan, Yesus berkata kepada ibunya, “Perempuan, apakah ini bagimu dan bagiku?” (Yoh 2: 4 – terjemahan sendiri). Pernyataan ini adalah ungkapan Semitik yang menunjukkan bahwa masalah yang dihadapi bukan urusan Yesus. Dalam arti tertentu, Yesus benar karena ini adalah tugas mempelai laki-laki untuk menyelesaikan masalah yang ada, tetapi dalam arti yang lebih mendalam, Maria juga benar karena Yesus adalah Mempelai Pria yang sejati.

Yesus mengerti bahwa Dia adalah Mempelai Laki-laki, tetapi waktunya bukan di Kana, tetapi di Kayu Salib. Maka, Ia berkata, “Waktuku belum tiba.” (Yoh 2: 4) Namun, Maria sebagai seorang ibu mengenal Putranya dengan sangat baik. Dia memiliki iman kepada Yesus, bahwa Yesus bukan hanya Mempelai Pria di Kayu Salib yang memberikan hidup-Nya bagi Mempelai Perempuan-Nya, Gereja, tetapi Yesus juga Mempelai Laki-laki dalam setiap pernikahan, keluarga, komunitas yang mencerminkan Gereja ini. Jadi, ketika Yesus mengubah air menjadi anggur, itu tidak hanya terjadi dalam level sejarah, tetapi juga menjadi sebuah kenyataan simbolis. Ya, Yesus membantu pasangan di Kana menghindari musibah, tetapi lebih dari itu, Dia menyediakan apa yang secara mendasar kurang dalam setiap pernikahan: “anggur terbaik”, sukacita sejati kehidupan pernikahan.

Salah satu tugas saya sebagai diakon adalah untuk memeriksa apakah calon pasangan yang akan menikah secara kanonik dapat menikah Gereja. Untuk memenuhi ini, saya perlu mewawancarai pasangan tersebut dan mengajukan beberapa pertanyaan terkait. Namun, saya biasanya melangkah lebih jauh, dan saya mengingatkan mereka mengapa Gereja tidak mengakui pernikahan sipil. Jawabannya jelas namun sangat mendasar: Yesus, Mempelai Pria yang sejati, tidak ada di sana, atau tepatnya, kita melakukan upaya yang disengaja untuk mengecualikan-Nya dalam pernikahan kita. Persatuan antara pria dan wanita bukan hanya fenomena manusia, sosial dan budaya, tetapi kenyataan ilahi. Ketika seorang pria dan wanita mengikatkan diri dalam perkawinan, Tuhan sendirilah yang berkeinginan untuk menjadikan mereka satu. Karena itu, pernikahan pada dasarnya dan rahmat Tuhan bekerja dalam hubungan manusia. Dan jika Tuhan menyatukan mereka bersama, Dia juga akan menopang dan membawa kesempurnaan pada pernikahan tersebut. Inilah sebabnya mengapa pernikahan dinaikkan ke tingkat sakramen Gereja.

Namun, saya terus mengingatkan para pasangan bahwa pernikahan di Gereja tidak hanya berarti merayakan sakramen pernikahan tetapi untuk setia berada di dalam Gereja, Sang Mempelai Kristus, sepanjang hidup mereka: untuk menghadiri Ekaristi sebagai keluarga, untuk berpartisipasi aktif dalam Gereja, untuk berdoa bersama secara teratur. Karena anggur tidak mungkin terjadi tanpa kendi air, rahmat Allah tidak akan berhasil dalam pernikahan kita kecuali jika kita membuka diri terhadap rahmat Allah. Seperti Maria yang menunjukkan pada Yesus apa yang kurang dalam pernikahan di Kana, maka Gereja meminta Yesus untuk memenuhi setiap pernikahan dengan anggur terbaik.

Diakon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Fatherhood

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The Baptism of the Lord [January 13, 2019] Luke 3:15-16, 21-22

“You are my beloved Son; with you I am well pleased.” (Lk. 3:22)

baptism2One of the greatest joys of being a deacon is to baptize babies and little children. The joy is not simply springing from touching the cheeks of a cute little baby or be part of festive parents, but it is something deeper. In fact, my experiences with baptism are not always pleasant. I remember at my first baptism in Sto. Domingo Parish, Metro Manila, when I began pouring water upon the baby’s forehead, the little girl suddenly burst in tears and cried aloud. I realized the water has touched the baby girl’s eyes. I was shocked and almost paralyzed not knowing what to do next. The good thing is the parents were able to handle the situation well. As the little baby calmed down, I apologized and continued the rite. Traumatizing!

After that experience, the baptisms I minister do not seem to be any better. In Manaoag, Pangasinan, I could baptize 15 or more babies in each baptism. Often, with so many people jampacked in a small room, and with many babies crying, the experience, far from happy, could be stressful and forgettable for everyone including myself. So, where do I get the joy of baptizing babies?

It is springing from the Church’s understanding of baptism itself. Baptism as the sacrament instituted by Christ Himself as a means for us to receive the grace of salvation is not only Biblical and upheld by earliest Christian testimonies, but it is spiritually liberating and joy-engendering. Surely, we need one semester or more to discuss the biblical foundation and theology of baptism, and this is not the place for such discussion. Thus, allow me to share one of the reasons why baptizing is one of my most joyous moments as a deacon, and it is not far from our Gospel today.

Today we are celebrating the Baptism of the Lord, and our Gospel ends with an extremely rare revelation of God the Father in Jesus’ life. This reveals two things: First, Jesus is the Son of the Father; second, He is not only any son, but Jesus is also the joy of the Father. It is not just any rare revelation, but it is a revelation of joy. Yet, this joy is not surprising for it is natural for a father to be delighted in his newly born baby because he sees the best of himself in the baby. It is a joy of fatherhood.

One of the greatest gifts of baptism is our spiritual generation. It is true that in baptism, nothing much changes in our physical aspects, except our heads are getting wet. But, when the water of baptism touches our foreheads and the Trinitarian formula is pronounced, our souls are changed for eternity. We are not just the children of humanity, but wonderfully the children of God. And as we emerge from the baptism, our Father in heaven sees us, recognizes us as His own and says, “You are my beloved children, with you I am well pleased.”

It is my greatest privilege to share this spiritual fatherhood. As I minister baptism, I spiritually beget these little babies as my children, the children of God. As a young father rejoices in his baby, so I take delight in every newly spiritually born baby. I do not have my own children, and yet I am blessed to become a father. As looking forward to priestly understand, we understand why we call a priest “father” because he is indeed a father to his spiritual children. He begets his children in Baptism, he nourishes them in Eucharist, he leads the youth into maturity in Confirmation, he unites the love among them in Marriage, he brings back the stray in Penance, and he heals the sick in the Anointing. It is the joy of fatherhood.

Deacon Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP