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The Spirit of Pentecost

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Pentecost Sunday. June 4, 2017 [John 20:19-23]

“Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them… (Jn 20:22-23)”

pentecost holy spiritPentecost is the commemoration of the descent of the Holy Spirit upon the first disciples in the upper room. The usual images we have in our mind are usually dramatic and vivid. The disciples gathered in the upper room, suddenly the strong wind filled the room, followed by the appearance of the tongues of fire. Inspired by the Holy Spirit, the disciples began to speak various languages, and proclaimed the Gospel. This depiction of Pentecost comes from the Acts of Apostles (our first reading today). The same Acts tells us that Pentecost took place 50 days after Easter Sunday (Pentecost itself simply means ‘50’ in Greek).

However, the outpouring of the Holy Spirit in today’s Gospel from John gives us a slightly different image from that of the Acts. It is less dramatic, less lively, and less miraculous. There was no strong wind, no tongues of fires that rested on the disciples’ heads, no awesome ability to speak various languages. Only Jesus and His disciples. Yet, if we look closely on Jesus’ actions and words as well as the context of the story, the Pentecost that it represents is a poignant and transformative image.

The disciples locked themselves inside the room because of fear of the Jews. Their master just was executed, and they were afraid that the Jewish authorities and the Roman soldiers would also arrest them. But, it is also possible that they were actually afraid that risen Jesus would get back on them. They deserted Jesus when He was seized, persecuted and sentenced to death. They ran away when He was humiliated on the cross and died as a shameful criminal. It was a payback time, and Jesus could throw them to fire of hell in an instant. Yet, Jesus came not to exact vengeance, but to offer peace. He came not to satisfy His wrath, but to give them the Holy Spirit. This Spirit is the spirit of forgiveness, the power to heal, and the energy to unity. It also the Spirit of mission, of their being sent by Jesus. Indeed, Jesus bore the wounds in His body, but despite His wounds and pains, Jesus forgave them and empowered them to forgive in His Holy Spirit. Jesus showed them that violence only breeds violence, and vengeance causes more harm, and only forgiveness can bring true peace.

In our world today, many of us are hurt by violent words and actions of others, aggravated by the silence of good people. The natural tendency is to be angry and seek for justice. Yet, often, what happens is that we nurture the anger and hatred, and wait until the right time to vent this wrath in even more violent ways. But, keeping anger and hatred destroys nobody except ourselves. We become restless, stressed, and sick. Without realizing it, we become just like those who have hurt us. Pentecost is not just a commemoration of what happened in early Christianity, we need Pentecost right now and here. We pray for the Holy Spirit who empowers us to forgive others and ourselves, for the Spirit of Jesus who brings true peace and justice, for the Spirit of God who heals our brokenness.

Blessed Pentecost!

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Leaving Jesus

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Ascension Sunday. May 28, 2017 [Matthew 28:16-20]

“Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit (Mat 28:18)”

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However, in the Gospel of Matthew, we have a fundamentally different story of Ascension. In fact, Matthew has technically no story of Ascension. In the last part of Matthew’a Gospel, neither Jesus was taken into heaven nor did He leave. What Jesus did was to send the disciples to make disciples of all nations, to baptize them and to teach them. It is actually the disciples who are moving away from Jesus. The Gospel of Matthew ends with Jesus’ promise that He will be with His disciples until the end of time. It is clear that in Matthew, Jesus never left His disciples. As the disciples were moving on with their new lives as apostles, Jesus remained and journey together with them.

I entered the minor seminary as early as 14. As I was leaving my home, it was not easy both for me and my parents. There were psychological anxieties and emotional longings to go home. But, the feelings subsided after some time, and a big factor was that my parents allowed and supported my decision to be away from them. They set me free and allowed me to go as a mature man creating his own destiny. Yet, I also realize that they actually never leave me. Biologically speaking, I have in my body the genes of my parents. Not only that, my actions reflect the upbringing that they provided me. From them, I learn the love for God and the Church, discipline and hard work, and basic leadership skills. What people see is me, but what I give them are coming from my parents.

In Ascension, Jesus does not keep us under His arms, He does not suppress our growth, and He does not want that we remain childish permanently. Jesus sets us, His disciples, free and empowers us to become men and women who forge our own paths. We need to leave Jesus so we may become His mature and free apostles. Yet, He never leaves us. We bring Jesus with us because Jesus has formed us in His image. As we receive Jesus from our parents, teachers, catechists, and priests, and after living with Jesus as His disciples, now it is our turn to preach and share Jesus to others, as we make all nations His disciples.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Meet the Holy Spirit

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Sixth Sunday of Easter. May 21, 2017 [John 14:15-21]

“I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Advocate to be with you always, (Joh 14:15)”

paraclete 2Have you seen a spirit? When the word ‘spirit’ is mentioned, what image does appear in your mind? Perhaps, scary ghosts from some urban legends or Hollywood horror movies. The word ‘spirit’ conjures terrifying and often creepy images because it is related with the dead, the afterlife, and unexplained paranormal phenomenon. The Church herself warrants the existence of evil spirit or the demons, as the Church fights them through the ministry of exorcism.

However, in the bible, spirit is not frightening, and in fact, it is a fundamental concept and reality. In Hebrew language, spirit is ‘ruah’. This word ‘ruah’ is closely related to breath, air or wind. Spirit is like an air. It is formless and invisible, but all things are filled and surrounded by it. Spirit is like a wind. It cannot be controlled, but it is a powerful force that shapes nature. And spirit is like a breath. We cannot see and touch it, yet it fills us with life. Early in the story of creation, the Spirit of God was already introduced, as this Spirit swept over the waters (Gen 1:2). This ‘breath’ appeared once again in the story of human creation. God then breathed to his nostril the breath of life and man came to life (Gen 2:7). Then, when men and women became wicked, God would take away His ‘spirit’ from them and they would go back to earth (see Gen 6:3). From here, we can learn that the spirit is the power behind creation. It is the source of life in us. Moreover, it connects us with the Divine. Yet, because of sins, it might be lost, and man and woman shall go back to earth.

In today’s Gospel, Jesus taught that this Spirit of God is not just an inanimate force, but He is also a person. Jesus introduced Him as another Advocate. The word ‘another’ is significant, because the first Advocate is actually Jesus Himself (see 1 John 2:1). When Jesus went to the Father, the Spirit shall continue the works of Jesus and stand as His witness. As the divine Advocate, He will help, defend, strengthen, console and teach those who have faith in Jesus. It is important also to note that the Spirit is given in the context of keeping Jesus’ commandment. What is the new and greatest commandment of Jesus? “Love one another. As I have loved you, so you also should love one another (Jn 13:34).” The Spirit aids us in loving God and one another. In fact, He is our very power and capacity to love. Without Him, it is just impossible to love like Jesus.

Now we learn that the presence of the Holy Spirit is not only during the charismatic prayer meetings where someone begins to speak in tongue, but His presence and activity are permeating our lives. When we wake up in the morning and we are reminded to pray, He is in us. When we are hated and persecuted, yet we still proclaim the truth, He is in us. When living becomes laborious and painful, but we continue to love, He is in us. He is our Advocate, the third person in the holy Trinity, the Holy Spirit

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP.

Faith and the Image of God

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Fifth Sunday of Easter. May 14, 2017 [John 14:1-12]

 “Do not let your hearts be troubled. You have faith in God; have faith also in me (Joh 14:1)”

 have faith 1Jesus was about to leave His disciples and go back to His Father. The disciples were confused and failed to understand. Some were afraid of losing their Messiah. Some were puzzled by the actions of Jesus. Yet, despite this confusion and fear, Jesus reminded them not be troubled and to have faith in God and in Him.

The situation of the disciples almost two thousand years ago is actually our situation also here and now. We are troubled and perplexed by many problems. There are a lot of things that come our way and we do not understand why. We do not know why so much suffering and evil are afflicting our nation. We do not understand why good people are oppressed and those who have committed evil acts seem to have a good life. We do not understand why we are losing our job or business; why we are having so much financial troubles; why we are losing our family members; why we are having health issues. We keep asking why.

Today’s Gospel reminds us not to be troubled and have faith in God and in Jesus. Yes, we profess that we have faith in God. Yet, do we truly have faith in God or we actually believe in the images of a god we simply created in our minds? Perhaps, we tend to see God as an instant troubleshooter, who will handle all our problems anytime we need Him, or as a supreme law-giver who must be obeyed at all time. Yet, in difficult times, we see God does not solve our problems instantly or we observe those myriad injustices in our world that God seems to be inactive. We become troubled because our God or our images of God do not fit the reality.

If our faith is the stubbornness of a will to cling to particular images of God, then it is not true faith, but fundamentalism. Either we will eventually lose faith in God or we will begin to force to ourselves and other people to adhere to our image of God. Through trials and difficulties in life, our old, inadequate even false images of God are challenged and we are invited to rediscover the true God once again, more alive, more liberating. We will lose our faith in God if we simply cling to these old images and refuse to open ourselves to ‘many rooms’ God prepares for us. Jesus asks us to believe in God, and not in ourselves nor in the images of God we created. True faith means knowing that God will destroy our images of Him and yet, trust that it is all for our good. It is true, often we do not understand, but as we continue to have faith, and we may discover God who is more alive and liberating. He may come to him as the God of silence, who allows us to keep asking; as the God of surprises, who touches us in the most unexpected moments; as God of the ordinary, who walks with us in our daily struggles; and much more genuine images beyond our imagination.

What are trials and challenges that we have now? What are the images of God we have in our hearts now? Do we have faith in God or in ourselves?

 Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

 

Access  

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Fourth Sunday of Easter. May 7, 2017 [John 10:1-10]

 “I am the gate. Whoever enters through me will be saved, and will come in and go out and find pasture (Joh 10:1)”

gate of the sheep 1Jesus is not the gatekeeper, but Jesus is the gate Himself. A gate or a door gives a passage or access to a sheepfold, a house, a building or a room. It both separates and connects the insiders and the outsiders. In fact, the gate is as essential as the house itself. What is the building without a door or an entry point? It is either a construction error or it is not a sheepfold or a house at all. The gate is not only an accessory to the house, but it also defines the house itself. Is it an accessible house, locked house or not a house at all?

 Being part of the digital generation, we have our own ‘gateway’. In our familiar terms, this is the access, the connection or the networking. We use this access to communicate, to work and even to make important decisions. It turns to be part of who we are, as we crave for it, demand it, and fight for it. Sometimes, I get upset because the connection is poor inside the formation house that I cannot communicate with my family in Indonesia. A child as young as one year old knows how to manipulate an iPhone, and cries loudly when the parents try to take it away from him. Many researchers conclude that Facebook has become another new kind of addiction, as more and more millennials are spending more time on FB.  Lesley Alderman of The New York Times said that we check our cellular phone at an average of 47 to 82 times a day precisely because the access it gives us to almost everything.

Yet, it is not only about addiction or having fun. It is about our lives. A lot companies, jobs and workers are now dependent on this access, something which did not exist twenty years ago. Better connection means faster transaction, the richer the company becomes. The same access is used to control remotely unmanned machines, like drone. Some drones are used for photography, fun and researches, but others can be used to carry powerful explosives. Now, the access can either make us or destroy us.

In today’s Gospel, Jesus introduces Himself as the gate, the access or the connection to the fullness of life. Now, it is up to us whether we enter this gate and use this access, or refuse to enter and waste the connection. If we examine our daily lives, how many hours do we avail of this divine access? We might be upset if we lose our internet connection, but do we get the same feeling when we miss the connection with God? How many hours do we spend for browsing the internet, and eagerly chat with our online friends, compared to the time we use to read the Bible and worship Jesus in the Eucharist? We might be surprised that we actually only remember God on Sunday. And in fact, within the Mass, we are also preoccupied with what inside our phone!

It is one of the fundamental reasons why many of us are unhappy, restless, and at a lost despite the success, riches and other access we possess. Perhaps, it is good to disconnect first from the many connections we have, and connect to the true source of joy. If we are not finding lives meaningful, it is because we are not entering that gate that leads us to the fullness of life.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

 

Journey to Emmaus and the Eucharist

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Third Sunday of Easter. April 30, 2017 [Luke 24:13-35]

“…while he was with them at table, he took bread, said the blessing, broke it, and gave it to them. 31 With that their eyes were opened and they recognized him… (Luk 24:30-31)”

emmaus 2Luke wonderfully narrated the Journey to Emmaus in such a way that it became a catechetical instruction on the Eucharist. The two disciples were actually running away from Jerusalem. After the death of their master, the situation turned to be dangerous for their lives. They were afraid of the Jewish authorities and their hope and dream of having a Messiah were shattered. Better for them to go away and return to their former lives. Yet, Jesus surprisingly came, healed their wounds, and reappointed them as His apostles. However, let us see some details of today’s Gospel and how this narrative speaks of the Eucharist.

It begins with Jesus coming to the two disciples in their struggles, and inviting them to be with Him. He gathers and listens to all His disciples’ worries, failures and anxieties. The initiative is coming from Jesus. After listening to their stories, He starts to explain the Scriptures. He sheds light on how His life, death and resurrection have become the fulfillment of the scripture. This part is traditionally called ‘kerygma’ or proclamation. Then He connects the meanings of these events to His disciples’ lives. What is happening here is the first part of the Mass, the Liturgy of the Word: God gathers us His people with all our joys and sorrows and then, He nourishes us with His Word.

What follows is the breaking of the bread. Yet, before this takes place, the disciples have to do their part in inviting Jesus to stay with them. The initiative is from God, but we need to do our effort to participate in His work and make it fruitful. Then, Jesus takes the bread, blesses it, breaks it and shares it with the disciples. These very acts remind the disciples of Jesus in the Last Supper. In fact, the breaking of the bread is an ancient and biblical name for the Eucharist. The basic purpose of the Eucharist is to present the real Christ, and indeed, the disciples are able to recognize Him here. This is the first Eucharist after the Resurrection, and this brings healing and forgiveness. It gives meaning to the troubled lives and shattered hopes of the disciples. Then, after being nourished by His Word and His Body, the disciples’ hearts are burning and they go back to Jerusalem to proclaim the risen Jesus. The encounter with the risen Lord always leads to mission and preaching. These depict the second half of the Mass, the liturgy of the Eucharist.

Luke wrote his Gospel more than 1900 years ago, and it is amazing that the basic structure of the Eucharist remains even to this very day. Certainly, there are also many changes along the way, like for example the transformation from the old Latin Mass to the post-Vatican II mass, the ordinary form we have now. Yet, we are still faithful to what are truly essential and foundational: the reading and preaching of the Word and the breaking of the Bread. We are blessed and humbled that we are members of the Church who faithfully encounter Jesus, the Word and the Eucharist, just like the two disciples in the Gospel and like the first Christians in ancient time. It is now our challenge to continue living as the Eucharistic people in our daily lives, the men and women nourished by His Word and Body in the Eucharist.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

The Paradox of Resurrection

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Second Sunday of Easter. April 23, 2017 [John 20:19-31]

“Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands and put my finger into the nailmarks and put my hand into his side, I will not believe (John 20:25).”

doubting thoms 1Thomas was looking for a proof that Jesus truly rose from the dead. Not only seeing Him in person, he required another sign: touching the crucifixion marks that Jesus bore.  He was one of the Twelve, the inner cycle of Jesus’ disciples, and being one, he had the privilege to walk with Jesus, dine with Him, and witness His mighty deeds. At a first glance, he would easily recognize Jesus, his Master, but still, he demanded the marks of the nails. Why did Thomas insist on searching the wounds?

The reason is that Thomas wanted to make sure that he and other disciples were not seeing a ghost or just hallucinating. Moreover, he wanted to confirm that the person he was going to meet was truly Jesus and not an impostor. The crucifixion wounds of Jesus became a practical identification of the risen Christ. Though it is really practical, there is also a downside of it. Thomas identified Jesus primarily with His wounds. Thomas was not alone here. Often, not only doubting, we follow Thomas also in identifying other people with their wounds and weaknesses.

Napoleon Bonaparte was once a great general and he led his army to conquer Europe. Yet, in 1815, in the battle of Waterloo in present-day Belgium, Napoleon was defeated and it was sealed his fate. Waterloo gradually becomes not only the crucifixion mark of Napoleon but also a metaphor for the failures of many people. The same goes with Achilles who was a hero in Greek Mythology and the main protagonist of Homer’s epic, the Iliad. He was the most skillful warrior who brought the mighty Troy to its knees. He had only one vulnerable point in his body, his heel, and indeed, he died after the enemy shot an arrow to his heel. Even the greatest warrior has his weakness, and since then, the Achilles’ heel becomes a symbol of fatal weakness to everyone.

We have our own weaknesses, failures, and vulnerabilities. Often, we associate ourselves or other people with this wounds and marks. Bayu, who is always late; Alex, the jobless; Ram, the sickly; Andre, the obsessed; Francis, the ex-con; Peter, the impulsive denier; Thomas, the doubter; Mary, possessed by the seven demons; Judas, the betrayer; Jesus, the crucified. We are our wounds. We are as good as the mark we bear.

However, in today’s Gospel, Jesus did not rebuke Thomas for looking only for His marks. Jesus did not demand Thomas to focus on the best of Him. He even asked him to see and touch the wounds. Jesus embraced the very marks of His defeat and made it a sign of His resurrection. This has become the proof of God’s marvelous works, and the counter place between Thomas and God. It is not a ‘positive talk’ that goes “if you fail a hundred times, get up one hundred and one times!” It goes beyond it. The resurrection calls us neither to deny nor to hide our weaknesses, but to see the Lord even in these lowest situations of our lives. At times, when we are weak, our defenses are down, and it is the time, God enters our lives. At times, when we fail and lose, we fall to our knees and pray. This is the paradox of the resurrection!

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

 

The Resurrection and the Dominican Spirituality

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 Easter Sunday. April 16, 2017 [John 20:1-10]

“On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala came to the tomb early in the morning, while it was still dark, and saw the stone removed from the tomb (Joh 20:1).”

 

women at the tombIf we read the Resurrection narrative in the four Gospels, we will discover that each Evangelist has his own distinct story. Yet, there are some common features in the Resurrection episode: the empty tomb, the presence of women, the appearance of angel followed by the risen Christ, and the women announcing the Good News to the other disciples. Let us focus on one particular feature that we usually miss. The first witnesses of the resurrection were not men, but women. Where were the male disciples? Where were those men who promised to sacrifice their lives for Jesus? They were in hiding. They were afraid. They were scattered.

When Jesus was betrayed and arrested, the male disciples ran for their lives, but the women faithfully followed Jesus. They were there at the foot of the cross. They witnessed Jesus’ death. They brought Him to the tomb. They returned to the tomb to give him proper burial rites at the first day of the week. Because of their fidelity, they were honored to be the first witnesses of the Resurrection. Not only witnesses, they were the first preachers of Resurrection.

This particular feature is an essential part of the Dominican spirituality. One of the patrons of the Order of Preachers is St. Mary Magdalene, and she was chosen because we honor her as the apostle to the apostles, the preacher to the preachers. By making her our patroness, we acknowledge that the task of preaching is not exclusively limited to the members of the clergy, but to lay men and women as well. The first convent St. Dominic established was in Prouille, France, and this was a convent for religious women. For us, Preaching is a family effort, all brothers and sisters take part and contribute in the mission of naming grace.

While it remains true that only the Dominican priests can give the homily in the Mass, it does not mean that non-clerical brothers and sister can not preach. We, the brothers in formation in Manila, are involved in facilitating retreats and recollections, producing video catechesis in the social media, and are coming up with the “Joyful Friars”, a preaching band group. Our sisters are involved in the teaching ministry. Some of them, like Mary Catherine Hilkert and Helen Alford are in fact professors in great universities in the US and Europe. Our lay Dominicans serve as lay preachers or campus ministers. Yet most importantly, they preach to their children and educate them to be mature and committed Christians.

Further more, for the Dominicans, preaching is not limited to verbal communication, but also takes flesh in various forms, depending on the needs of the people. Fr. Mike Deeb, OP is currently a permanent delegate of the Order to the United States in Geneva. He challenges countries that neglect various issues of injustice like human trafficking, violence, human rights abuses, and many more. James MacMillan is a lay Dominican and a renowned composer from Scotland. He composed mass songs when Benedict XVI visited the UK in 2010. Sr. Katarina Pajchel, OP is both a religious sister and a physicist. She is involved in ATLAS project, a particle physics experiment at the Large Hadron Collider. These names are just few of many Dominicans who preach in their own right.

At the core of Dominican spirituality is the belief that each of us is called to witness to His Resurrection and to bring this Good News. Even better the news is that this spirituality is not only for the Dominicans. Every man and woman, clergy or lay, a Dominican or not, are called to this mission. We are to preach the Resurrection in our unique way. We are called to preach as a redeemed people, a family of God.

Blessed Easter!

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?

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Palm Sunday of the Lord’s Passion

April 9, 2017

Matthew 26:14—27:66

“Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?” which means, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? (Mat 27:46)”

holy week 1Many theologians and ordinary Christians alike are baffled by these words of Jesus on the cross. If Jesus is God, how is it possible for Him to be separated from God? Why does the most compassionate God abandon His beloved Son? It simply does not make any sense. The Catechism of the Catholic Church tries to explain that it is a consequence of sin. Not that Jesus had committed any sin, but He endured the sin of the world on the cross. The greatest effect of sin is separation from God. Thus, carrying the heaviest burden of sin, Jesus could not but feel the chilling effect of alienation from His own Father.

However, for early Christians and Jews who listened to the last words of Jesus on the cross, they understood that Jesus was actually reciting the beginning line of Psalm 22. The tradition considers this as a psalm of lamentation. In fact, the Book of Psalms contains a lot of psalms of lament. Despite its sorrowful nature, this kind of psalm remains true to its form, which is a prayer inspired by the Holy Spirit. Reading closely Psalm 22, we discover that the psalmist tried to express his desperate situation because of the enemies’ assault. The attack was so intense and brutal that he felt that even God abandoned him. Yet, despite the feeling of abandonment, he kept lamenting to God as if He was just near. Indeed, the psalmist was frustrated and complaining, but even this, he turned it into a prayer. Though it was the only prayer he could utter, it was an authentic prayer, without any pretension and pride. This is the paradox: when the psalmist became honest with himself and sufferings, God was closest to him.

In the cross, Jesus felt an excruciating pain both on physical and emotional levels. His triumphal entrance to Jerusalem in which He was welcomed as the King, the Son of David and Prophet, was a jubilant event, yet in a matter of days, many people who had followed Him turned to be His enemies and shouted, “Crucify Him!”. All his great successes as a preacher, teacher and wonder maker, were scattered. He was about to die as a criminal, a shame to Himself and His family. In this extreme sorrow, He decided to pray. Not any prayer, but the prayer that is most fitting to a suffering faithful Jew: a Psalm of Lament. This is the paradox of the cross: He felt abandonment and frustration, but in this prayer, this was the moment Jesus was closest to His Father.

We share also this experience of the cross in our lives. We might face terrible financial situation and uncertainty in our works. We might have health conditions that drain our resources. We might fail in our marriages or friendships. We might just lose our beloved family member. We are misunderstood and accused of wrongdoings we never committed. We might be wronged unjustly. We suddenly lose the works or the ministries we have built on for years. It seems we cannot see any light at the end of the tunnel. Yet, even in the horrifying experiences of the cross, Jesus teaches us to pray. Not any prayer, but a prayer of lamentation, a sincere prayer that expresses deepest desires, angst and pains. It is true that our situations might not change at all, but as we articulate ourselves and our situations, we are helped to find meanings, consolation, and hope. This is the paradox: in the prayer of lament, as we strip our pride and pretentiousness, even when we are in the lowest pit of our lives, God is actually closest to us.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP

 

Weep

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 Fifth Sunday of Lent. April 2, 2017 [John 11:1-45]

Raising-of-Lazarus-2 Today’s Gospel contains my personal favorite verse: Then, Jesus wept. It is the shortest verse in the Bible, yet it is also one of the most powerful. However, its strength does not rest on any superhuman power that can multiply bread or calm the storm, but on the humanity of Jesus.

The death of Lazarus must have been overwhelming for the family. In the ancient Jewish society, man was responsible for the survival of the family. If presumably, Lazarus was the only bread winner, Martha and Mary would have a serious problem in surviving in that troubled and difficult times. But, more than any economic difficulty, a loss of a family member due to sickness and death had always crushed the entire family. Not only Martha and Mary were uncertain of their future, they also had to endure the terrible pain of losing someone they loved dearly, a brother with whom they shared a lot of good memories, and a friend to whom they could trust and rely on. Anyone of us who has lost a beloved family member can easily commensurate with Martha and Family.

When Jesus saw Martha and Mary were grieving and weeping, Jesus was groaned and was troubled. And when He saw the tomb, He began to shed tears as well. He did not pretend that He was Ok, or He did not appear as if nothing happened. He got affected by the overwhelming emotion and suffering, and He wept. We see today Jesus who is truly human and becomes one with our humanity with its all pains, sufferings, and grief. The revelation is that before Jesus does any miracle or sign, He first becomes part of our sorrow, our humanity. This very consoling.

We are living at a time where success and happiness are the determinants of a fulfilled life. No wonder, the books or seminars on ‘positive thinking’, ‘greatness’, ‘self-help’ or ‘success’ are mushrooming. Even we and some other churches follow suit and preach the ‘Gospel of Prosperity’. I guess there is nothing wrong with being successful and rich, all are a blessing of God. It becomes problematic when we tend to focus on the happy only emotions and suppress ‘negative’ emotions by reciting ‘positive thinking mantra’ or attending praise and worship. In the face of sufferings, failures, and loss of someone we love or we are crushed by burden of life, it is but natural to feel sorrow. Many psychologists would agree that suppression of this feeling will do more harm than good. In the animation film ‘Inside Out’, life of Riley, the main protagonist, turns to be a little mess when Sadness is pushed aside, and Joy is always at the helm. But, when Joy gives away to Sadness, things begin to fall in their places. God created Sadness also, and it is for a good purpose.

Certainly Jesus does not teach us to be melancholic, nor to dwell in our grief for eternity. He teaches us what it means to be fully and truly human, with all love, joy, sorrow, hope, fear, and anger. Our faith tells us that Jesus is not only fully divine, but also fully human, and this means that when we strive to know Jesus, not only we know more about God, but also about humanity. The more we love Jesus, the more we become truly human.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP